Here comes the second chapter! Yay! Lol.
I really like the way this diary story is going.
I love it.
It's really fun to write :D
Thank you anyone who has read!
(Monday, October 11)
Mokuba and I got into a huge argument today...
...
He told me he hated me...
I can't even begin to describe how badly that hurt.
I tried to ask him what was wrong, and he got so defensive.
"Why can't you just leave me alone?" he'd screamed, "I hate you!"
Then he walked out the front door, slamming it behind him.
That was just the cherry on top of my fucking day...
Joey hadn't been at school.
I heard Yugi and that Tae girl talking about how he had been involved in a wreck this morning.
I've been worried ever since...
I don't know how severe the wreck was or if he was even okay.
I wanted to burst out and ask Yugi so badly, but...
My pride wouldn't let me.
What the fuck is my problem?
...
I would kill to be a different person.
Yeah, not many people would expect that statement from Seto Kaiba, right?
Well, it's true...
I'm so tired of being by myself...
Now I'm totally by myself.
Mokuba hates me...
(Seto Kaiba)
Seto was sitting on the couch in the darkened living room when Mokuba got home. The younger Kaiba acted as if he weren't there and simply shuffled past his brother on his way upstairs.
Seto hung his head in hopelessness.
Was there really even anything to live for?
Would Mokuba even give two shits if he found his lifeless brother?
Seto took in a deep breath, trying to calm himself, his attempt seemingly futile.
He was slipping into the darkness...
And the darkness was stronger this time; an irresistable urge.
The brunette got to his feet and slowly made his way upstairs, looking around, taking in every detail of his house. It was truly a beautiful place... He'd even found himself noticing things he hadn't before, like how the roof over the staircase had that funny little arch in it...
Why was it that only a man on his way to meet the Reaper noticed such things and took them in with such remorse, knowing that in his lifetime he hadn't enjoyed everything he'd had...
Seto began to cry as he entered his bedroom.
It was time to die...
A nice release...
He flipped the lightswitch on in his spacious bathroom, taking in his pale reflection in the looking glass, a sickening feeling bubbling up in the pit of his stomache.
This was it...
He reached into the medicine cabinet and extracted the full bottle of Xanex that he was supposed to be taking, yet refused to.
This oughta do it...
He dumped the pills in the palm of his hand and stared down at them, letting the now empty bottle fall to the floor.
"Goodbye." he whispered.
Sorry this chapter was so short.
And no, this is not the end of the story!
I'll update soon.
I hope you all liked it! :D
Review if you wish and tell me whatcha think. :)
I tried to make his "final moment" (not final moment) all dark and what not. Lol.
Til next time. :)
(PS in case anyone was wondering about the first chapter, my nickname is Vanilla lol that's why it said by Vanilla)