A/N I totally wanna thank BellaSand for reviewing its great jope you like this chapter!
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I know this is going to make me sound like a sad and lonely vampire but ever since Jonas walked through that wooden door that leads the way to torture and death, but suddenly I found I could live through it as long as I had the thought of Jonas and my memories in my head. I should have realised it wouldn't last Jonas said he would be back the following night and every fibre in my body was waiting for that visit not only because I would get the sweet nectar of human blood the deep dark red medicine. Wait! Stop right there Evangeline you don't want to think about blood you will only change your features and make you more and more hungry. I sighed I couldn't believe I had got my hopes up it must have be Caius changing before my eyes into my dear friend and maybe lover so I would co-operate more and be more entertaining for him and Jane. I was so dumb how could I just let them do that to me? How could I have let my guard down? I remembered only on the next night after my torture that Caius had used the same trick in the beginning! Arggg! How could I have been so stupid!
It was that night that I finally understood why I never fought back against Jane and Caius why I never even asked them why, I finally understood I deserved this torture for the rest of my life because I was stupid and a failure and I betrayed my kind in the worse way possible. I believed that I was the oldest and the best and I believed I could anything or/and anyone I wanted I could and would just reach out and get it. I realise this now and I promised myself the next time I see Jane I would thank her as she never told me what I had done but it had always been there in her eyes and yet I had never picked it up strange I guess I too far stuck up in self pity I never saw it.
The night quickly rolled in and so did Jane however that night when she came in she didn't seem her usual self I plucked up the courage to speak to her. "Is everything ok Jane? You don't seem yourself tonight," Jane seemed to mentally deicide to tell me "Evangeline I don't know if I should tell you this I hope you don't get big headed at this but-" her voice was sad and deep with regret but I couldn't foresee what she was going to say and I certainly didn't expect to say what she did "-I have always regretted taking you to Caius if I could have changed it-" Jane's voice choked up like she was going to cry if such a thing were not impossible "I regret it every night I'm-I'm so so-sorry" dry broken sobs came from her I couldn't believe my ears! "It's ok Jane please don't cry" but I couldn't help it I was crying red tears streaking down my face "wwwont Caius hear us?" "No he's out hunting but I must confess something to you Evangeline"...
A/N: can't wait for next chapter its gonna be a Jane pov hehe well what do you think Jane's confession will be btw looking for a beta any offers? Message me thats it! Next chapter will be on here soon!
Have a new kitten trying to get her to bond with the dog so may not write for a while jokes it will be on here asap!