CHAPTER 7

Kendall PoV

After almost giving me a heart attack James smirked and sat back in his place shamelessly eyeing me…I was having a hard time holding back the boner his words had triggered…this was so not what I had expected for the next time I saw him! The trip came to an end and I paid the driver before going for James, who had already exited the cab and was waiting at the entrance.

"So get in and don´t…" he rolled his eyes before taking my hand and dragging me inside with him "What are you doing?"

"I already told you…hi Mr. Lightwood!" he greeted the doorman like everything was normal but the minute he opened the door to his apartment he shoved me into the wall and pushed himself to me "I wanna fuck you till next week" he murmured to my ear using grasping my hands above my head keeping me in place as he rubbed his hips in mine, I had to swallow hard trying to think…if something happened it would be a mistake, we were too fucked up to…well to fuck and make things worse.

"James wait…" I freed my hands to lightly push him but not really using much strength to do it, he cupped my face making me look into his hazel eyes, I got lost in his lust filled gaze as his lips ghosted near mine taking away all of my control, I groaned before closing the small gap between our mouths. Yes I had dreams and fantasies over the last weeks about kissing him again, using those two seconds our lips had touched for the first time to think of how it could be if we really kissed…none of that could even make justice to the real thing; our lips moved in sync, dancing like they were meant to be together, his mouth was soft and it had a certain taste that I was sure it could only be his own essence. I sighed tugging his shirt only to pull him closet to me, he used this opportunity to get his tongue inside my mouth swallowing my moan, my hands relaxed against his shoulders before I ended the kiss…maybe I had given myself the little gift of kissing him but I still knew that doing more was a mistake.

"James…" I said as he went to nibble my neck completely ignoring me, my eyes wanted to close and my body to give in so fucking badly "We can't…do this"

"This dude over here say's otherwise" I frowned not getting his words until I felt his hand palming my crotch.

"Fuck" I breathed resting my head on his shoulder "James"

"My name sounds so good when you say it like that" he said continuing his ministrations making me almost lose my mind…until he opened my pants and got his hand inside my boxers, then I was lost.

"God" I breathed when he began pumping me, this was like nothing I had ever experienced, the times Jo and I had been together were nothing compared to the simple feeling of him touching me, I rocked my hips involuntary against his hand earning a chuckle from him just before he took his hand out and a step back…somehow it didn't surprise me that even all doped up he was a tease.

"If you want more follow me, if not there's the door" his smile turned smug…the bastard knew that there was no way I would go now, so I groaned and walked to crash my lips on him pushing him to the bedroom. I hardly even registered getting in the bed or kicking away my shoes, he didn't lose time taking off my shirt as I did the same, I turned our bodies to be on top of him, kissing his collar bone letting my hands play with his nipples loving every little sound he was making "Kendall" he gasped when I let my hand caress his inner thighs, he wasn't the only one good with teasing, the brunette moaned bucking his hips rubbing his hard-on to my exposed dick, I had to open my mouth to let air inside my lungs…this was too much "Did Jo make you feel like this?" I frowned at his words before he pushed me to my back and dragged away my pants and boxers.

"No" I whispered truthfully, he stood motionless for a second before his hazel eyes found mine, they were burning with passion and something else that I couldn't quite name.

"Good to know" said this he started to duck his body, leaving small kisses in my neck, nipples and abs…my breaths hitched as I saw his lips hover my dick, his hot breath caressing my shaft making me groan in pleasure, I closed my eyes losing myself at the sensations "Look at me Kendall, I want you to see this" his husky voice made me shudder, when I gained enough courage to look for his eyes he smiled before sticking his tongue out and licking my entire length making my eyes go backwards.

"Shit!" he continued doing marvels with his tongue until my eyes shot up when I felt the hot velvety insides of his mouth around my tip "James!" he pushed his hand firmly on my hip preventing me from choking him as he began pumping his head taking more and more in every movement, my hand found its way to his brown locks tangling my fingers in them earning a deep moan when I decided to pull them sending vibrations though my whole body making me scream his name, the second my tip touched the back of his throat my vision got white and I came inside his mouth with an estranged yell.

"Mmh, you taste better than I imagined" I blinked trying to get my vision back just to see him at the side of the bed taking away the rest of his clothes, he still had that smug grin plastered on his face and his eyes abnormally dilated…which reminded me why he was doing this, so I tried to get up and run away from him, but he saw what I was about to do and jumped on top of me sitting with his legs astride my hips and his bare ass on my chest…fucking hockey pucks that turned me on like I hadn't just experience a frigging orgasm! "You lost your chance Kendork, sorry but I'm sticking to my word and I'm pretty sure you want it too" he said before claiming my lips forcefully.

"No James…" he moved so my legs were hugging his waist ignoring my attempts of talking, I was completely aroused again being totally aware of every one of his movements…and his fingers starting to encircle my whole "James" my heart beat erratically as his middle finger slide through it gaining a pained yelp from me.

"Shh, I'll feel better" he kissed my forehead "I promise" he moved his finger, in and out and suddenly that friction became something more than bearable, it became pleasant. He saw my hips trying to find his hand trusting inside of me and took this as a sign to add another digit, I had to take a deep breath grasping the sheets figuring that I was a fucking hockey player, I had to bear this pain! "You're so tight…damn I wanna feel this around my dick…just a little more" with no more ceremony he added one last finger, this time the pain got ever bigger…when the hell was I supposed to feel good with this? The friction was good but nothing great "Wait for it" he started curling his fingers, like he was looking for something until they bruised a little spot inside of me that literally made me see stars.

"FUCK!" I screamed prey of the wave of pleasure that ran all over my body as his fingers continued caressing that spot merciless; I moved my half lidded eyes to his face, before he embraced my lips in a sloppy kiss letting me know that I gave a damn about the trouble this could cause later, right now I just wanted him instead of his fingers "Do it now, fuck me James" he growled taking his hand away and smiling at my whine at the lost of those magical fingers before he positioned himself, I didn't want to hear what fucking comment he wanted to say now, I knew he could never keep himself from speaking so I pulled him by his hair and brought his lips to mine getting lost in our tongue fight until I felt the sharpening pain of his dick inside of me "Shit" I started breathing deep thinking that there was nothing quite like this, it was an throbbing ache mixed with an ecstasy rush that crushed every one of my senses…only when I could breathe again I noticed that he had stopped moving, I moved my arms to embrace his strong shoulders raising an eyebrow when I saw his slight tremble, I lift my eyes to find his, he was looking at me like it was a dream, like he only could believe this because he was doped…I didn't want that, I wanted him to know that it was me in my five senses there getting filled by him, so I cupped his face and kissed him slowly, trying to tell him that even if it had taken me a while to know he was the person I was born to look for, that he was my best friend but also the most beautiful creature I could ever bear to see…that I loved him "Move" I whispered…

I groaned before I opened my eyes blinking a couple of times, something was buzzing disturbing my most needed sleep.

"Shh…fucking…phone" mumbled James next to me making me smile, I took a deep breath before sitting up wincing at the soreness in my backside…damn James and his hyperness that fucked me like a frigging bunny…not that I could really complain about that.

"I'm coming, I'm coming" I told my phone in a raspy voice, yelling a lot at night did that to you "Hello?"

"Kendall Donald Knight, where are you?" I looked sideways at James, who was sleeping peacefully in his nakedness glory hugging a pillow…I was so not telling my mom about that, at least not until we figured things out.

"Sorry for not calling…I'll see you at lunch…"

"It's already noon!" thinking that I didn't want to wake James up I walked outside the room.

"Sorry mom" if I kept apologizing maybe she would go down from Godzilla mom to my mom "I should've called"

"Yes you should've, where are you?" her tone was softer but not soft enough.

"I'm at James' place" I said slowly.

"Did you guys made out?" and a lot more.

"We still need to talk…" I passed my hand through my face knowing that even if we had sex it didn't mean things were ok between us again…it probably meant that things might get uglier if I didn't chose the right set of words.

"Okay I'm just glad you're ok, come back when you're done" she hung up and I sighed closing my eyes. I smiled a little thinking of last night, the feeling of his body next to mine, his soft lips panting my name like a prayer, the way his muscles contracted when he was about to reach his peak, the warm sensation inside of me every time he shoot his seed…oh I was getting aroused again.

"James if you knew what you can do to me" I laughed feeling happy for the first time in a long time, maybe we had a lot of shit to go through later but James was never the kind of guy to hold grouches for long, this fight had taken its time just because I kept being an ass…maybe he could even go back home. I rolled my eyes at my happy thoughts, I felt like a dreamy schoolgirl, first I needed coffee to start the day and get my mind straight before he woke up…even better make him his special milk mocha latte so he could be in a better mood…or he could be a little hangover, who knew what drugs did to you once they were out of your system? "Maybe he'll need some aspirin" I started looking through his cabins only to find them pretty much empty…his fridge just had some milk and now that I gave myself the time to look around I felt a pang in my chest noticing the lack of that homey feeling around the apartment, there were some boxes around but it still felt like someone had just moved in, no photos, no nothing "This is not right" I sighed thinking that there was a Starbucks two blocks from here, and I could ask Mr. Lightwood to tell me the way to the nearest drugstore…yeah waking up with hot coffee and some painkillers was the best way to get James in a nice mood for a talk.

I went back to the room guarding myself from making any noise not losing my smile, I wanted to go back to bed and cuddle with him but I had the feeling this was a better option, I gathered my stuff and changed before going to the bathroom to clean my face frowning when I didn't see nothing more than his Cuda deodorant and shampoo…that was also not right. I shook my head clearing it from those thoughts and walked outside the apartment.

"Good morning" I said to the doorman.

"I believe it's good afternoon" he smiled and I mentally face palmed, right!

"Yeah right…so Mr. Lightwood, do you know where the nearest drugstore is?"

"Five blocks to the right" awesome the Starbucks was on the way to there "Is James all right?"

"Yes, yes he just might wake up with a little headache but nothing big" I hoped so "I'll be back, later!" I waved walking in the said direction. I got into the drugstore and got out almost instantly, only costumer, I took a little longer at the café but before an hour I was happily walking back to James apartment with two cups of coffee, some cupcakes and aspirin…just to see James walking out of the place.

"James?" I asked to gain his attention he turned and scowled at me.

"DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW!" I froze seeing him get inside a cab and going away from the place, when I could react again I ran to the front door looking for the doorman.

"Did he tell you where did he go?"

"He just told me to forbid entrance to the guy that came with him last night" I felt my hands tremble successfully spilling coffee all over the floor.

"D-did he tell you why…?"

"No and I'm afraid I'm going to ask you to go or I will call the police" his eyes were concerned, I knew he was only doing it to keep his job so I took some shaking steps out of the building just to sit at the small step outside letting the stuff fall into the floor and grasping my head…I knew this was a mistake, I knew things might go to the dump if we slept together but I didn't care and I practically took advantage of him! Because even if he was all cooperative he was fucking doped and not in his five senses! I was such an idiot and because of that now I what was left of our relationship was finished. I felt tears sliding through my face as I hugged myself thinking that I actually deserved this after all the pain I had put him through…now I could understand how he felt when he wrote that song…how the hell was I going to show up in two days? Last night Carlos and Logan wanted to punch me now that they were probably going to find out they would surely pummel me.

"Stop running away Kendall" I told myself furiously cleaning my face, he hadn't chickened out the first day, he had given his face and took every little shitty thing I had thrown at him…I owed him the same thing, so I stood up and took a breath before slowly walking back to the Palm Woods.

Logan PoV

I was happily walking to the Lombardi's sports bar to see if Karla was around when my phone started buzzing…I was not available for anyone today, it was swagger Logan time and I needed…buzz again…leave it to voice mail, I am…buzz, buzz, BUZZ!

"WHAT?" I screamed answering it.

"It's Luca…you might wanna come…James no! You're hair wont fall off! James!" I frowned at his tired and concerned tone "Please come to my house as fast as you can! James what are you doing to my windows!" he hung up…okay that totally didn't make me worry at all…fucking James! What did you do now? I groaned running to the bus station knowing that I was a little too far from Luca's house. After riding a crowded bus…thank you very much old lady for spilling your tapioca on my shoes! I walked to the small duplex and knocked.

"NO ONE LIVES HERE!" I frowned hearing James' screams "YOU'RE NOT TAKING AWAY MY CUDA!"

"James! Nobody is taking your Cuda, now let me open the…!" this was Luca, and then there was some muffled noises.

"I CAN'T FIND MY CUDA!" more noises before the door opened just enough to reveal James' face, he narrowed his eyes at me "Do you have my Cuda?" I saw Luca frantically telling me to nod behind him, so I did and James dragged me inside "Give. It" okay his tone wasn't terrifying at all.

"James I think I'm beginning to see a widows peak" spoke Luca and James screamed putting his hands on his hair before running to the bathroom.

"What is going on?" I asked slowly hearing James' faint mumbles from the bathroom.

"I have no idea, he came here looking scared and saying things about someone stealing his apartment and smell of sex and nonsense…then I told him if someone knew he was here and he started panicking and blocking my windows" he pointed the sheets that covered the windows "And then he saw a hair and started freaking out saying that he was getting bold!" I let my mind race fast, James was clearly paranoid and something had to have triggered it because things like that didn't come out from the blue.

"Okay, you went with him to the club last night, what happened there?"

"Well were there and I saw him and I didn't tell James because I knew he would get pissed, and then there was this guy who brought him a drink and there Kendall comes all jealous and then he's pissed and James started to act weird…and he got drugged…"

"WHAT?" I looked at him trying to decipher what he had just said, Kendall was there with them last night? James had been DRUGGED? "Luca I know this is hard but you have to stop rambling and tell me what happened, did someone drugged James?"

"Yes, they gave him ecstasy" Fuck…fuck!

"You let him go back home alone!"

"N-no, no! Kendall took him!" he put his open hands in front of me like trying to get the guilt out of him…well he was kind of guilty but James was too for drinking some stranger's drink and Kendall...I was not in the mood for talking to him "Ok first we have to see why is he like this, do you have a laptop?" Luca nodded taking me to his studio "Ok getting bold is one of James' greatest fears so he wont be out of the bathroom in a while" I turned on the computer and typed fast "Ecstasy, consequences" I started reading and I became more and more concerned…this was serious stuff, we needed him to see a doctor "We have to take him to the hospital"

"NO! No hospitals!" screamed James from the door looking at us wide eyed "I'm fine! I am" I frowned starting to see some sense in his eyes "I'm just freaked because I fucking DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT!"

"What?" asked Luca giving him a weird look "Nothing at all?"

"NO! I just know that I woke up, alone and naked in my bed, my fucking house stinking of sex and my doorman saying that I let some guy in at night! I didn't even see through my stuff! Maybe when I come back it will just be to see that I have nothing left!" he began pacing around the room clearly affected by this "I can't believe I had sex with a stranger…"

"What do you mean alone?" murmured Luca narrowing his eyes.

"Alone as in nobody fucking else!" he raised his hands in the air before sitting on the ground so fast I almost thought he had fainted and he began mumbling to himself again "…a fucking slut, I bet that's what he things…oh Kendall…and I thought I would be better…fuck I feel so bad!" and just like that he was out, he collapsed into the floor.

"James!" screamed Luca going for him, I sighed dialing Dr. Hollywood's number.

"Lo-gain! Ready for med school?" he answered.

"Not really yet but I have an emergency here…a friend was drugged with ecstasy and just fainted, should I call an ambulance?" I saw Luca putting a pillow under James' head and looking at me waiting for instructions.

"Did he have a panic attack?"

"Yes"

"Does he remember anything about last night?"

"No"

"Did he puke at all?"

"No"

"Does he have a fever or is too cold?"

"Neither" I answered after I told Luca to feel his temperature.

"Is he shuddering?"

"No"

"Then he's lucky, he'll wake up in a couple of minutes feeling the worst hangover he could ever feel but other than that he will be just fine…although you might want to get him some aspirin for later" I sighed in relief "And he'll get his memory back eventually, little by little"

"Thank you"

"Don't worry, I'm getting you to med school some day…good bye and rock on!"

"Bye" I hung up "He's gonna be fine"

"Thank God!" sighed the Italian just before James started to open his eyes.

"W-what happened?" he asked as we helped him sit, I sat next to him taking out my lantern to check his eyes…they were back to normal.

"You passed out" explained Luca "How are you feeling?"

"Like a train ran over me" I saw Logan getting up.

"I'm getting you some painkillers" he informed walking outside the house.

"Do you really don't remember anything at all?" asked Luca once Logan was out.

James PoV

I passed my hand though my face trying to think…the last thing I remembered was getting inside the club with Luca and then nothing…not even a glimpse of the guy I had been at night just…a pair of emerald eyes looking at me…yeah brain I know all you can think about is Kendall but I need you to focus in other more important things…

"Do it now, fuck me James" moaned his husky voice…fuck dream land was mixing with the real world, maybe those drugs did fucked me up.

"Nothing…" I turned to look at Luca who looked really pissed "Do you remember the guy I was with?"

"No"

Sooo, what do you guys think? About the smut? About James' reaction?...about luca? Hahaha xD

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