A/N: I'm sorry guys for uploading, then reuploading, but I found ALOT of mistakes going through this chapter again so here is the revised chapter nine. I promise chapter ten will be up hopefully by tonight, but definitely no later than tomorrow. Pinkie Swears!
.:My Man:.
Chapter Nine… Monday, Valentine's Night
Post (Successful) Serenade
Once at his car Kurt pushed Blaine against the passenger door and pressed his body against Blaine's, wanting to get as close as possible, needing to get as close as possible. Kurt's hands wrapped around his neck, as Blaine held Kurt by the waist trying to push further into him wanting the same closeness. Blaine looked into his dilated blue-green eyes, finding himself getting lost in sea. Kurt stared back into his honey hazel eyes and melted as he always did, but now he could actually show it, he didn't have to hide anymore.
"Kurt Hummel, call me stupid for asking, but… Will you go out with me? Be my boyfriend?" Blaine asked panting, after feeling Kurt relax, almost melt, into him.
"Blaine Warbler, such a dapper gentleman. Of course I will go out with you, and yes I would love nothing more than to be your boyfriend. How could I possibly say no after that amazing performance?" Kurt replied grinning.
Blaine leaned forward, closing the mere inch gap between their lips, kissing Kurt. They didn't hold anything back. Kurt, the baby penguin, was now banished to another dimension as he was taken over by something he didn't know he had in him. Blaine, the dapper, gentle-man was overtaken by months of suppressed feelings and hormones. They both just let it go as everything felt right, no confusion, or second guessing.
Blaine licked Kurt's bottom lip and Kurt gave no hesitation in opening his mouth and allowing Blaine to explore, letting their tongues dance with one another in a sultry tango. Kurt felt weak in the knees like Blaine had put a jelly legs jinx on him or something and he didn't have the heart, or mind for that matter, to unjellify them. He had given that up just moments ago. Their breathing hitched as Blaine pressed more into Kurt and Kurt just moved his hands to Blaine's chest and pushed into him further, which didn't seem possible, pushing him more into the car's door. They both broke away needing air. They just looked at each other, panting, eyes dilated, and dark. Blaine still held Kurt who laid against him, hands on his chest feeling it heave. Kurt just leaned his head against Blaine's shoulder kissing it as Blaine nuzzled into his hair and drew in a breath, a relaxing inhale of Kurt.
"I love you Blaine! I loved your song and surprise, I love... God I just love you. I love being able to say that I love you, knowing that you love me back…" Kurt whispered into his shoulder. He was almost in tears now, an emotional overload as he thought about everything that has happened to him this past year, this past hour.
"I love you too Kurt! I am so sorry I was an idiot and scared and naïve. I love you, I love saying it to you, and I love holding you and knowing you're mine… Finally!" Blaine said with a slight chuckle.
They stood like this for a few more minutes never wanting to let go of one another. Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head and pushed him forward slightly, one hand laying on his shoulder, the other cupping his blushing cheek.
"Come on love bug, we better start heading back for Dalton, we have class tomorrow." Blaine said eliciting a giggle from Kurt with the pet name.
Blaine wiped the shed tears from Kurt's eyes and kissed him chastely on the lips, be careful not to get carried away. Again. They just calmed down and they really did need to start heading for the school.
"I love that I get to kiss you, and hold you." Blaine said again, smiling, as he took Kurt's hand taking a few steps away from the door to open it.
"I love that too." Kurt said giving his hand a squeeze and one last kiss before regrettably letting go and letting him get into his car.
They were both majorly happy and all smiles as they headed back to the school. Kurt didn't even think about having class tomorrow, he was too overjoyed to care.
While driving he couldn't help but steal glances at his boyfriend. He already knows that word will be worn out, but he loved saying it, thinking it, having it. Blaine couldn't help but blush and smile at Kurt blushing and smiling when they caught one another looking over at one another. Kurt grabbed Blaine's left hand with his right and held it until he pulled into the parking lot an hour later.
"Blaine, stay the night with me? In my room?" Kurt blurted out the question after turning the ignition off.
Kurt blushed as his mind wandered to flashing images of the things he wants to do with Blaine, things he's imagined for months, and now those fantasies could finally start coming true.
Blaine relaxed completely, letting out a breath he didn't realize he was holding. He smiled, laughed, and took Kurt's hands.
"Kurt, are you sure?" Blaine asked hesitantly.
"Yes Blaine, more than anything." Kurt said looking at him with bright, loving, and hopeful eyes.
They got out of the car and walked hand in hand back into the school, to Kurt's dorm. Once there Kurt just looked at him with darkening, hazy eyes and grinned. Blaine's eyes widened as he saw the sexiest gaze he has ever seen Kurt produce. His man was sexy and all his tonight. Kurt pulled Blaine out of his daze, literally, dragging him into the dorm eagerly. He shut and locked his door before he pushed Blaine onto his bed and immediately straddled him. He was far too gone to realize what he was doing, far too hypnotized to care, far too into lust.
"Kurt, please tell me this is real and not a dream…" Blaine said becoming hot and out of breath at Kurt's sudden aggressiveness. He had to remember how much of an animal Kurt is when turned on. It's hot and OH GAWD!-
"This is so real, Blaine." Kurt replied panting as he licked and kissed Blaine's neck.
Blaine moaned and ground upwards into Kurt extremely turned on and hard. Kurt was startled and immediately pulled out of his state with Blaine's noise and action. He squeaked and straightened up almost falling off of Blaine and the bed.
"Oh my God, Kurt I'm sorry… I shouldn't have…" Blaine was freaking out, he knew something was wrong, he knew he did something wrong. Kurt just stared down at him as he came back to Earth realizing what he was doing, and was immediately shocked at himself, embarrassed, but most of all terrified. He was out of breath and dizzy, stunned and confused. He wanted more and he loved the friction Blaine just created, but he was self conscious and scared.
"Blaine, it's not you… It's me, I 'm sorry I was going… Getting too far… Too fast." Kurt was shaking with fear and he just rolled off of Blaine and tried to not cry as he wished the blankets would just swallow him up. He really thought Blaine was going to start hating him so he started to get off the bed to run and hide, but Blaine pulled him back down by his wrist.
"Kurt, it's okay, talk to me. What's going on?" Blaine was confused and concerned.
"I just, I…" Kurt didn't know what to say. He just let Blaine hold him as he began to cry into his chest.
"I just, I love you so much and I've dreamt about this and wanted this I just got too far ahead of myself and I was just getting way too lost in my head and before I knew it I was on top of you and I freaked out because I don't want to push or do anything wrong or-"Kurt's one breath ramble was cut off by Blaine's hands on his chin, pulling his head up to face him and placing his soft and loving lips on his. Blaine pulled away and laid his forehead against Kurt's.
"Sweetie, It's okay, I was a little taken aback by you, but it's okay. I got lost too, way into the moment. We've suppressed so much these past few months it's ridiculous, and it doesn't help we're both teenage boys. Let's just forget that even happened and start over, taking things slow! Okay? We have all the time in the world to have that perfect moment. Until then, let's just breathe and talk. Okay? I don't want to go too fast, or push you, or hurt you EVER! I want this, us, to be perfect." Blaine spoke, staring straight into those scared, deer in the headlight eyes. He found Kurt's hands and held them between their chests. Kurt smiled and was relieved he didn't just ruin everything. He let out one big sigh of relief and kissed Blaine on the lips.
"How was I so lucky to get someone as perfect as you? How is this dream becoming a reality?" Kurt asked looking into Blaine's eyes more calm.
"You're amazing and perfect and I'm asking myself the same questions about you." Blaine laughed softly and he pulled Kurt into him lying down on the bed. He just looked at the ceiling letting his thoughts engulf him as he held Kurt to his chest. They relaxed and just listened to each other's even breathing, Kurt being lulled by Blaine's steady heartbeat. They knew they should talk, but right now all they wanted was to lay there with one another and just think to themselves. Neither of them knew where to start, what to say, so they laid there and fell asleep.
Tuesday Morning
The obnoxious alarm clock went off, and Kurt woke up in Blaine's arms. He smiled remembering what all happened last night, and to wake up in Blaine's arms was just beyond words. Blaine stirred feeling Kurt reach over to turn the beeping noise off.
"Good morning love bug!" Blaine said in a sleepy voice while stretching awake.
"Good morning Blaine!" Kurt replied with a blushing smile and a kiss, "Did you sleep well?"
"Better than ever, with you in my arms." He chuckled lightly.
Kurt snuggled back into Blaine's embrace and they laid there for a few more minutes until the last possible second. Once they did finally decide to get up, Blaine went back to his dorm to get ready for class. Kurt couldn't stop smiling and giggling like a fan-boy after Blaine had left. Blaine couldn't help it either as he walked into his dorm with a goofy grin on his face as he was greeted by Wes.
"Walk of shame! Hey lover-boy. Good night last night?" Wes asked waggling his eyebrows.
"Nothing happened, if that's what you're assuming. We just went to sleep." Blaine left out a chunk of events, but Wes didn't need to know. After all he did suggest they forget that even took place.
"Oh so that's what you kids are calling it these days?" Wes laughed, "I'm just glad to see you so happy." Wes finished with pat on Blaine's back and left for breakfast. Blaine just laughed and began getting ready. Thirty minutes later, Blaine was knocking on Kurt's door to pick him up for breakfast. Kurt came out and immediately grabbed Blaine's hands as they headed for the dining hall, then to his first period where Blaine had to say goodbye until lunch. Neither realized how hard it was to get through the day without one another.
At Warbler's rehearsal they walked into the commons room hand in hand and everyone clapped, cheered, and some whistled. They were all ecstatic to see them together and beyond happy. They went through rehearsal as usual then were congratulated by every single member as they left, leaving them in the room alone.
"Well, do you think people are happy to see us together?" Blaine asked laughing.
"Not as happy as I am that we're together." Kurt replied in all of his Kurtliness as he took a seat on the couch.
Blaine smiled and took a seat next to him and sighed as he laid his head on Kurt's shoulder.
"Have I mentioned lately that I love you?" Blaine asked.
"Not since breakfast this morning." Kurt giggled, "I love you too!"
Blaine looked up and kissed Kurt. It was meant to be chaste, but it quickly deepened, by only Grilled Cheesus knows what. This time they were both in the moment, not lost. Kurt then cupped Blaine's face and licked his way into Blaine's mouth. Their breathing hitched and hearts began to race as the moment turned heated in an instant. Kurt shifted on the couch, never breaking the kiss, and pushed Blaine back where he could now lay on top of him. Kurt pulled back and looked into those eyes, those gorgeous, shining eyes.
"Blaine I want you so badly, right now. I'm not afraid, I just want you, I need you." Kurt searched for hopefully a sign that Blaine wanted the same. He saw them sparkle, glazing over in pure ecstasy.
"Room?" That's all Blaine could get out, his brain not wanting to function in any other way. In an instant Kurt got off of Blaine and was once again eagerly pulling him through the halls and up the stairs to his dorm room. This time he was there, this time he was ready. Needing, wanting, and soon will be getting.
