So, there has been a massive break in between chapters and for that i apologise, I just feel frustrated. I know exactly where I want this story to go, it just doesn't want to get out of my head and onto paper. But anyway here is the next chapter, hope you enjoy it. Oh, and as always reviews are really appreciated. Even if it's just to say what's wrong with my writing. :D

Warning; smut and/or sexy times ahead! OH and swearing, if you don't like blasphemy steer clear.

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LPOV

Goddammit! I was late. AGAIN. As I rounded the corner of the street I spotted Jasper. How does he always look so good? He was lounging against the wall of a shop and he just looked so nonchalant. I loved it when he didn't know I was looking at him, I just couldn't get enough of his face. It really was beautiful. I felt like I hadn't seen him in weeks, when in fact I had only seen him yesterday. I was probably falling for him too quickly but I just felt, well I felt like I couldn't breathe without him. He was so much more than I could ever have hoped.

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JPOV

Lily and I had been dating for a couple of weeks and had seen each other every day. As she rounded the corner I saw her in all her breathtaking beauty. I couldn't even imagine someone more perfect. As she came closer I took her hand and pulled her to me.

"Hey Babe." I said as I inhaled the scent of her shampoo. She tucked her head into the crook of my neck before she looked into my eyes.

"Hi Baby. No kiss hello?" Her eyes glinted with amusement and I laughed before pressing my lips hungrily against hers. My tongue darted across her plump bottom lip, begging for entrance. Man, she drove me crazy.

She opened her mouth to allow me access and looped her arms around my neck. I deepened this kiss eagerly, occasionally biting and then sucking on her bottom lip.

I pulled back as she grinned at me; "Ok, I think we should stop before this becomes indecent and we're mistaken for teenagers." We laughed together as we entered the movie theater. I loved dates at the movies, it was somehow so intimate. The darkness made me feel so much closer to her and it made me feel like we are the only two people in the universe.

As we took our seats in the theater, I took her hand and lovingly ran my fingertips over her knuckles. She bought my hand to her mouth and kissed it.

After 2 hours of some comedy fun we left the theater in high spirits; laughing and joking. As always Lily came back to my flat for drinks. She was comfortable in my home now. It had taken a long time just for her to come in and not be jumpy, but now she seemed relaxed. However she had never slept over. In fact we hadn't even had sex and for once I didn't mind. I'll admit sometimes it was hard (literally) to control myself. But I wanted to take my time with Lily she just seemed so fragile sometimes. I don't think she even knew that sometimes her eyes seemed ...haunted.

"Jasper!" Lily snapped me out of my reverie, "You Okay? You've been off this planet for a while now. Wanna come back to earth? To me?" She smiled gently; I couldn't help the answering smile that spread across my face. She was infectious.

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LPOV

Jasper answered my question; "Yeah babe, just got lost for a second there" He smiled crookedly at me before continuing; "Why don't you take a seat? I'll fix us some coffee."

As he disappeared into the kitchen I couldn't help staring at his ass. I don't think he knew what he did to me. But tonight I had decided, I was going to show him. Hopefully.

What if he doesn't want me? I had been plagued by doubt ever since I had decided to take things farther with Jasper. I wanted to show him how much he meant to me. I had been preparing myself all day for the rejection which was inevitable. After all, who would want me? Was it even possible for someone to want me?

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JPOV

I pulled Lily out of her thoughts as I set the mugs on the coffee table in front of us. I settled next to her, draping my arm across her shoulders. She snuggled closer to me. I felt so comfortable with Lily, neither of us were great talkers but I knew I would rather be silent together with her than with anyone else in the world. She played with my hand that rested on my knee and I kissed the top of her head.

She broke the silence first; "You know Jas, I was thinking, umm... well... er .... would you like to umm...go out again next week?"

I narrowed my eyes at her, that wasn't what she wanted to say and I knew it. "Sure, baby. Course we will, is that all you wanted to say though? You sounded like you wanted to say something else?"

She blushed and looked down at her fingers; "No. It's nothing, honest. Just me being silly." She continued to look at her hands.

I put my fingers under her chin and lifted her gaze; "Hey, I thought I broke you of that bad habit hmm? I love your eyes, please don't hide them from me darlin'." I spoke softly so she knew it wasn't a criticism.

I kissed her lips as she began to protest. I loved to silence her like this the best. She moaned as I deepened the kiss and shifted our positions. As we broke apart she brought her hands up to my face and began gently, slowly stroking my cheeks, then working her way down my neck and over my shoulders.

I couldn't stop my hands playing up and down her side as we kissed once again. It seemed we couldn't stop kissing. I tentatively placed my hands under her shirt and began stroking her skin, dam it was soft.

She moaned again and I couldn't stop the answering moan from escaping my lips. She broke the kiss and looked up at me coyly. "Jas, do you want to um.. . gothebedroom?" She said the last bit in such a rush it took me a moment to understand.

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LPOV

Oh, god. He doesn't want to. I shouldn't have asked. I am such an IDIOT! Of course he doesn't want to. I shut my eyes in despair, trying desperately not to cry. But then I heard his musical voice break through to me; "I would love to darlin'. Thought you'd never ask." My eyes snapped open in time to see his grin just before he grabbed me by the hand and pulled me to his bedroom, never letting his lips leave mine.

We burst through his bedroom door in a tangle of limbs. I couldn't help but giggle when he threw me onto the bed unceremoniously.

"Sorry darlin' I just couldn't wait." He grinned at me as his eyebrow quirked. We both knew our first time wouldn't be slow and romantic but rather a culmination of our frustrations and our feelings exploding into a physical act. He climbed onto the bed and hovered over me, kissing my lips. I clutched his hair and moaned into his passionate embrace. I couldn't stop myself as my hands worked at the buttons of his shirt. I fumbled when he started to fondle my breasts through my top but eventually I managed to expose his sculpted abdomen and broad shoulders. I gasped as he pulled my top over my head and lowered his head to my breasts.

"Jaspeerr!" I cried out as he ripped my bra off me and started to lave my nipples. I clutched desperately at his back as he began to work my nipples into a frenzy...God they were so hard. I couldn't believe this was happening, I couldn't believe that jasper wanted me.

Jasper's chuckle brought me back down to earth; "If you're not in the moment I'm obviously not doing something right ... guess I'll just have to try harder" Before I could even protest or reassure him he ground his hips into mine, eliciting a harsh cry from my throat. He grinned and looked up at me through his golden lashes as he slowly pulled down my jeans and underwear in one go. I blushed violently as I realised that I was naked and he wasn't. In attempt to stop the scrutiny that was sure to ensue I attached my lips to his, thrusting my tongue into his mouth while my hands unbuckled his belt and ripped his jeans down to expose his black boxers. I smiled into the kiss as I felt his prominent arousal.

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JPOV

Holy hell, she was a tease. Lily was for lack of a better word perfect. I can't believe I just quoted my favourite movie while my girlfriend is naked under me. Lily's hand stroking my shaft lightly brought my attention back to her, even though it had only wandered briefly. She smiled at me as I tore my mouth from hers looking straight into gorgeous eyes. She stroked again harder this time and her other hand crept to my shoulder. She whispered in my ear; "Turn on your back baby, wanna give you something."

I obligingly swapped places with her and gasped as I realised what she was going to do. Her body lay in between mine with her mouth directly above my weeping erection. One hand held my hips down as she licked my shaft from base to tip directly along the vein. I squeezed my eyes shut and moaned in pleasure.

She licked, nibbled and worshipped my dick for the longest time before she engulfed it, in her sweet wet mouth. My back arched as she tugged at my balls and increased the suction and speed of her mouth until I was almost climaxing; "Lily baby, I'm gonna..." To my shock she quickly removed her mouth and stopped all her ministrations. I looked at her wide eyed: "I was nearly there... why did you stop?" She grinned at me and lightly stroked the very tip of my arousal; I couldn't help the moan that escaped me.

"I want this inside me. And I don't want to wait." She smiled shyly at me, almost as if she had just realised the boldness of her words. So I reached over and pulled a condom out of my bedside drawer, then flipped her over, dropping the condom on the bed as I did so. I towered over her and without warning plunged my middle finger into her tight sheath. She arched her back and thrust against my hand, crying out my name as she did so. I eagerly used my other fingers, plunging them in and out of her at speed. She was nearly ready so I ripped open the condom wrapper with my teeth and carefully rolled it on. I loved to watch her writhing on the bed begging me to please her; "Jasper, please, please, oh god... just please! Do IT! Please!"

Without further hesitation I rammed into her, fully sheathing myself inside her. I almost came right then; "You're so tight! Oh my god!" I grunted in pleasure as I nearly pulled out before slamming myself back into her as she screamed my name.

"Jasper! Harder! Faster! God, Deeper... Just MORE!" She cried out beneath me as I continued to plough into her as hard and as fast as I possibly could. Needless to say it wasn't long before she arched upwards and screamed her orgasm to the world. Her walls clenching around me brought me over the edge and I emptied myself into the condom before collapsing onto her.

Our panting filled the room as our bodies lay flush against each other. I was completely sated, unable to move at all. When I finally had the strength I pulled out of her and quickly disposed of the condom before coming to lie next to her in my bed. She smiled sleepily at me; "Well, that was worth waiting for." She chuckled as I kissed her forehead and pulled the covers over us.

All I could reply was "Yup. Definitely Darlin'." Now that we were both relaxed, I could finally drink in her appearance. She was beautiful. Her plump lips were red and full, especially after all that kissing. Her skin was lovely, so pale and bruised.

Wait, what? I looked again at the patch of purple skin that was just next to her hip, how could I have not noticed this before? It's not exactly small. I looked at the rest of her body, could I have done this? No, they wouldn't be this livid if they had happened just moments ago during sex. There were also small bruises on her legs that looked slightly more healed.

"What are you doing?" Lily asked curiously. My head snapped up and my gaze met hers.

"Where did you get these bruise?" I asked forcefully.

"What?" Lily looked aghast.

"These bruises," I lightly brushed them with my fingertips; "Where did you get them?"

She looked down at herself, and it looked as if she was only noticing them for the first time. She sat up frowning. Then her expression cleared and she laughed; "Oh! Oh my god, no baby! I fell over at work! You know how much of an airhead I am. I'm always late, I trip over things and I swear I'd lose my head if it wasn't screwed on!" She smiled at me.

I felt so stupid. I couldn't be more embarrassed. She smiled at me; "Don't be embarrassed. I love that you're concerned. Truly." She looked down at the mattress shyly.

I searched for something to say; "Oh, hey its late, so do you want to-"

Lily glanced up and interrupted me; "Oh my god! You're right I should go!" She leapt up and started to gather her clothes; "You should sleep! I know you don't have to go to work but that's exactly why you should! I've got work in the morning and I wouldn't want to wake you. I should definitely leave." She was completely dressed by this time, well so much for asking her to stay over. She looked at me and smiled; "I'll see you Friday?" I nodded in agreement as she leant over and claimed my lips in a searing kiss. "Bye Baby!" She called out as she swept out the door.

I mumbled a quiet goodbye before the sweet oblivion of sleep claimed me.

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LPOV

Oh, my god. I can't believe he saw. He can never know. I hope he bought the lie...