A/N: Hi! No, I did NOT forget about this story! Did you guys have a Merry Christmas? What did you get? I got this laptop that I am currently writing on, and a digital camera! I'm so excited! I've never had these before! I also got a bunch of clothes and stuff that I love! :P
Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly.
Sam burst through the chapel doors and knealt down in prayer. It did not take very long for someone to find her.
"...Sam?" asked the voice.
Sam knew it was Cathy immediately. She was the only Sister that called her Sam and not Samantha.
"What's wrong? You look very deep in thought."
Cathy came to kneel next to Sam and handed her a rosary.
"You do know that if you need anything, I am here to listen. So is He." Sister Mary Catherine looked up at the sky.
Sam nodded, but cried a little more anyway.
"...I know." she sniffled.
Cathy rubbed Sam's back gently as Sam clutched the rosary Cathy had given her.
"You do know you are loved, don't you?" Cathy asked.
Sam nodded and looked up to the ceiling.
"...I know. It's just..."
"Just what, dear?" Cathy asked.
Althought Catherine was probably at least a year younger than Sam, she had the wisdom of an entire century with her, and called most people dear.
"I know...that God loves me...but...I just don't understand how he could...I mean...I'm so awful. I harass people, I beat them up..."
"I thought Father McGurthy said you were trying to quit doing that." Cathy smiled.
Sam did too.
"I am. I haven't in over a week."
"Good."
"I just don't understand God's reason...to love someone like me...that's all."
"Sam...God always has a reason for doing everything."
Sam immediately thought of Freddie and Carly.
"But it's how we choose to deal with his decisions that make us better people. He never would hurt us if it wasn't meant to be."
Sam smiled.
"I know. Thank you, Cathy." Sam smiled up at her and tried to hand her back her rosary.
Cathy nodded no.
"You keep it." Cathy said, closing Sam's hand around the beads.
Sam smiled.
"Thank you."
Cathy nodded and smiled. (That's the Sister way of saying Ain't no thang)
Sam thought for awhile before she spoke again.
"Cathy...when did you realize you wanted to be a nun?" Sam asked.
Cathy smiled and spoke.
"Well...I always knew that I wanted to lead a life of service...but you see...I wanted to do more with my life. Be more of a person. The convent was the best decision I ever made. But it's not for everybody." Cathy got up off her knees, and Sam did as well.
"Why do you ask?" Cathy asked.
Sam thought of Carly and Freddie and how in love they looked.
"...Because I think God just gave me a sign. I want to be a nun. I want to be something better."
Cathy's eyes glew and she smiled the brightest smile she had in awhile.
"How wonderful! Come, we must speak with Father McGurthy." Cathy said, leading the way.
Sam thought once more of Freddie and Carly before speaking.
"...Yeah. Let's go."
A/N: There is Chapter 5! Much much MUCH longer now that I have a laptop. REVIEW!