Disclaimer: I own nothing about these characters but this story and my thoughts ;) If you haven't figured by now, this is femslash between Sonny and Alex(In my mind- Selena and Demi but all well) so read at your own will.

AN: Thank you for the alerts and reviews! I guess I don't write that bad then, but I have no idea where I'm going with this now- honestly. I just blast music in my ears and sit down to write at ungodly hours in the twa-morning (from about 1am to 630 am). Whatever comes out just writes itself I guess. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions for this as well as other stories, feel free to let me know. Never written anything story-ish before so I may just end up writing things based on my song lyrics. But sorry the ramble, Oh and this is Sonny's point of view from the past two chapters. Enjoy :)

Sonny's P.O.V.

New York. I have nothing against it, it's just I'm so tired. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore my fans and pleasing them. I just don't like being a puppet to my managers. Today I was going to some really big Barnes & Nobles to do a Q and A with Tawni. Now as much as I loved that girl, traveling with her can get a tinsy weensy bit annoying. It was mid-fall now and being in Manhattan and all it was quite cold. Oh who am I kidding it was freezing for any normal L.A. inhabitant, like Tawni. She keeps complaining about how now she has to go get a tan after just getting one. Me, I'm not that cold because Wisconsin weather was similar to New York weather and I liked the reminisce feeling it gives me. I'm usually a really peppy person with optimism toward everything, but I've been feeling differently this past week. The Hollywood industry can be so fake and overwhelming at times, it's hard to find real friends and time for yourself. I mean I have a very busy social life and plenty friends but no one whose company I crave for or miss so badly I cry or need whenever life decides to be a witch. I just feel alone in this surrounded way. But at least I have my lovely fans who love me so much and I'm doing this today for them, so I just need to suck it up.

It's been like an hour since I arrived at the bookstore. This place was packed, but it's not the worst I've seen. I just finished my portion of the question-and-answer section and Tawni is supposed to finish off but the crowd now wants me to sing. I comply after consulting Steven, my part time manager/ part time guard. I sing 'Me, Myself and Time' because that's what was most yelled out by fans. I usually loved performing but for some reason I wasn't feeling right or myself at the moment. I really needed to be alone now. I told Tawni to do the last bit of our visit and told Steven to bring me to the restroom. He looked at me like I was crazy, but I just told him mother nature can't be contolled. Steven seemed a little flushed but spoke to the store manager and told me that it was okay to go because they had it on a lock down for our use while we were here. I was relieved and quickly made my way to the employee bathroom while being hidden and protected by guards. Steven had wanted to come in just to make sure everything was secure but I told him to relax so he unlocked the door and I opened it.

At first I was going to walk back out because I heard water running. But then I heard someone muttering and was really gonna head for the door as the voice grew louder. I was confused when I heard this person talking to themself in an angry manner. I was unconsciously moving toward the strangely nice sounding raspy voice until I reached the owner of that voice and stopped dead in my tracks.

My eyes went wide as I spotted the most beautiful girl ever. At first, all I saw was her perfectly tanned, smooth- looking skin but my head tilted upward and my knees almost went weak. This girl was in the process of putting a shirt on and I had the fortune of seeing her laced sexy black bra. I don't think I had blinked since laying eyes on the girl and I couldn't seem to pull my eyes away either. Then she spoke, the shirt being pulled on over her face, and I wouldn't have comprehended what she said but I heard my name and was ripped out a day dream that I didn't know I was having.

"Stupid Sonny! They're both stuck-up diva airheads either way." This girl seemed really upset and at me. Why? What did I do? I am in no way a diva, or an airhead- Tawni slightly more than maybe yes- but certainly not me. And that's when she looked at me…

I was lost in her amazing, warm hazel eyes despite the fact that she was mad. My anger was momentarily forgotten. The girl did this quirk of the eyebrow and smirk that was so freaking- what hot?- and I felt this small buzzing feeling in me. Then I saw her lips move, oh my gosh they're so small perfect and cute, I just wanna- "What?" I realized she was looking at me funny and almost suggestively then found that I was still ogling over her. "Oh, umm sorry." I looked down, embarrassed that I was staring for so long, or that I was staring at all. The girl spoke again.

"You don't work here… I've never seen you before, are you new?"

"Huh?" I'm confused why would she think I work here. "Uhh, no I don't work here I'm-" Then what she said before hit me. This girl that was calling me, Sonny Munroe, names doesn't even recognize me. "Wait, you don't know who I am?" I asked genuinely confused.

"Uh, no. Should I?" Why would she insult me if she's never even seen my show enough to know my face. But it was clear that she really didn't know who I was.

"No, I guess not. It's just that you, I mean- wait why are you here?" I asked wondering why she was at the talk if she never saw the show and didn't like me. After that came out I realized what it sounded like.

"This is a bathroom and generally people use it you know. Or do I have to explain that too? Why are you here, how'd you get in?" She would have sounded really bitter if it wasn't for that sexy raspy voice that gave me shivers.

Why was this girl so pissed and condescending. She doesn't even know me! But she looks about my age and obviously didn't work here either since she didn't know about the lockdown.

"I know this is a bathroom, I'm not an airhead thank you. And as far as I'm concerned you're not an employee either, so I can easily call my security- uhh the security." I was upset that she spoke to me as if I were stupid, oh crap that was close. For some reason I didn't want to tell this girl who I was and possibly tell her off for bagging on me like that. And how was she even in this bathroom if she didn't work here?

"Okayy, so neither of us work here, I have a pass and everyone here knows me so the only one being busted would be you, unless you have a reason to be here too." I layed off a little and tried to make an excuse without blowing my cover.

"I-I, umm, I'm allowed to be in here by special permission. I'm a guest."

"A guest? This isn't a house. But whatever, you do what you want I'm leaving." The girl was rather sarcastic but seemed defeated for some reason. I had this strange feeling to want to keep talking with her. Maybe it was because she wasn't a crazed fan or a fellow celebrity and she didn't want anything from me. I was just some other girl to her.

"Oh, umm what happened to your shirt?" I inquired, only now noticing that this girl only had on a tank top and was washing her shirt. She looked stunning.

"Coffee." She didn't seem like she wanted to talk but I had this urge to get to know her more. Why was she bitter to me she seemed nice- enough.

"Oh, are you here for the talk?" Wondering if she really had no intention to see us celebrities today.

"No. It was those stupid celebrities that caused this." Okay now she's back to that. What did I do?

"What? How so?" I really wanted to know how I caused her such frustration. Then she snapped.

"These idiotic crazed fans were fighting about which actress was more talented and pretty while I was on my way to the bathroom." She continued her rant. "Then coffee is burning my skin and ruining my clothes because of those airheaded pop diva tv stars!" But now I was fumed because this was not my fault. It was just her misfortune.

"Hey, not all celebrities are divas and airheads. And we can't control what fans do! So don't call me stupid!" I didn't realize what came out of my mouth until I said that last part. My eyes widened and I cupped my mouth running into a stall.

What was wrong with me? Why did I snap, I never do that. Especially with strangers or fans. I don't even let the stupid media get to me. What happened? I started to cry and sniffled a little. Nothing was wrong really, not until today. Maybe it was just built up frustration and what that girl said made me lose it. Oh, that poor girl I didn't mean to lash at her like that. I groaned a little, thinking that I made the girl really not like me.

"Hey, umm Sonny?" Oh, now she knew me! Ughh.

"What?" I don't know if I was trying to sound harsh or not but it came out kinda pathetic.

"Listen, I'm sorry. I umm, I didn't know. And why are you crying, you should be used to it?" Wow this girl seemed all sincere all of a sudden but that last comment just made me question myself even more.

"I am." I replied unconvincingly.

"Okay, well then what happened?" Okay does this girl actually care; I thought she didn't like me. But what did happen. I must be really stressed but it was only now that it affected me this much- only her that broke me.

"I don't know….You." I didn't mean for the 'you' to come out but I had said it so quietly I'm sure she couldn't hear.

"Did you just say me?" Crap.

A loud knocking at the door saved me and made me think back to the real world a for little. I forgot all about Steven, he's probably worried. I had no idea how much time had passed- it seemed like forever but I knew it could only be five minutes top. I really didn't feel like going out like this, I was starting to feel sick. Hmm I do have this code- corny but useful.

"Umm can you tell Steven I'm not feeling well and that I'll be a few more minutes. Tell him 'the forecast is cloudy with a chance of rain' that way he believes it's me and that you're a friend. Please." I don't know why I felt do trusting toward this girl- I didn't even know her name- but there was just something about her.

"Uhh okay." I heard her reply and walk over to the door. I couldn't hear much of the conversation since I decided to get up and wash my face. I needed to snap out of whatever this was. I walked out the stall and spotted the girl's shirt and scarf- she likes peace signs, I smiled to myself. As I finished, I heard the girl speak once more and for some reason I burst into a wide grin.

"Alex, I'm an old friend." I didn't mind the lie- I told her to- but now I really want that statement to be true. I moved closer to the door and could hear Steven's voice say "Take care of her" but I quickly spun back around to the sinks upon seeing the girl- or rather Alex- turning my way. I tried to make myself look nonchalant as grabbed a paper towel to wipe my hands. I faintly heard that heart whelming voice say something that made my heart completely melt.

"I will."

AN: So that kinda came from nowhere. When I wrote the last chapter, I was thinking Sonny's thoughts in my head and I said that I'll just write a little of her but it came out to a lot more than that. I hoped this was satisfactory. I still have no idea what is going on with this story, it just pops put whenever I sit to write at this time (by the way its 430am). I've gone crazy now. I read and write from about 1 to 7 am and sleep from 7am to like 1pm. This is the only time I can really write this but yeah whatever I ramble on these things sorry. Just read and review, that's all I ask. Thanks yamisangel101 and AnnieMJ, my first reviews ever! :) Let me know how you felt about this and just say anything you want to really but review, Thank you :D