About another hour later, I was standing in John's hotel room. We dropped all our bags on the floor as John made his way over to the bed. I was so nervous. I had always dreamed of the day something like this would happen; but I had no idea what was going to happen. John being married, not much could happen.

John picked up the remote and turned on the tv. "Make yourself at home." he turned around and smiled at me.

I picked up one of my bags and quickly went into the bathroom. I decided to get ready for bed now that it was close to 4 in the morning. I put on a pair of black shorts and a pink cami and then twisted my long hair up into a loose, messy bun on the top of my head. I walked back out to see John still standing next to the bed.

I felt his eyes on me as I walked over and stood in front of him. "Where should I sleep?"

He gave me a slightly confused look before he smiled. "What do you mean? "

"Well there's only one bed?" I said more nervously.

He chuckled. "I know…"

He now towered over me as we looked into each other's eyes. I sucked in a deep breath as he rested his hand on my neck and began to gently massage it. I swallowed hard before licking my lips.

John smiled as he leaned down and placed a small kiss on my lips. He pulled away just enough to look into my eyes again.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

I shook my head. "It's okay." I whispered back.

The smile I gave him must have reassured him that I was truly ok with it. He pulled me into him this time and kissed me again. I know I shouldn't, but I couldn't help myself. His kisses were so amazing. They were passionate yet sweet at the same time. Although there were butterflies in my stomach, I didn't feel so nervous anymore. John had kind of a calming effect on me.

His hands trailed down from my neck to my chest and all the way down to the hem of my shirt. My shirt was tugged and soon pulled over my head. My hair then fell down and laid against my bare skin. I let out a deep sigh as he pulled off his shirt just like he does in the ring. I was amazed to be here with this handsome man, the man of my dreams. Those thoughts continued as we looked at each other again. I could see a slight smile behind all of the seriousness. His hands dropped down to my hips as he continued to watch me.

I looked at his tags against his firm chest before I carefully picked them up. I recognized most of the names on them and secretly wished that one day I could be that important to him. I wanted to be that close to him, be a part of his family. I laid the tags against his chest as I carefully felt every ripple down to his hard abs.

I finally built up the nerve to look at him again. He was smiling, which made me smile. In one swift move he picked me up and laid me down on the bed. We kissed again as I wrapped my legs around his waist. We continued to kiss for a few minutes before he moved his kisses down and stopped just above the band of my shorts. He grinned as he slipped them off. I sat up to unbutton his jean shorts as they dropped to the floor next to my shorts.

He pushed me back onto the bed as he laid down next to me. He started kissing my neck as his hand explored my body.

End Flashback

That night, 2 months ago, was at the time the best night of my life. John and I had sex….twice. It was the most amazing experience. After our first time, we laid in each other's arms and cuddled. I admitted to him that I really did have a room. He chuckled and told me he knew. He also told me what was going on between him and his wife, Liz. She was tired of him being gone all the time. She was also having an affair with someone from back home and she was seriously thinking of asking him for a divorce.

He told me that in no way what we had just done was in response to anything in his marriage. I could hear the hurt in his voice as he talked about her, but he said that this was something he wanted to do. He hadn't felt that connected with anyone in quite some time. I was happy he chose me and that I could be the he came to in a difficult time. I was also glad that he trusted me. We decided that it would be our little secret and only be friends, but not before we had some fun in the shower before we left for the arena.

"Look Acelynn," Randy said snapping me back to reality. "You need to tell him."

"I know. I know, but…." I said starting to panic.

"Calm down." He said hugging me. "It's going to be okay."

After a minute, I pulled away and looked a Randy.

"John's a good guy, Ace." he said quietly with a small smile. "He's understanding. Tell him….maybe he'll be happy?"

I shrugged. I had no idea what John would think, but I didn't think happiness would be one of his feelings.

Flashback

A week after my little affair with John, I found him at my office.

"Hey!" I said smiling at the handsome man sitting on my desk.

"Hey." He replied.

"What are you doing here?" I said closing the door before walking over to him.

"Shooting a promo." He answered.

I thought about that early morning. I could still feel his touch and his kisses.

"I also came to see you." He added as his blue eyes began to shine.

I smiled. "Really?"

"Yeah," he smirked as he now stood in front of me.

He put his arms around me in a protective hug. I smiled as I hugged him back.

"I keep thinking about that night." He admitted as he backed away.

"I have been too." I said quietly.

He sighed before sitting back down on the desk. I sat down next to him, waiting for him to say something else.

"Liz and I are starting our divorce process."

I couldn't believe what he was saying. Maybe we could be more than friends. Maybe this was his way of telling me that he's ready to move on.

"Did she find..." I began.

"No." he said. "I never told her. She has no idea. We just can't do this anymore. We haven't been in love with each other for a long time. She's still fucking that other guy and I'm just tired of being held down. I just want to have my life back. I'm tired of dealing with shit like this." He chuckled. "Women are difficult. I'm ready to focus on my career and not my failed marriage."

I nodded to show him my agreement even though it wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear. All I could do at this point was to be a friend.

"Well you have to do what's best for you." I said forcing a smile.

He smiled while rubbing my thigh. "Thanks Acelynn."

He kissed my cheek and then headed to the door. "I'll call you sometime. Maybe we can hang out?"

I nodded. "Sure."

"Alright." He smiled.

He then walked out leaving me to sit alone. I don't why I had this feeling of being heartbroken. John and I were never really anything, but I guess I was just hoping that maybe we could been.

End Flashback