Thank you everyone so much for your wonderful reviews! You guys are great! :)
"I don't know Randy. We're friends, but I don't think he's really gonna want to be tied down to some girl he screwed around with and got pregnant. I don't think that this is something he wants." I sighed with frustration.
"Geezes, Acelynn." Randy said with a touch of anger. "You're so fucking hard on yourself. Why do you have to be like that? You're not just some girl. John honestly does care about you."
I shrugged. As much as I wanted that to be true, I felt like I could lose his friendship. John and I had talked a lot in the past 2 months and even spent a few evenings out together, but mostly it was all in fun.
"Whether you know it or not, that guy has feelings for you. Maybe romantic feelings, maybe just friendship, but he cares about you. You are one of the major topics when we talk." He admitted.
I felt my cheeks begin to flush. "Really?"
"Yeah," he chuckled. "He told me you're kind of a little hard body."
If hadn't before, I was blushing now. I know we agreed to not talk about our sex session, but I was kind of excited that John had told Randy about it.
"He also told me about the hotel room situation…." He smirked.
I blushed again. "Yeah….well I was just having so much fun with him and…so...I told him the truth after..."
"Yeah…I get it." He chuckled. "Anyways…go find him, call him, something…and tell him you want to talk."
I sighed. "I wish I could just text him or write him a note. It would be so much easier."
Randy smiled as he shook his head at me. "Ace…a note? This isn't high school. And…yes it might be easier, but it's better to tell him in person."
"Okay…" I said hugging Randy. "Thank you."
"You're welcome." He smiled. "I gotta get going, but I'll talk to you later."
I nodded as I watched my friend walk out the door. My next mission was to find John and tell him my or I should say our, little secret.
I decided to fly out to the Saturday night Raw show. Being that it wasn't televised, the atmosphere would be more laid back and calm which is what I needed.
I walked the hallways before the event started. Since I wasn't working, I dressed in my normal street clothes. I wanted to look good for John so I decided to wear a cute pair of jeans and a black slimming tank top. I did my make up so my blue eyes would pop and put my hair up in my usually messy bun. I felt like I looked good, like I should be able to get John's attention.
I scanned the rooms and back hallways in search of one person I was there to see.
"Hey are you looking for someone?" one of the stagehands asked me.
"Ummm…yeah. John Cena." I said nervously.
"He's in the ring." He said.
"Thanks." I smiled weakly.
I felt like I was going to be nauseous. My stomach was doing flips and my heart was racing. I walked through the doors and saw him in the ring talking to Zack Ryder. They both turned when the door clicked behind me.
"Acelynn!" John said excitedly.
He slide out of the ring and walked up the aisle to me. I stood there with a nervous smile. It had only been a couple months, but what if he could tell? Once he finally reached me he wrapped his huge arms around me. I held him tight and took a deep breath. I didn't want to let go. His embrace calmed me. It made me feel like everything was going to be alright.
"What are you doing here?" he smiled at me.
"I came to see you. I wanted to talk to you." I said quietly with a slight smile.
I could see the confusion on his face. "You came all the way out here to talk? About what?"
I got scared. I really didn't want to tell him now. I didn't want it to mess with concentration and ruin his night. "Nothing really. Just stuff…..I missed you John."
I smiled when he did. "I missed you too."
He told Zack he'd see him later and then led me to his dressing room.
"So you really flied out here just to see me?" he said shocked.
"Yeah." I smiled as I stood in front of his door.
"I'm so glad you're here." He smirked. "Since you are here," he said closing the gap between us. "How about we go out after the show tonight?"
"Ummm….sure. What did you have in mind?" I said nervously.
His smirk grew as he opened the door, pushed me into the room and he closed the door behind us. He pulled me into him and began to kiss me. I let my emotions go and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I almost forgot about why I was really here. I really didn't even want to think about it. I just wanted to enjoy the moment….so that's what I decided to do. Things started to get pretty hot and heavy when we were interrupted.
We laughed and continued to hold onto each other.
John took a deep breath. "I need to go….and…something. I can't go anywhere with this."
I giggled. I knew exactly what he meant. I could feel it too which made me happy to know that I had that kind of effect on him.
"Okay…." I said as we let go of each other.
"I'll see you after the show." He smiled before walking out the door.
I nodded. I had the whole show to think of how to tell John that I was pregnant. As I watched the show from the back of the arena, I continued to think, but nothing I came up with seemed like the right way to tell him.
The show came and went all too quickly. Before I knew it, John and I were back in the room.
"Shower, and then we'll go." He said walking into the bathroom.
The water began to run when I heard him yell. "Where do you wanna go?"
I got up from the chair I had sat on and walked over to the shower.
"I don't know. I'm kind of hungry." I said loud enough for him to hear over the water.
"You wanna go to Applebee's or something?"
"Applebee's is good." I grinned.
Hopefully it would be quiet and not too many people around….especially fans or I'd never be able to tell him. Plus I don't want a fan to overhear news like this.
After a while we finally made it to the restaurant.
"Hi. I'm Jasmine. I'll be your waitress tonight. Can I start you off with a drink?" The tall brunette asked.
John looked at me to order first.
"I'll have water." I said.
"You don't want a drink tonight?" John asked.
He seemed a little surprised because we always had a drink…or drinks when we went out together. I shook my head with a slight smile.
"Water's fine. Thanks." John replied.
"Okay." The waitress smiled before leaving.
"So how are things?" John asked now focused on me.
I shrugged . "Alright. Busy with work. How about you?"
"Alright..." he smiled. "The divorce was finalized last week. So I'm official single again."
I grinned. "Yay…" I said quietly cheering.
He chuckled. "I know. About time, huh?"
"Yeah…" I said seriously. "I just want you to be happy John."
His dimpled smile popped out. "I am happy. The happiest I've been in a long time. Things are perfect right now. I really wouldn't change a thing."
My stomach started to do flips again. There was no way I could tell him…not now.
Our drinks came and we ordered dinner. We ate it while talking about traveling, his divorce, and life in general. We laughed so much that I felt I had made the right decision not to tell him tonight. I wanted to enjoy anytime that I could have with John.
After we ate, we headed back to the hotel. He asked me to stay in his room again. I told him I would if there was no "funny business" because I was tired. It was a total lie. Although I was tired, I was so ready to have an amazing night with John…the single John.
John borrowed me, more like I stole from his bag, a CeNation tee. When he came out of the bathroom to see me in one of his t shirts, he smiled.
"Nice." He smirked. "No funny business, but you wear that? Are you out to torture me?"
I giggled. "How is this torture? I'm just wearing your shirt." I said as he held onto my hips. " I just want to be comfortable. And...it feels good …to wear your shirt."
"Alright." He chuckled.
He let go of me, we climbed into bed and laid down. My heart was racing for 2 different reasons. One was the hot man lying next to me in just his boxers. And the second was that if we couldn't keep our hands off each other, would John be able to tell that there was something different?
John rolled on his side to face me.
"Goodnight, sweetheart." He said before kissing my cheek.
"Goodnight, John." I smiled returning the kiss on his cheek.
He rolled back over onto his back while I rolled onto my side facing away from him. John was truly a good guy. The more I got to know him and spend time with him, the more I fell in love with him. I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost him.
We said our goodbyes and got on separate flights the next day. That was probably the last time I would see John when things would be somewhat normal between us. We talked often during the next few weeks, but hadn't seen each other. I also tried to avoid Randy. I didn't want to have to explain how I didn't tell John about the baby yet.