CHAPTER 5:

I kissed him back, my other hand seizing his face. His arms wrapped around my waist, showing no sign of letting go. The sensation was so spectacular, like nothing I have ever felt before. I was melting under the heat of our skin, but I didn`t care. I never wanted to stop. He was pulling me closer, his lips rough against my own. I knew this would happen eventually - but definietly not this soon.

So much for a platonic relationship.

He finally pulled away, breathing raggedly. I was fighting to think straight, not to mention catch my breath. I was so surprised. That kiss was with my best friend.

"Sorry... that was uncalled for." He said hoarsely.

"Don't be sorry." I mumbled. I blushed and looked down.

It was silent, and I was wondering what he was thinking. Then I realized that he must've seen what was going through my head the whole kiss - my hands were on his face.

"Oh... god." I moaned.

"What?"

"Could you... hear... what I was thinking?"

He chuckled, answering my question. I groaned.

Then he got serious. "Ness, that was the most fascinating experience of my life. Don't feel embarassed."

Oh. Well I'm glad he felt the same way. I smiled, biting my lip.

He suddenly got up, and starting walking back to the bonfire. I hopped up too and rushed to his side. It was getting late; probably time to leave soon.

"You know..." I joked, "you technically just kissed a 5-year-old."

He laughed. "Wow, I'm such a pedo."

"Indeed."

We got back to the fire, returning to the cheerful gathering. People were starting to leave, and my mum was coming towards us with a grin on her face.

"Renesmee, Jacob." She said, acknowledging us. "We should probably get going... did you want to drive with Jake?" She asked me.

I looked up at him, and he shrugged.

"Sure."

"Okay. Well hurry, it's getting late." She winked at me and then went off to join my father.

"Let's just go say goodbye," I suggested, blushing. Jake nodded, and we joined our friends.

"Bye everyone, thanks for everything!" I hollered. "It was so fun."

We got lots of farewell's and hugs from everyone, and then headed out to Jake's car. He drove me home, the car ride fairly quiet. The cool breeze in the convertible was nice and refreshing. We stopped at the end of my driveway, and I turned to look at him awkwardly.

"Bye then." I blurted.

"See you tomorrow Nessie." He beamed. He leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek.

I stumbled out of the car, grabbing all my presents from the back seat, and waved as he drove away. I didn't move - I just stood there and thought.

This afternoon was... good. Confusing, awkward, and different.. but enjoyable. I'm glad with the outcome.

I heard my dad step out of the door. "Nessie, hunny?"

I turned around. "Oh - hey dad! Coming.." I rushed into the house, stepping past him and down the hall.

"Renesmee?" My mother called. I froze.

"Er- yes?"

"Can you come here, please?"

I sighed. Better get this over with. I really didn't want this to get any more awkward than it already seemed to be.

I stepped into the kitchen, where both my parents were sitting at the table. They stood up when they saw me.

"Ness, I know you've been through... a lot today." My mother said, "But me and your Dad still have a little something for you!"

My dad held out a wrapped gift out for me.

"Oh, thanks..." I murmered, relieved. I took the thin present out my dad's hand, and softly unwrapped it. It was some sort of book.

It was a black hardcovered notebook, with music notes painted all over it.

"It's for writing your music in." My dad hinted.

"Wow. Thank you so much. I love it." I smiled. This was perfect. I gave both my mom and dad big hugs before I yawned hugely.

"You should get to bed. You've had a long day." My dad suggested.

I nodded in agreement. "Goodnight!"

"Sweet dreams." My mom sang.

I walked off to my bedroom, starting to feel extremely tired. I placed my gifts in the corner of my room and stumbled onto my bed.

I fell asleep shortly, gripping my new necklace to my chest.