Title: Calling Out For Help
Couple: Sam/Andy
Rating: T, mild language and may have some adult themes later.
Part: 7 of?
Pages: 9
Spoilers: season 2 episodes 1-8
Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue… Wish I did…. :D
Summary: Sometimes a person's ego gets in the way. What will happen when Andy's gets in the way of her calling out for help? Sometimes calling out for help can be the hardest to do ever.
Authors Note 1: This chapter is going to be split between point of views again….. One that will be unknown, well as far as a name, but will be the "killer" and then Andy's point of view, maybe even Sam's although I may save his for an outtake on my tumbler account….. I haven't decided. I did use part of the season 2 promo… :D
Calling Out For Help: Just Stay
Killer:
It was too easy to carry out the job I was given. I got the target and a couple extras. All in all nine killed, it was clean. I was in and out in less than ten minutes total. My shooting was accurate, and killed them all as soon as the bullet entered their unsuspecting flesh covered bodies.
The boss was extremely happy with my execution of the job, so much so I was given a bonus one I think I rightfully earned. The boss and I had a pass history. I hot little fling, or I guess more along the lines of "friends with benefits". She had me tied around her finger so tight that I asked her out, she said yes, and I thought I was in love. That was a few months ago, before she went to another division. She told me she would keep in touch and didn't.
Packing up my guns to dump somewhere so that nobody would find them, even though I left the one I use to kill with at the scene I still wanted to take the precaution, I look over at my bedside. The picture of my time spent with her still in its broken frame. I couldn't force myself to get rid of it after I threw it at the white walls making up my bedroom. She would always be a part of my life. Hell I just killed nine people for her. All because of her blond hair, blue eyes and a rocking body that always were always my drug. I would do anything for her.
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Andy:
Feelings someone shaking me lightly, I begin to wake up, apparently I had fallen asleep on the ride to Sam's house. Looking at Sam I see his mouth moving before I register his voice but once I do I can't help but smile at his never ending compliments lately. Maybe he was getting soft on me?
"Let's get you in sleeping beauty."
Jumping out the truck after fully waking up, we quickly walk up a couple of stairs leading to the door. Once inside I sigh and snuggle a little farther into my jacket. His house was so warm compared to the temperatures that were dropping outside since the sun had long since set below the invisible horizon. Sam pulls his jacket off and helps me get out of mine before walking into the kitchen to make us something to eat.
"Anything in particular you want to eat Andy?"
"What do you have?"
Sam starts listing off many things he can make but his hamburgers sound the best.
"Hamburgers please!" I say with a little kid voice, Sam moves his head out of the fridge to look at me shaking his head at my antics, before starting to pull out the ingredients for the burgers.
Pushing myself away from the bar I was sitting at I go into the living room finding a nice warm blanket to curl up under until dinner was ready. I look around his living not having been able to the other times I had come for, well multiple reason. First I just wanted him to comfort me after killing someone, and the second I was too tired and distraught to really care what his living room looked like. Sam broke me out of myself pity about not giving him a chance before now with his voice.
"Feel free to turn on the TV Andy, the remote should be on the coffee table."
"Thanks Sam!"
Turning on his huge plasma TV, I mean who really needs a TV so big? I turn it onto a national news channel to catch up on the news of the day. Looking down to the corner I see the clock that pointing out it is after midnight. Getting home this late was starting to take a toll on my body; hopefully I would get a long good night sleep. The next story that was airing caught my eye. It was our cop killer case. It made the national news, and I quickly turned up the volume and shouted to Sam he should come in here for a few seconds. He came in and sat next to me on the couch. We both watched the segment and then he patted my foot that was near his leg and left to the kitchen again.
The sexual tension between Sam and I was becoming over barring. I was starting to lose my ability to function fully around him. We needed to rectify this tonight, being so unfocused at work could cost us our lives, something I was very unwilling to give up right now. Not when I just got to a good place. My dad was doing well on his sobriety, I was starting to mend after the Luke fiasco and Sam was a central part in my life again.
"Andy, burgers are done."
Throwing the blanket off me I walk fast to the kitchen, I was starving! The junk food machine we had at the division did not have very many satisfying choices that tasted good. Sam meets me halfway and walks into the dining room, and sets our plates next to one another. Smiling we both sit down to our first meal together, outside of work. This was one of many first for us within this past day.
Dinner was silent, and slightly awkward. We both wanted to start the conversation about our relationship but we didn't know how so we just stayed quite eating and sipping on the beers Sam brought in before the food.
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As dinner was finishing up Sam told me to wait for him in the living room so we could finally sort out everything. I offered to help with the dishes but he wouldn't hear of it, so I went back to curl up with the soft blanket again. Waiting for Sam to come in after doing the dishes, I start thinking about what I really wanted. I knew I wanted to be Sam.
Am I really ready to jump back into a relationship, one that was already slightly serious? Maybe we should be friends for a little while longer. I just don't want to hurt Sam if I'm not fully mended before I get into a relationship with him. He deserves so much more than me, a crazy mess of a woman.
Feeling a finger smoothing out the skin between my eyebrows leading to my nose I break out of my inter monologue and see Sam sitting in front of me. He pulls his hand away and stretches my legs out over his.
God his hands feel so good on my legs.
"What are you thinking about so seriously pretty girl?"
Smiling at his new nickname, he seemed to have a lot of them here lately for me, I start off what might be one of the hardest conversations I will ever have in my life.
"I don't know what to do Sam. I know I have these intense feelings for you, but I just got out a pretty serious relationship. I mean I was engaged to him Sam! What would everyone think if I just jump into a relationship with you?"
Before Sam started to talk I look up into his eyes, watching the emotions play across his eyes.
" I don't care what they think Andy. I know you just got out a relationship, trust me I know because it killed me watching you be in it. All I know is that I need you in my life Andy McNally. You came in that day busted through the door ran me down tackled me and from then on, I've needed you. I might not have noticed it at first but I have. Who cares what everyone thinks? What do you want Andy, not what does everyone else want."
Sighing I sadly say, "Sam you know it's not that easy. We have our jobs to think about as well. Best will pull us from partners so fast it's not even funny and I don't want to be partnered with anyone! I don't feel nearly as safe with anything else like I do you. I also don't want to be the division slut, mater of fact I won't be. Everyone is going to start saying I'm jumping from guy to guy, making my rounds."
At this point tears start rushing out of my eyes. I wanted to badly to be with Sam, but I had to think about his job, the Guns and Gang offer, everything. It wasn't as simple as he made it out to be.
"These feeling for you Andy just aren't going to go away. I know you feel them as well. Every time I touch you I feel you tense up before relaxing into my touch. I was the one you called when you had nightmares, you said you needed me."
Sam's voice showed his frustration with me.
"I still do Sam!"
"Then stop making this dam hard! Just be with me! We can deal with the consequences when they come up! Andy fear can't rule you life. Please just stop running away from me."
Wiping my tears away Sam reaches behind him and grabs the box of tissues and hands them to me while saying, "This wasn't what I was expecting with this conversation. I thought you wanted this, wanted a relationship with me."
Watching Sam's eyes flicker with pain, I am quick to answer him.
"Oh Sam. I do want you, but we have to think about these things. Your reputation means everything to me and I won't be the one to ruin it. Another thing what about Guns and Gangs? You would be going undercover all the time, I couldn't handle that. Would you give that up? For as long as I've known you, that is all you have worked for. They finally have an opening in it Sam. You can't give that up you may never get this chance again!"
Sam leans his elbow on his bent legs and rests his face inside his hands.
"I've already given that up Andy, I don't want that life anymore."
"WHAT?"
"Yea, today as I was waiting for you to come out of the locker room I went to talk to Best and tell him I couldn't take the job. I knew it wasn't the right fit for me anymore Andy. Before I met you I never thought about having a future with someone. Sure I dated around, but I always felt numb, like was I was missing something. You filled that hole in my life last night Andy. For you, I would give up anything and everything. I don't care about Guns and Gangs. You will always come first in my life Andy; work will never out rank you importance. Every moment with you I cherish and always will and if that means I have to give up Guns and Gangs, so be it."
His words from last night came up to my mind
"Anytime and anything for you"
I couldn't take it anymore my feelings finally boiled over; holding them back wasn't an option anymore. I reach to bring his face up from his hands, and lean my face to his. I place my lips on his. Feeling his lips start responding to my kiss, it quickly deepens and becomes the hottest kiss I've ever had. He pulls my body against his, not caring about anything anymore I allow him to pull me close. I rest of hand over his heart, he was here, and nothing else mattered at that point. As annoying as this normally sounds to me, I felt the fireworks exploding behind my skin and circling my entire body in just a few seconds before starting the circuit all over again.
Breaking away for air Sam rests his forehead against mine. Our eyes lock and for an unknown amount of time they stayed locked. Closing my eyes, relishing in the feeling that were coursing through my body I hear Sam whisper in my ear.
"I want to do that every day of my life with you Andy."
"Just ask me to stay."
"Stay?"
I nod and smile at him before crashing my lips against his again, settling against his chest moving my hands up to wrap around his neck pulling him tighter against me. We may not have gotten everything sorted out, but I knew we were together. Through the good the bad, the thick and thin, he would always be there, and I would always stay right with him. I knew from this moment on it wasn't just Andy McNally anymore; it was Andy McNally and Sam Swarek.
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Some time later we are curled up on the couch together, after Sam lit a fire and turned off the lights. He also lit candles. The atmosphere was so romantic. I could almost feel myself falling deeper in love with him with every second that passed. Sam voice breaks the silence that has settled between us.
"So we're together right."
"Yes boyfriend."
The smile on Sam's face as I called him boyfriend out shined any fire that burned. Looking into his eyes I could see happiness flash in the dark brown irises. I may have even seen love flash in his eyes as well, but that was far too soon to say. Feeling a kiss being placed to my forehead I become more aware of feeling Sam start shifting around.
"We should get to sleep, tomorrow is going to be another long day."
Even though Sam mentioned moving his arms tightened around me, effectively ending any movement I might have thought of made.
"Just because I said we should move girlfriend doesn't mean I want to."
Laughing at Sam I pat his cheek before given him a soft kiss. Kisses with Sam were slowly becoming an addiction my own personal drug. They felt so good, so right so freeing.
"Sam we really do need sleep. Tomorrow is going to be so long and I still haven't really caught up from last night, and its already 2 Am. We have to been in at 10 so I need to be up at 8, 8:30 at the maximum!"
Sam loosened his grip on me and allowed me to stand up. I blow out the candles and then felt my knees have something hit the back of them. Screaming I start feeling weightless and notice that my feet are leaving the ground. Glancing over at Sam I see him picking me up, bridal style. Letting out my breath that I took in and held, I wrap my arms around his neck while giving him my biggest smile.
"You scared me Swarek, that wasn't very nice."
Before answering he buries his head into my loose hair and I do allow myself to lean my head against his relishing in closeness with him.
"Hmm, I know but I couldn't resist. I've always wanted to carry you to bed like this. Speaking of bed, which one do you want to sleep in? Mine or the guest bed, I would prefer my bed but that's just me."
I chuckle at his comment and tell him his bed as we starts walking up the stairs to his bedroom.
"Thank you Sam" I whisper in his ear softy.
"What for Andy?"
"For saving me from myself, for being here for me, just for everything past present and future that you will do or have done."
Feeling his cool made up bed hit my back I know I am being laid down. Sam hovers over me, his hand running over my face and through my hair.
"Anything for you baby. Anything and everything."
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After Sam and I kiss for a little while, with him hovering over me, we break apart and get ready for bed. Sam just pulls off his pants and shirt sleeping in his black boxer briefs. I head to the bathroom to change, seeing a door in the bathroom I open it and see Sam's closet. Smiling I strip off my shirt and pants and walk into his closet.
Looking for his old police academy shirt, I find an old baseball jersey with "Police Blues" written on the front with his last name written on the back and the number one just below it. Of course Sam would have the number one kersey. Smiling I knew walking out with just this on would knock Sam off his feet. I pull the jersey on, and gather my clothing to place back into my overnight bag I've left in the bathroom while searching for Sam's shirt.
Sam's reaction was funny and extremely sexy. Walking out of the bathroom I lean against the door frame watching Sam pull down the covers.
"Hey officer", I say in my sexiest voice.
Sam looks at me quickly before looking back down and then quickly taking a second glance once his mind recognizing that I was in his shirt.
"Woman, are you trying to kill me. You look so sexy and beautiful baby." I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his waist and he does the same to me.
"Hmm thank you. You don't look half bad yourself officer. I reach my hand down and snap the elastic of his boxers briefs against his toned olive skin. Sam hisses as the elastic meets his flesh and pulls me against him shortly after crashing his lips against mine in a hard demanding kiss.
I moan into the kiss and have to pull back quickly before things get too far, somewhere they couldn't go yet.
"Sam we have to take things slow right now. I'm not ready to be intimate with you. I still need some time to heal from everything that happened."
"I understand, and I can wait as long as you need Andy. This is not about sex for me."
Hugging Sam I pull away and we both head to his bed to start relaxing and trying to get some sleep. As we get in Sam sets the alarm clock to go off at 7:45 AM I look over at him.
"Why don't you set that for 8:30? We both are going to need the sleep."
"You can sleep until 8:30 I'm making you that breakfast we missed out on this morning."
"That sounds great. Good night baby."
I lean up to kiss Sam one last night before falling into sleep curled against his chest.
"Good night Andy."
I feel one last sensation of Sam kissing the top of my head before sleep overcomes me and I slip into the darkness. Into the dreams of the future for Sam and I with so much hope and promise already built up.
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Sam:
Feeling Andy relax against my chest where she was curled up, I wrap my arms around her pulling her as close as I can towards my body. Knowing I was her boyfriend now the smile since she said yes hadn't left my face. I was in a constant state of euphoria. I couldn't believe that my dream of being with Andy was finally here; it was finally my time to show her what true love really was and how she was supposed to be treated by a man.
I kiss the top of her head one more time before snuggling my head into her long chocolate locks ready to spend the rest of my life tucked in bed with the beautiful woman beside me, the woman I get to call my girlfriend now.
Dreams that night were filled with many pictures. Pictures racing by my eyes contained the many wonderful dates to come up in our relationship. Our wedding day flashed in my mind as well, Andy looked like an angle with her white dress. Then the next imagine made the others look almost non important. I was looking down on Andy and I in the hospital. On closer inspection of the picture I see Andy holding a little blue bundle and me looking down on my wife and son tears rolling down my eyes. I was a father, something I never thought I would ever want. However, with Andy by my side I wanted as many kids as she would bless me with. Little junior versions of McNally-Swarek's would complete and already seemingly perfect life with their crazy reckless abandonment that they would get from their mom and their courage would come from both of their parents.
Sleep came easier than it had ever before, thanks to Andy, thanks to love.
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Author's Note 2: I have to say I think this might be one of my favorite chapters in this story so far. This chapter was so easy to write, the easiest yet. The baseball jersey actually came from my first night after moving in with my boyfriend. He's 6'4 and I'm a short 5'6 so his college baseball jersey swallows me whole. But anyway, don't get your hopes up; life is not going to be all sunshine and roses for the happy couple, but will of course end happily for the duo.
Author's Note 3: Up next is going to be the reactions from their friends, and will they still be able to ride together or will Frank spilt them up? The cop case is going to unravel even father for our officers! So stay tuned for the next update!
Author's Note 4: I am very disappointed in the review amount for this chapter. I only received 6 so far, and that's exactly wonderful it's far from wonderful. Are people loosing interest in the story? I'm always getting favorite story and favorite author alerts, but I need reviews please! I'm going to need at least 10 and would like maybe even 15 every chapter. I will need at least 10 before I update the story. So once I get ten reviews I will update, but not a moment sooner. I don't think 10 is too much to ask for right? For those of you who are always reviewing thank you soooooooo much, you are the best! Anonymous reviews are welcome as well; I'm not picky about those.