So um this chapter is fail =/ um I don't have much to say lol because I write this chapter a while ago and i'm learning to actually learn to use this site otl XD so I hope you enjoy?~ theres another chapter on the way so yeah

Alfred watched the raindrops trickle down the window in the room Arthur laid silently. He watched them slide down as they join to make a bigger raindrop and he watched them fall down leaving a traces of rain trail down the window. He numbly put his finger on the glass feeling the coldness run thought his fingertip as he followed the trail down the window making a terrible squeal sound. Alfred turn around to force his attention on his lover laying on the bed and he walked over to his lover bedside and kneeled next to him and stroked his hair. Three months had past and Arthur kept fighting on. The thought ran thought his head making him smile.

Arthur had always been so stubborn he loved that about him. Although sometime it caused a lot of there bickering Arthur always found it hard to believe Alfred he loved him. Not due to trust due to the fact he couldnt let himself be loved because he always said it was a sign of weakness . He watched Arthur chest slowly move in rhyme with his heart monitor feeling a bit of discomfort with it. Knowing that this man made machine was closer to his heart then he could ever me made him envious. Its silly he knew that but Alfred couldnt explain his hatred for this thing. He felt as this machine was mocking him every time it skip a beat every time it the numbers would go higher then avenge. He looked away from the machine and looked down at his boyfriend in a comatose sleep. His swelling on his face seemed to have healed a bit but still left a scar on his cheek his lips where dry and cracked from where the tube forced open his mouth. Alfred ran his fingers threw Arthur hair and gently and glazed at him.

please wake up soon

With that being said he gently placed a small kiss on his forehead and retuned to the window where he watched the rain slowly stopping. The American found himself sitting in the chair he pulled up to the window as he felt himself drifting of into a deep sleep.

Alfred felt cold.. He was outside it was night and the wind was aggressive. He staggered across the sidewalk as he tried to remain his balance. It was dark he could see people walking past him but he wasnt paying much attention he was just carried on walking. It was then he arrived at a crossroad. A sudden chill creped up his spine as his eyes widened at the scene as people crossed the road. Arthur was there.. Just about to cross as everyone had gone past. Arthur had began to walk across the road. Alfred looked at the lights too see the man was flashing green but there was a car speeding down the road at a rapid speed towards Arthur. Alfred began to run towards him onto the road to stop him.

Arthur no! stop! he found himself shouting. But it was too late he heard the sounds of people screaming at the sight and the sound of the car rapidly driving away fast. He couldnt believe what he just saw. Not only did a car hit him on a red light it drove away.

This cant be happening..

he ran towards his lifeless body where a crowd of people surrounded him and fell to his knees in front of him. His arms wont moving.. He didnt know why.. Everything felt like a dream.. Like this wasnt happening.. He hoped to wake up soon .. With Arthur lying next to him and he would wrap his arms around him but this dream had somewhat felt like it was reality but yet a dream.. Everything seemed to move too fast for it to be real. Like the people around him.. Everything seemed to echo.. The sound of peoples voices the sound of cars even the sound of people footsteps rushing around. All he could do is stare at Arthur limp body on the ground. He wanted to scream but nothing came out. Suddenly Arthur chest looked like it was moving but he was coughing in pain Alfred tried to comfort him but his hands where stiff and still wouldnt move with his commands. He really wanted to touch him. Stoke his face tell him his alright but he couldnt his legs sat numb while his arms felt like still board. Arthur began to look like he was choking as he gagged and thrust.

ia.. Arthur?../i he found himself whispering. He started to repeatedly say his name until he was heard or someone to help him. Nothing came nor did anyone.. He could feel the frustrating taking him over him until he felt himself fall side-wards to the ground with a bslam!/b

Alfred eyes jolt open with shock to find himself laying on the hospital floor..his body ached from where he had falling sidewards of a the chair

how did I mange to do that?..

Something still didnt feel right thought.. The dream he had.. He could still hear the sound of Arthur choking but as saying this in his head his realisation started to work as he spun his head round to Arthur on the bed who was choking on the tube that had kept him comatose. Pushing the chair of him he dashed to his bed side and pressed the orange nurse button franticly not caring if he broke it or pissed them of. Alfred muttered a few words sweet words as he hushed his panicking as he stoked his hair to soothing him. A nurse made her way in and slowly began to take the tube out his mouth while Alfred kept his routine up to keep him calm. The nurse shined a light in his eyes too see for a response. At first there was nothing just him swaying his head slowly coughing from where the tube had been token out. It was then he began more focus he squeezed his eyes shut and whacked the light out of the nurse hand and mumbled grumpily. Alfred didnt pay much attention to this as he gleamed at Arthur being awake.. Alive breathing he couldnt of asked anything more. He felt bad for ignoring the nurse who was rubbing her hand as Arthur had hit it causing the light to spiral across the room. Arthur hated to being woken up and toyed with thats all it was. Alfred waited until he calmed down the last thing he wants is Arthur to hit him too. Patiently he waited but so eager to speak to him.. But he couldnt hold it in much longer.. He rather Arthur hit him and wait a whole minute to speak to him he had waited a whole three months he wasnt going to wait any longer. He slowly reached for his hand and held it gently as he possible could..

Hey Artie.. Alfred smiled threw his tears. Arthur turn to his lover but then Alfred knew there was something wrong. His eyes where filled with so much doubt and confusion. His eyes showed nothing anxious as he eyed the room and glared back at Alfred with a somewhat of pout face as he pulled his hand away from Alfred and whined loudly.

Alfred eyes widen at the scene. Arthur? Are you in pain where does it hurt? Alfred tried calming him down as he held his shoulders lightly. But Arthur had seemed to reacted his touch and whacked his face with fall power. Alfred had let go not wanted to aggravated him anymore. Arthur had let out a huge sob as he held his hands to his head. Alfred looked at the nurse with confusing the nurse looked back worriedly. Ill go and get a doctor she said quietly as she slipped out the room leaving Alfred alone with a crying British man not that it was unusual since Arthur had cried a lot. It was the way he was crying that scared Alfred. The doctor had came in the room and took a close look at Arthur. He looked back and Alfred. we are going to take him for a scan and that said Arthur had been wheeled away from him leaving Alfred alone.. Just has he got him back.. His being taking away from him. He felt mad at life. Mad at the doctors. Mad at the person who ran him over. With all these thoughts in his head his mind wondered to his dream he had.. That car.. Had purposely ran him over.. Alfred started to feel sick..

what if the person did it on purpose?... he waited that seemed like forever for them too come back and finally the doctor came back with Arthur who had calmed down and seemed to look like he was in his own little world. Alfred stood up and looked at the doctor..

well? Alfred asked impatiently.. The doctor looked at him and licked his lips and sighed..

his got brain damage..