Anna looked Castiel up and down the next morning confused to why he looked pained with his head in his hands.

"What's up with you?" she cried fluffing her hair up and getting ready for work.

"I kissed him last night! I was half asleep and he was there and my heart said do it so like an idiot I kissed him"

"Oh" she muttered grimacing slightly. "Oh well, you've both done worse"

"Rub it in why don't you"

"Well you have! Right, see you at the pub at 6?"

He nodded and she fluttered her fingers at him before leaving for work. He looked down at his coffee and stirred it aimlessly and picked up his phone.

I'm sorry for last night by the way, we broke the rules and it won't happen again"

He sent it quickly and knew Dean wouldn't take to it very well when his phone buzzed.

Okay.

Castiel grimaced and knew he had pissed him off or upset him, he threw it down and sighed feeling like an idiot and horrible for doing that to him. He moved away and went to get dressed with a heavy heart.

~0~

"Dick" Dean muttered throwing down his phone on the table and looking up to see Lisa staring at him.

"Hey"

"Hey" she whispered back walking over to him and holding his hand. "Is everything okay?"

"Just work problems, are you okay?"

"More than fine now we are okay again"

He smiled gently at her before removing his hand and sipping his drink.

"We are going out tonight"

"Oh, where?"

"Just the local with Anna and Cas"

He swallowed and nodded slowly. "Can I pass?"

"Oh let me think, no!" she muttered tapping him on the nose and stealing his toast.

"Why though? I'm not in the mood"

"Dean, you are coming and that is that!" she shouted walking upstairs.

"Great" he muttered and knew being in his company was going to prove very, very difficult.

He pulled on his jacket and headed off to work to be greeted by Bobby handing him a coffee.

"At least that blooming car is gone"

"Finally, that stuck up prick was annoying" he said and nodded in thanks.

"You finally cheered up yet?"

"You know me Bobby"

Bobby nodded and started work on his car. Dean was quiet and thoughtful while watching him.

"Bobby?"

"Yeah?"

"Have you ever been in love?"

Bobby looked up at him baffled and nodded slowly. "My wife, why?"

"Have you ever loved two people at the same time?"

"When I was a teenager I loved two girls but it didn't end well"

"Oh right" he whispered playing with the spanner in his hands.

"Is someone in love with someone else?"

"Maybe"

Bobby put down his tools and moved to stand in front of him. "Are you in love with someone else, Dean?"

"I think so…it's someone I have known for a while and I think I might be but I don't know"

"Who is she?"

He swallowed and took a deep breath. "No one you know"

He didn't like lying to him but for now it was the best thing to do for everyone. Bobby frowned and pursued his lips considering.

"Well they always say you should choose the second person you fell in love with because if you loved the first then you wouldn't have fallen in love with the second…or something"

"So go with your other person?"

"Yeah if you like but it all depends on who makes you happy son, who makes you smile when you think about them and shit like that"

"Fed up of chick-flick moments?" Dean stated amused when he nodded in agreement and moved away from him picking up his work tools.

"You just need to figure out who you love and who you can't live without. You'll make the right decision, Dean, just don't go breaking hearts boy!"

Dean nodded and looked down and throughout the whole conversation only one person came to mind, Cas.

He smiled and knew he loved him, he had always loved him deep down and it took jealously and a drunken kiss to make him realise this.

~0~

Castiel returned home from a long day at college and wanted nothing more than to curl up in bed and sleep for days on end.

"No, get dressed! We are going pub" Anna cried making him groan loudly.

"Sleep!"

"No, plenty of time for that later! Go!" she ordered shoving him in where he got dressed and followed her out to their local.

Castiel took a deep breath and walked in behind Anna to see Dean at the bar talking with Jo and Lisa at the table waving Anna over. He walked over to him and stood next to him, Jo grinning at him in response.

"Hey you! Long-time no see, how was Chicago?"

"Boring" he muttered and passed her the money for his beer.

"He still won't believe me when I tell him I.C.T is really, really, boring and will get him nowhere in life" Dean said with a grin when Castiel nudged him hard.

"Shut up".

Dean raked his eyes over him and sighed a little longily, he had to wear that black top that made his abs stand out and contrast his eyes making them even bluer.

"Stop ogling me" Cas smirked and looked away from him.

"I'm not" he whispered gently.

Castiel looked over to see Lisa and Anna in deep discussion.

"He's been really weird with me" Lisa said twisting her hands together and rubbing her engagement ring.

"It's work Lisa, I wouldn't worry"

"I don't think it is! I mean, everything has gone downhill since we've got engaged, our sex-life, our talks, everything" she hissed close to tears.

Anna felt so guilty she felt like telling her there and then what was happening but couldn't for Cas' sake. Lisa bit her lip and flicked her hair back sniffing deeply.

"I mean, I love him you know? I really do and I want him back to his old self and not this!"

"Just talk to him"

"I've tried!" she hissed and covered a hand over her eyes breathing deeply. "I have but he cuts me off"

Anna looked up to them to see them casually eye-fucking one another and grimaced.

"Subtlety was never a big key" she murmured to herself.

"What?" Lisa said picking up on it and frowned confused.

"Nothing, ignore me" Anna said with a bark of laughter and took a swig of her wine.

Lisa frowned and looked down at her wine and then up to Dean, she watched him and Castiel for a moment. She watched them carefully and knew something wasn't quite right, not right at all.

"Toilet" Dean muttered giving Cas the hint to follow him.

Castiel followed him as they went together and when they were alone in the corridor, he shoved him into an empty enclosed part.

"What are you doing? Why am I here?" Castiel whispered staring up at him.

"This" Dean muttered and pulled his chin up kissing him hard and deeply, he crushed him closer to him and drank in his warmth.

Castiel struggled for a moment but gave in moments later and wrapped his arms around his neck with a sigh pushing his tongue into his mouth and against Dean's.

"Why?" Cas murmured.

"Because you look so fucking gorgeous right now, I want you, I need you and most of all…I choose you" he whispered making Castiel stare at him in shock.

"What?" he breathed and brought him closer so they were flush against each other's chests.

"You, I want you" he whispered staring into his eyes.

Castiel felt his mouth form into a smile and he bit his lip.

"Don't you dare fuck around with me!"

"Why would I? I am going to end it with her, I want you and you alone and I can't drag her along for the ride"

Castiel let out a deep breath brought him down into another kiss. "What made you change your mind or make it?"

"Bobby did with his wise words and I know who I want, who I need, who I can't live without…it's you".

Castiel beamed and brought his hands up to his neck and leaned his forehead against his.

"Good" he whispered kissing him with open eyes.

Lisa returned from her own trip to the toilets with wide eyes and a pale face.

"Lisa? Oh my god, are you okay?" Anna said concerned and she nodded slowly.

"Yeah just…um, yeah" she murmured and downed her drink in one gulp with a shaky hand.

"Anna?"

"Yeah?"

"Have you ever in your life seen something or overheard something and it scares you, it scares you so much that you can't breathe, you can't think because of the shock and then it makes you realise what is important to you?"

"I can't say I have…why?" she replied confused as Lisa shook her heard staring into space, a little plan in her head.

Lisa was quiet throughout the whole night and didn't respond to anything apart from an occasional nod and smile. It hit 10pm when she turned to Dean and being careful not to touch him leaned into his ear.

"Take me home, now" she whispered standing up and walking out.

Dean frowned after her and nodded looking over to Castiel who smiled gently at him.

"I'll text you, okay?"

"Yes"

Dean moved away and turned back to him mouthing, "I promise" which made Castiel smirk and bite his lip in approval.

"What was that?" Anna said noticing it.

"He chose me" he muttered to Anna who gasped and covered her mouth.

"Oh my god" she cried and touched his arm both excited for him but worried for Lisa who would no doubt be very hurt.

~0~

Dean and Lisa arrived home in silence, Dean glancing over to her often to see her stony expression. She slammed the car door and walked up to the house, she walked in and went straight upstairs.

Dean was very confused to her actions when he walked in and hung up his jacket and heard her in the bathroom running water. He knew he had to do it soon, he couldn't leave it and he knew what he needed to say and do.

"Lisa?" he called walking up and knocking on the bathroom door.

Lisa who was standing at the sink in deep thought jumped and nodded to herself. It was time. She opened the door and he stumbled in and regained himself.

"Lisa, I…"

"Before you even begin I need to tell you something"

"What?"

She walked forward and clasped his hands tight.

"I'm pregnant" she cried with a small cold smile.

Dean's face fell in surprised horror and his train of thought was automatically wiped as she placed a hand on her flat stomach and sighed.

"Pregnant with your child of course" she said and he hugged her tightly.

Lisa clung onto him and nodded to herself, it was fool proof.

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