Dean knew this was probably going to be one of the worse decisions of his life. Lisa quit her job and was already on the phone about selling their place already, he couldn't believe how desperately she wanted to get out of here.

She also didn't want him to tell anyone about the baby which he found funny.

"Why?"

"Because we will jinx it, silly! Just wait a few months till he or she is grown yeah?" she said sheepishly.

"Well I've already told Cas and Sam"

"You told them? Dean!" she cried shocked and he shrugged.

"My brother and my best friend, Lisa, they will always know what ever I know"

"Fine" she snapped and walked away from him and upstairs.

He rolled his eyes and went to go and see him, he needed to tell him the news that he was moving, this wasn't going to go down very well.

He knocked on his door lightly and was greeted by Anna who welcomed him in.

"Castiel is asleep at the moment"

"Oh okay, I need to tell him something, I'll be a moment"

"Take as long as you need" she said and went to the living room.

He moved into his bedroom to see him curled up fast asleep and away from the world. Dean sat down and moved to nuzzle the side of his neck gently.

"Cas, wake up" he whispered and smirking when he shook his head but looked up at him with sleepy eyes.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to tell you something" he whispered kissing him gently to wake him up.

"Or to just kiss me?" he murmured stroking his cheek.

"I would do that all day if I could but I can't, Cas…in about a week or something, me and Lisa are moving to Michigan"

Castiel swallowed hard and bit his lip as his heart shattered into pieces, first he lost him and now he was losing him forever to another state, he would never see him.

"Oh right" he murmured looking away from him.

"I don't want to leave you but maybe it's for the best"

He felt Castiel look up towards him shocked.

"Like you said Cas, me and you can't be friends after this because we tried and failed, if we move away then we can start the process of moving on from each other"

"Maybe" he whispered and knew this was not true, he tried for 7 years and it wasn't magically going to start now.

"I am not going to make this process difficult now and I already have by kissing you but I guess if we just part ways…"

"What, right now?"

"Well yeah"

Castiel nodded and looked up at him, he could see his pain and his despair so vividly he could even feel it himself. He reached up and traced down his face with his fingertips, he leaned into his touch with a troubled sigh.

"I don't even know what to say"

"Nothing, don't say a word Dean, words only make it harder…I think, I think you should just leave now"

"Seriously?"

"Leave and don't look back"

Dean nodded letting out a hitching breath and pressed his lips together telling himself he wouldn't cry, not like this.

"Okay" he whispered and moved to get up and looked down at him. "See you later, Cas"

"Goodbye" he whispered and without a backwards glance he walked out and quickly out the room. In their own company, they both broke down into silent tears, Dean walking home and attempting to hide them and Castiel letting his roam free so they quickly fell.

Anna came into see him and wrapped her arms around him in comfort.

"What did he come to say?"

"That he and Lisa are moving to Michigan"

"What? Why?" she shouted shocked and he blinked at her confused.

"To raise the baby"

"Baby? What baby?"

Cas was very confused now and narrowed his eyes at her in case she was joking.

"Lisa and Dean are having a baby, Anna, remember?"

Anna sat back and stared at him in shock. "You are kidding me?"

"Anna, are you messing with me? Didn't you know?"

"No!" she yelled.

"Lisa didn't tell you?" he cried alarmed and wondered how he knew but she didn't, he assumed that Lisa would of told her own best friend she was pregnant.

Anna sat there in stunned silence, Lisa was pregnant? That made no sense whatsoever that she was suddenly pregnant when days ago she stated they had no sex life, so if there was no sex, how was there a baby?

Anna swallowed feeling very pissed off and very confused.

"Is she 100% sure she is pregnant?"

"How do I know? Dean told me and he and Lisa are moving to Michigan in a week"

"Fucking hell" she muttered and bit her thumb looking at his clearly hurt expression and watching the despair wash over him.

"I'm sorry, Cas, this must be the shittest feeling in the world"

"It's close to painful, Anna…"

Castiel rolled over on his bed away from her curling up into a little ball and let out a little sigh.

Anna watched him and had a feeling, a gut instinct that something was very fishy about this and why all of the sudden she was pregnant.

But she wouldn't lie about a pregnancy would she? Lisa thought to herself leaving Cas' room in deep thought. She did wonder why Lisa came out of the toilets only a week ago, pale, very frightened and slightly odd.

Was that when she found out? She wondered to herself and sat down shaking her head.

No pregnancy test was with her and she would have told her there and then.

Anna sighed deeply and wondered what could possibly be going through that woman's head and why she didn't tell her. She still had that gut instinct that something was very wrong about this and it screamed at her to fix it.

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"I'm sad to see you go son" Bobby said when he handed in his notice with a sad smile.

"Me too Bobby, I'll miss this old garage" he said looking around in awe and sadness.

"Michigan of all places"

"Lisa's brother Phil is there and she misses him, she wants somewhere new for me, her and the baby so…"

"Well, good luck!" he cried and pulled him into a tight hug.

Dean hugged him back patting his back and they let go.

"See you around Bobby!" he cried and walked out of the place.

He was walking along the street in deep thought not noticing where he was going and who was walking past, he didn't notice Castiel. Castiel smirked a little amused and stood in his path and waited for the collision.

"Oh shit…" he cried and then stopped when he noticed. "Hello"

"Hello, Dean"

Dean looked him up and down for a moment after not seeing him for a week. "Are you okay?"

"Yes" he whispered staring up at him.

"Good…well I better…"

Castiel nodded and let him go watching him walk away, he felt himself shatter a little and walked away with his head down. Dean stopped and watched him walk away feeling that desire to run back and take him in his arms come full circle.

The last week had been very painful for him, Lisa was non-stop moaning about packing and clothes and Michigan, he desperately wanted to see him but couldn't. now that he had, it was too much for him and he needed him.

He returned back home to see Lisa running around in a daze.

"Will you calm down? You are giving me a headache just looking at you"

"I can't!" she cried glaring at him and answering the ringing phone.

"Give me strength!" he yelled and slammed a cup down for whiskey. He drank it down and stared hard at the wall in annoyance. Why am I here? He wondered to himself, it was too much. Tomorrow they were leaving and he didn't care anymore, he was seeing him whether he liked it or not.

Castiel was writing up his work when he heard a knock.

"Door's open" he cried and when it opened to reveal him, he sat back with a sigh.

"I know you told me to go away and don't look back, well I did and I kept on looking, I don't care anymore! All I want right now is in this room, I leave tomorrow and I don't want to spend it with her and her moaning! I want to spend it with you" he cried walking over and grabbing his wrists pulling him up.

Castiel nodded in agreement and pulled him towards him so they were flush against each other and ready for anything.

"I don't care either! I missed you" he whispered inhaling his scent.

"We're going to say goodbye, properly" he whispered and Castiel nodded and seized him in a kiss.

I'll write it in the other one! Please review.