Chapter 9 – New Beginnings

Friday, August 11, 2006

Brian came home from work and Justin was making dinner in the kitchen. "Hey, Justin. I'm home."

Justin announced, "In the kitchen."

Brian entered the kitchen, set down his briefcase and went up to Justin. They embraced and kissed their hellos. "How's it going?"

Justin was grinning his sunshine grin. "I'm great! How are you? How was your day?"

Brian went to the fridge for bottled water. "Pretty good."

Justin was anxious to bring up a topic. "I got a call from the clinic today. My test came back."

"Yeah?"

"I'm negative." Justin was busting with happiness. Then he sobered slightly. "Did you get a call?"

"Mmmm hmm." Brian mumbled as drank his water. He purposely wasn't giving any indication one way or another as to his results.

"So?"

Brian hugged Justin's waist and soberly looked him in the eye. Then he smiled. "I'm negative, too."

"Oh, my gosh. You had me going for a second there. Oh, Brian. I'm so happy."

They hugged. Brian spoke into his partner's ear, "I'm happy, too."

Justin observed, "I feel like we fought our way through a jungle and came out the other side with no marks on us."

Brian agreed. "My jungle was a little thicker than yours. More obstacles."

"True. Well, the important thing is that we're both OK." They hugged again. Justin held Brian's face in his hands and looked at him suggestively. "You realize what this means, then, don't you? We can do it … without protection. I mean, that's why we got tested, right?"

"Right." Brian was looking down; not letting Justin read his face.

"So, can we?"

Brian looked at his lover with great affection. "I would love nothing more than to make love to you raw."

They kissed in a passionate embrace. Things heated up considerably.

Justin pulled back and spoke breathlessly into Brian's ear, "Now?"

Brian chuckled at his eagerness. "Why don't we have dinner, then retire to the floor pad in front of the window, have some wine, then do it?"

Although the young blond was disappointed at the deferment, he understood. "It's a big step. Yes, let's make it special, like you said."

They had the dinner that Justin prepared. As he finished the dishes and Brian finished clearing the table, Brian said, "I'll just bring this wine into the other room and get set up." They kissed and Justin finished cleaning up.

As the younger man entered the living room he saw that Brian pulled out the big floor pad that they had at the loft. Brian was naked and holding a glass of wine for each of them. Justin smiled and stripped off his clothes. They reclined on the pad and sipped their wine, sharing an occasional kiss.

"I can't believe we're actually going to be able to do this." Justin said.

"I remember years ago when you first mentioned it. It was after Michael and Ben met and were dating. You wanted to do it then. That was WAY too early."

"I realize that now. You were right. And I never did it without a condom. Ever. In my life. Mostly because of what they taught us in school and what you said, but also after meeting Vic and Ben. You?"

"When I was 16 there was this one time with a guy from high school, but, ever since then I've been protected."

"Do you remember what it was like?"

"To tell you the truth, no."

"So, we're both 'virgins' today, then?"

"I guess we are."

BRIAN'S POV

I love him so much and I want him so badly. His body is perfect and feels so wonderful next to me. Nobody has ever made me feel like he does. I want to fuck him raw. I have wanted to ever since… well, ever since I took him for the first time, violating his virgin ass. I want to take him all the way NOW, but, no, I have to take my time and savor every bit of this moment. This is going to be so good, sliding into him with my cock, taking that tight ass for all that it is… mine. It's all mine.

JUSTIN'S POV

As many times as I can only imagine that Brian has fucked someone, I know that this time with me will be like his first. To have the privilege of being his first for, well, let's face it, a long time means a lot to me. I can't imagine how it will feel having him inside me with nothing between us. We're so lucky that we are negative and that we're exclusive to each other. I am truly lucky to be with this man that I desire so much. He's so fucking beautiful and sexy.

END POV -

They sipped their wine. When the last drops were gone, Brian carefully set aside the glasses, out of harm's way. As he looked back at his young love, Justin's eyes glistened in the city lights. He was filled with desire. Brian kissed him, tenderly at first, then with more passion.

They both were lying on their side facing each other.

"How do you want to do this?" Brian asked.

"Like the first time. I want to see your face and be able to kiss you. I want you inside me right now. Fuck me bareback."

Brian moved on top of Justin as the younger man lifted his legs to wrap around his partner's waist. Brian used the lube and prepared his entrance. He leaned forward and cautiously penetrated Justin's tightness. They both felt a rush of new sensations with skin on skin. Brian pushed forward, halfway in … and then with a final thrust entered Justin completely. They both gasped at the feelings surging through their bodies.

Justin said breathlessly, "Oh, my God. I can feel the head of your cock. I can feel … every inch of you. That's it. Take me all the way."

Brian's rhythm was steady as things heated up even more. "I can feel things now that I've never felt before. Your ass is so tight. I'm going to fill you with my hot cum." Brian slid out a little bit and then slid back in. Justin grunted in appreciation. Brian established a slow, easy rhythm. He could feel everything this way and knew Justin could too. Justin's body bucked and matched Brian's motions. Justin's hand wrapped around his own cock, pumping along with their rhythm. Brian thought that there was nothing hotter than watching Justin jerk himself off during sex.

Brian kissed every inch of his lover that he could reach; chest, neck and lips. Their pace picked up as their passion increased. Justin's cock was leaking precum, making Brian wish he could lick it. Justin angled his hips to allow for maximum penetration. He wanted all of him and he wanted it now. "Do it. Come inside me. Come for me now." Justin reached the point of no return and came in between their sweaty chests. Brian followed with an open mouthed moan and came inside his partner's ass, his body convulsing in an explosion like he'd never felt before. They were both hot and breathless. Brian collapsed on top of Justin.

"Don't pull out. Not yet. Stay there." Justin said in a whisper. They continued to lie there for a while while they regained their breath. They kissed passionately.

Brian said, "That was un-fucking believable. I never knew it would be like that."

"It was amazing. I can still feel your hot juices inside me." They kissed again.

After a few minutes they silently agreed to end their lock on each other. Brian had towels ready and they cleaned up.

"End of round one." He said smiling.

Later they connected again, this time lying on their left sides. The motions were more slow and controlled. Justin leaned back to kiss Brian and they reached a peak simultaneously.

Minutes later they shared another glass of wine and talked about their experiences of the night. They both agreed that it's been some of the most incredible, if not THE most incredible, love making they've ever experienced.

Brian leaned up on one elbow. He looked at Justin tenderly and kissed him. As he looked him in the eye he said, "Now it's your turn."

"What? You mean…"

Brian handed him the lube and rolled to his stomach, silently letting Justin know that he wanted him to top him. Justin had topped him before, on more than one occasion, but it was not part of their usual bedroom activities.

"You're sure?"

"There are sensations that both of us are missing out on when it's only me topping you. It's your time now. Do it. Take me raw."

Justin's hands were shaking slightly as he lubed his fingers and prepared Brian's entrance. He lubed his own cock and climbed on top of his partner. He slid in to the tight heat of Brian's ass. His warmth felt incredible to Justin. They got into a steady rhythm and Justin achieved full penetration in no time. They both reeled at the new sensations yet again. There were so many new things to experience with no layer between them. They continued to rock as the excitement built. The point of climax was approaching as they experienced each other's bodies in new ways. Brian came first, his spasming body driving Justin over the edge into orgasmic bliss.

The rest of the evening was spent in each other's arms in front of the window. They were so happy to have each other and to be able to have these incredible experiences with each other. Brian remembered thinking at one point he wouldn't like giving up the chase, having anyone he wanted. But now, with Justin, being able to do it raw, anytime … nothing and no one, no matter how hot or experienced the trick, could possibly compare to this feeling. Brian knew that, unless he met Justin, he wouldn't have been able to maintain a monogamous relationship.

Justin realized that, since the first moment he met Brian, he knew he'd be 'the one' in more ways than one. The events of this evening only reinforced his intense feeling for his fiancé, lover and partner.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

It was a beautiful fall day in Ibiza. A gentle breeze was blowing off the ocean, swaying the palm trees. The sun was just beginning to set, casting warm hues of orange and yellow over the landscape. Two handsome men in linen shirts and pants held hands as words were said that bound them together forever. They exchanged rings and vows, and then kissed. Brian and Justin were married.