19th August, 1919
Russian army has started new attack from Pihkva, that's in the southeast corner of Estonia. It's basically the border between Estonia and Soviet, but Latvian border comes near that too. We are sent there. Just when I though that this war is about to be over, guess I was wrong. But the same, it hasn't lasted even a year.
The schoolboys are here too to block the attack, so Estonian other army could get here. I'm hoping that they will arrive soon. I don't want to lose any of my friends.
Today they have been fighting hard against the enemy and the first injured have arrived. I know I am bad person saying this, but I am happy that Jethro, Tim and Tony are okay. I recognized Martinson, Kohlapuu and Tääker, they are injured, Kohlapuu and Tääker might not stay with us too long. Unfortunately Miljan is dead, I recognized him from the curly hair and his face was smiling even though he is not with us anymore.
I saw Ahas and Käsper with Jethro a few days ago. Tim and Tony came to visit us the other day, they were fine. Talked about their life and mission and then they were called away.
I know that we are at Velikaja river and it didn't look good. It is a bloody fight down here. I'm scared truth to be told. I don't wanna lose my friends. I want them to be okay.
"Hey beautiful," I hear a muscular voice saying.
I look back and see Jethro there. He has some blood on his neck.
"Not mine," he says after having noticed me staring at it.
"Thank god," I say as I go to him.
He takes me to his arms and I can feel safe for awhile. Jethro is there and he is alive.
"I love you," he whispers to my ear.
"Love you too," I whisper back to him.
I pull away and kiss him. It feels so good, after months to be with him again. Our tongues fight for dominance and somehow I feel him letting me win, but he has a death grip on me, so we're both into each other.
We both pull away, when the oxygen is necessary.
"Why are you here ?" I ask. I know that soldiers can't just come away.
"I'm here to get update on some soldiers. Kohlapuu, Tääker and Martinson," he says.
"Kohlapuu is fine, Tääker and Martinson are in bad shape, they might not make it," I say. I am honest with him.
He kisses me again.
"I should go now," he says after pulling away.
"You should," I say and lick my lips.
He kisses me once more. And then leaves.
I lick my lips again and get back to people, who need me the most at this moment. I see Martinson and Tääker. Both men are fighting, but I am not a doctor and I don't have all the medical supplies I need. Both good and young men, but war might be stronger than they are.
Kohlapuu likes to chat, when I change the clot. He talks about a lot of things from school to world problems. He is a nice guy. I like him. And I also realize why Jethro likes him that much.
Jethro chooses friends wisely. And I have a feeling that he likes his classmates and for a reason. I like them too. I choose to trust his choice and follow it too.
"Men, come on, we'll have a hell of a fight to win," I hear someone saying and then running.
I feel my heart skip some beats before I start panicking in my mind.