"Welcome Princess" The host club coursed as myself and Lena walked into the room. I shook my head in a great disgust, while Lena smiled widely.

They were dressed up as pirates; I mumbled something along the lines of idiot. "Ah what a lovely princesses they are, what is the name that belongs longs to such a beautiful maiden." Tamaki said as he kissed my hand.

"I'm Kyoko Tanaka, please unhand me. My friend only wants to return Mitsukuni-Sempai his bunny." I said and pulled my hand away as I saw Kyoya smirk.

"Wipe that look off you face, you idiot." I said in Italian in Kyoya direction.

"She right brother you do look rather strange." Kisa said as she walked up and smiled at me.

" I'm sorry for their behavior there normally much more controlled than this, I'm Kisa Ootori the activities director of the Host Club." Kisa held out her hand to me and I took it a smirk crossed my face.

"Kisa you do realize I know you correct?" I ask in Italian in my Are-You-Sure-You-Aren't-Crazy voice.

"Of course I do Onii-san, but Kyoya makes me say something along the lines of that to almost everyone everyone." Kisa said smiling at me; her voice was a normal pitched tone, replied in Italian

"Just making sure you haven't gone crazy." I said still speaking in a foreign langue.

"You would be the first to know." She said, smirking at me.

"For the record you spend too much time with your brother, really Kisa smirking doesn't look good on your face." I said back in Japanese.

"Wait you know each other, an Kyoya knows you." Tamaki said confusion evident in his tone.

"We know Kyo-chan too, right Takashi!" Mitsukuni said happily and I noticed he had Usa-chan in his arms.

"Ah." Was all he said.

"We know Kyki –chan too, right Kyki" Those twins chimed, I'm going to punch one of them.

"How come all of you know her and I don't!" he yelled.

"I've lived here before, Kyoya and Kisa are family friends, I met the twins at fashion week in New York a few years back, and Mitsukuni and Takashi-sempai are childhood friends. Like I said earlier I've lived here before Tamaki-san." I replied rubbing my now existent headache.

"I can feel you all around, thinking the air I breathe." My phone started ringing in English, I answer without checking caller ID.

"Hello? This is Kyoko." I answered, sticking my finger to my open ear so I could hear better.

"I know my own daughter's phone number, you lying god forsaken child." He yelled on the other end making me cringe in return.

"Excuse me I have to take this call, Don't do anything stupid." The last comment was directed towards Lena.

Once I was in the hallway I started talking to my father. "Father, you aren't allowed to call me you know that. I'm in mother's custody you know that." I said as calmly as I could.

"Your classified a runaway by the American Government, so I could get you anytime. You come back on your own or I'm coming for all three of you." He threatened.

"Father, you can't do that or I tell the Japanese police what you did to me and I let Kyoya send the Ootori Police force after you. Like I should have done two years ago, please leave me alone or you will be going to prison for child abuse with no chance of parole." I said and heard the door open to the girls bathroom.

"Kyoko!" Kisa called as I walked out of the stall.

"It was just Coal calling me and reminding me to make sure Lena ate real food." Technically he sent me a text telling me that, but what she didn't know wouldn't hurt her.

"Are you sure you're okay?" She asked.

"Kisa I'm fine, I'm just pissed that Coal would think I wasn't taking care of his little sister." I said and walked past her and down the hall back to the Third Music Room.

Lena and Kyoya sent me a worried glance in my direction, I just sighed walked over to Lena picked her up with ease. "We have to go home, mom will be worried and we promised to watch my siblings." She told Lena, softly as Lena climb on to my back and wrapped her arms around my neck.

Then we left and walked to the front of the school yard as a black lime with Tanaka and Co sticker on the back window. The back passenger window rolled down to revile my little brother in his middle school uniform.

"Come on sis get in grandma made cake and ice cream." Yusashi said and opened the door and we both crawled in.

MItsukuni POV

We watched as Kyo-chan and Lena climb into their limo, I looked up at Takashi. "Do you think Kyoko will ever tell her?" I asked holding onto Usa-chan.

"Hunny-sempai I believe Kyoko will tell her soon but they both need to get adjusted to this new life." Kyoya said as he pushed his glasses up on his face.

"Kyoya what do you know about those two?" Tamaki asked him.

"I know everything about Tanaka Kyoko, Lenora Dillon is a different story. She was very hard to find information on." Kyoya said and walked back over to his laptop.

Kisa was walking to the door, she looked like she was think about something. "Ki-chan where are you going?" I asked and skipped over to her.

"for a walk, I need to think about some things." She said and left.

"What's wrong with Ki-Chan?" I asked Takashi.

"She just has a lot on her mind."

Kyoko POV

We were sitting at the kitchen counter when a knock came to the door, my mother was on her way out and answered the door. "Kisa what a surprise come inside." She cried happily. I looked up at her.

"What's wrong?" I asked she sighed and looked to the side.

"I hate you sometimes you know, you're the only person who can see through the façade and it make me feel very vulnerable." Kisa said and I sighed.

"Good then you need to feel vulnerable, it's the only you can ever no your truly safe and alive. I spent the most of my childhood feeling safe only to come home and get beaten by my father, when I got back to Japan I began to feel vulnerable, because the routine was broken I was so used to being beaten that it had become safe and a forgot that I was still alive." I told her, Lena being herself peered over my shoulder.

"That's right Kyo-chan was no longer herself only a shell of what used to be. It was sad, that she had worked so hard and given up." As Lena said that I pushed my sleeves up to show Kisa my wrist.

"I bleed just to know that I was alive." You could see faint scares on both wrist but what stood out most was the two tattoos on her wrist.

"Never Forget." Was on her right wrist and, "We bleed just to know where alive." Was what was written on her left wrist.

"Iris?" Kisa questioned as she read it, I smiled a sad smile and nodded my head.

" The song fit the situation." I explained.

"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am "

XOXOXOXOXOXOX

And that would be it for this update, so yah I basically crawled under a rock and haven't updated at all. I'm terribly sorry by the way. So this is it for now, hope y'all like it

Sincerely,

La'Rae