A/N: third chapter :D I hope you are liking it so far…I'm thinking of making this longer…hopefully it's getting serious to u as it is for me. The flashbacks may not make that much sense to you, but it's supposed to be that way because I'm only serving bits and bits of the puzzle. Enjoy

BB

"Mmm"

I woke up in the burning sunlight shining over me from the window.

Warmth, is it not your warmth?

I open my eyes lazily and reach next to me, ready to feel your porcelain skin under my fingertips, but all I felt was the soft pillow where your head should've been.

"Lawli…?"

I whispered throughout the room, ready to see you pop out of somewhere with a book, with your lively smile.

No answer.

My eyes snap wide open with fear, and I sit up on the bed.

Looking around the room I see a mess, he never leaves a mess.

Something is off.

I slip on my boxers and tip toe around the room.

Then my foot touches something, I look down to see "Sherlock Holmes: The Published Apocrypha"

On it, a note.

I crouch down and pick it up.

"We will be what they want us to be, farewell Beyond."

No, what? FAREWELL?

This can't be happening!

Where did he go? Who is he with?

Why?
Thoughts collide with one another; I feel my knees go weak.

My beloved, the reason why I breathe.

The door creaks open behind me and I slowly turn.

I wipe my watery eyes to see Ms. Pitcher wearing a devious smile on her cracked, wretched lips.

"Lawliet left."

I jump up, drenched in sweat; my heart beating dangerously fast.

How do you get rid of unwanted memories?

You haunt me every night in my sleep.

Leaving questions unanswered.

I stumble out of bed and shuffle to the kitchen.

The tile feels cool underneath my feet as I pick out a jar of strawberry jam from the fridge.

I feel a ray of sunshine make its way into the room through the small window on top of the sink.

Sitting on top of my counter I suck the jam off my fingers while reminiscing the time I devoured his body.

I groan and lift up one leg.

Pulling down my boxers, I stroke my budding erection.

"Ha"

I lay back against the cold counter and stroke faster remembering the faces he made that night, the way he squirmed away but wanted more.

His dark, absorbing eyes. Oh how they pierced into my soul.

"Lawli…my Lawli"

Not one day can I go without thinking about you.

Flashback

"What do you mean he left! What did you do to him!"

She only smiled as the big men behind her walked in.

"What do you want? Where is Whammy! Get away from me! Don't touch me! Lawliet!"

End Flashback

"Where are you" I whimper his name as my head rolls back from the pleasure of coming with his love burned in my head.

I get off the counter, clean the mess and walk to the bathroom.

Looking in the mirror I wonder how he looks now…

Like me but with those dark eyes? Does he have a special someone…?

I feel anger rising again…I wonder if he is in LA yet…

I chuckle as I enter the shower and turn on the hot water.

I feel him being close…this time he won't escape from me.

Flashback

"Beyond, NO BEYOND! No, no, no, no, no"

Crack.

"You're too noisy"

I look up from the bloody mess underneath me, his face contorted, eyes wide, most skin removed.

I chuckle, a shinigami laugh.

"What about you? Are you going to help me out? Hmm? Or am I going to have to tear your skin off and drench your body in lemon juice as well?"

She shies away, the sharp-rimmed glasses reflecting the sunlight.

I lick my bloody hands; no ones blood is as sweet as his.

I get up and roll my shoulders and turn my attention to her.

She scrambles back against the wall and I smile at the fear in those eyes.

I pull a knife out from the heart of a fresh corpse and make my way slowly for the wounded monster.

"I'll give you one more chance my dear."

I wipe the bloody knife on my black tank top and press it against her throat.

"What did you do with him and where did he go."

I feel her shiver from the pressure.

She remains silent.

I put more force on the knife.

"TELL ME or you will be as lifeless as the piece of road kill next to the door."

"Farewell Beyond."

I stood there, shocked, the familiarity of those words.

"YOU WROTE THE LETTER DIDN'T YOU! WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY LAWLIET!"

I hear soft laughter from those cracked, disgusting lips. She shifts her inhumane eyes towards mine and smirks.

"What is done is done."

"You piece of filth, and you thought I was going to just accept that? You think I'm going to just slaughter you? No, I'm going to do something even worse. I'm going to paralyze you so you can sit in an uncomfortable bed for the rest of your horrendous life, thinking and thinking about what you have done. I'm going to make it so that you will be trapped in that little sick mind of yours until the very last minute of your miserable life. You are Not going to go that easily."

End Flashback

The hot water pierces my sleepy skin as I smile from the thought of the agony she must be in now.

I wonder if they found my beloved Henry yet...

After washing up, I step out of the bathroom to turn on the TV.

"In other news, a college boy was found in an abandoned warehouse about 10 miles from downtown LA this morning. Detectives and police officers are working together to find the murderer. It is rumored that this is the work of a mass serial killer, however, we don't have enough information to…"

I giggle and bite my thumb as I stare at the worried faces of the fools.

Only my beloved Lawliet knows…only he does.

"Whoever this may be, he is very skilled at…."

Aww you're too kind! Stop flattering me.

I chuckle and get up only to be stopped by an amazing thought.

"Susanne Stone…I wonder if she looks good in red..."

I slip on my green contacts and leave the room with a great smile on my face.

A/N: reviews equal love ! hehe