All Grown Up Chapter 3: The Truth Comes Out, an inuyasha fanfic

**A/N please note. I am redoing this story. So please understand for the others who have already read the other/old story; it is the same basic outline and plot. I am just adding in more detail and going more in-depth in the characters. Thanks.**

Chapter Three- The Truth Comes Out

The next morning came to Rin in a rush. Her mind was still lingering to the wonderful dream when Sesshomaru gave Rin his gift to her. It was him, with a big ribbon tied around his naked body.

Rin opened up her eyes to feel an arm across her body and her hand in Sesshomaru's. she quickly looked down to see if she still had clothes on.

She did.

When her mind left the idea her dream wasn't a dream she remembered the night before. To make sure he knew where he was, Rin pushed her hips into Sesshomaru's.

She felt a hard stick poking into her back, not really knowing what it was.

Sesshomaru woke when he felt a body nuzzling close to his. Feeling her hips move against his…

He quickly pulled his hips back realizing he still had a lingering part from his own dream.

"Good morning," he whispered, smelling her hair. It startled her. She tried sitting up but couldn't with Sesshomaru's arm holding her down and close to him.

"Oh, good morning." she replied, relaxing. He looked down her neck and saw a small bead of sweat. He wanted to taste her but forced his eyes to glide down her slender back. But the slide back up to her neck.

"Right there," he thought, "right there is where I would mark her." He started to lean down to the nook but at the same time Rin turned her head to look at him.

Their lips touched.

Rin closed her eyes to savor the brief moment that was accident. She knew he'd pulled back after a split second.

But to her surprise he didn't pull away. In fact he leaned forward into the kiss. His arms tightened around and even pulled her closer to him, even with the stick he had. His fingers laced into hers.

She took this as her chance.

Reaching up with her other hand she ran her fingers through his hair. She turned her body a little more towards him making it easier for their kiss. She arched her back suddenly feeling very alive. Her whole body tingled. She turned her body so she was practically underneath him.

The weight of his strong body on top of her sent a strong surge through her body. She gripped on to his back like her life depended on his kiss.

He himself was surprised by Rin's actions. She turned her body just the right way. Her kiss was agonizingly wonderful. He wanted more of her. When she started to tuck herself under his side he lifted himself up and let her move complete under him. Their hands never split.

Sesshomaru was completely shocked when she wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him closer. At this point Sesshomaru could smell her arousal. And like a light switch realized what was going on.

He slowed the kiss and soon stopped it completely. He let go of her hand and reached behind him to remove her legs. "No this can't happen," he told himself coming back to reality. She sniffled slightly but locked her legs together and forced their lips to connect. He pulled away from her and sat up on the ground, looking at Rin still lying on ground. Her eyes closed. She sat up as well. Avoiding eye contact, her cheeks red and full of embarrassment. He looked into her face.

But as she sat there the blush drained from her cheeks. Her eyes were hollow, and her cheeks were gaunt. All of her color had escaped her face. Her eyes closed again and she bit her lower lip. He knew she was trying to taste their kiss again.

"She wants it?" he wondered looking at her carefully. How could she want him? He was a demon. How could she want him when a similar demon kill her parents and destroyed her village? She finally looked up and met his eyes.

She was silently pleading with him. He could see it. She wanted him. She wanted more than a kiss she wanted him to hold her and touch her. He wanted it too. His own dream still teasing him as the idea came back into his head.

"Well, if she wants it," he compromised with himself. And like an unspoken agreement she knew what they were doing; Sesshomaru was going to be allowed again.

And the next moment they were kissing again. He pulled her close to him. She knew exactly what to do. She sat on his lap and straddled his hips. She pulled her knees up and hugged him warmly with her thighs.

Sesshomaru loved this feeling. Rin in his lap, she deepened the kiss, touching and swirling tongues. She began to whimper and started to kiss him more desperately he enjoyed her warm breath, the taste of her kiss, the feel of her lips; but she started to slow down the kiss.

"Is she sobbing?" Sesshomaru wondered. Soon she slowed the kiss to a stop. She sniffed and rested her head against his forehead.

"What?" Sesshomaru asked, "What is wrong." The fear of her regretting this moment flooded him. The "what if's" crowded his mind. He leaned but and looked into her eyes but the embarrassment overcame her face, her eyes widened and she looked way. "Tell me," Sesshomaru commanded. "Now." he reasserted his authority when she hesitated.

"I don't want this to end," Rin confessed obeying his command. "I know soon you'll realize I'm nothing but a mortal human girl and stop. Then you'll hate me even more and the thought of that makes me so sad." she continued to sob slightly, trying to hold her strength.

"Rin…" he started but while he was trying to find the words, his thoughts were interrupted by her lips on his.

Subconsciously she started to roll her hips against his. She pressed her finger tips in his shoulders. A low growl trailed up his throat. She was pressing all the right buttons.

Sesshomaru left himself becoming hard and he knew soon he'd loose control of his better judgment. He forced himself to pull away.

"No, please, just a little longer. We won't tell anyone, I just want to know I had you, just once." Rin begged. She reached for his lips with hers. When he let himself beginning to become hard he pulled away. She leaned for his lips again but he pulled back.

"No, Rin," he said holding her back. Every muscle was telling Sesshomaru to hold her close to him, telling him to shut up and let things take their natural courses; but he couldn't. He knew the risk. He tried to figure out how to explain what was going on inside his head to Rin.

"We can't. I can not take the chance…. "He decided on beginning but Rin interrupted him with her own wondering thoughts.

"Of having half-breed pup with me?" she blurted her reply to his comment. She wasn't sure exactly what he was meaning, but once the confession had escaped her lips she knew she couldn't take it back, so she held her ground.

"Um…" Sesshomaru shuttered, completely thrown off by her comment. He hadn't really thought about the issue of the possible half-breed children they could have. He saw many times in his dream about them having a family, but not once his is concerned about the amount of human and demon the children had. As long they were his blood, he didn't care.

"That's what father had to think about InuYasha," Sesshomaru thought to himself.

"Fine, I don't care than." Rin said suddenly, getting annoyed with him being lost in thought. She stood up and bolted towards the nearest path.

At first Sesshomaru sat stunned. He never thought once that Rin would feel that way. Not only did she want him as a sexual partner, but the thought of having pups with him didn't scare her; it didn't turn her away. A new found happiness came over him.

"Rin, wait!" he called after her. She continued to run, lost in her own painful thoughts she didn't hear him. "It's not like that," he hurried after her. "I can not take the chance of hurting you." he yelled. She didn't stop running so he followed her.

Her thoughts raced in her mind. The pain, the anger, the embracement. She started to slow down, she was in the peak physical condition but she was so emotionally exhausted and drained.

"I can't believe I was so stupid," she thought. She stopped moving when she came to lake. She sat by the edge of the cool water and looked behind her; no one was there following her. No one was there ready to confess their undying love for her.

When ever she was at a certain state inside her mind, Rin always talked to her self; most of the time without realizing it. So she began to talk to herself without knowing that Sesshomaru had already caught up to her. He silently climbed up a tree and sat over her and listened as she began to unload her mind to any one who cared to listen.

"How bad can half breed pups be?" she began. "Maybe it's me. Maybe he finds me repulsive. The only way he'd look my way is if I turned demon," this thought rested a moment in both their minds. Sesshomaru quickly shook the idea out of his head. He didn't want Rin to be a demon. He liked and wanted her the way she was. But still, he couldn't help but think of her in that way.

"I can't believe I passed up my chance to marry that lord." she said suddenly. Out of everything Sesshomaru didn't want to hear Rin say that was on the top three on his list. "Then that way I could be out of Sesshomaru's way."

A new fear and rage filled Sesshomaru. Rin signed as if to say "what's the use" but only slowed her tears. Sesshomaru wanted answers. He jumped down from the tree; so when Rin got up to walk back to their little camp site, Sesshomaru was standing with his arms folded.

"What lord?" he asked, his sudden presence startled her. The tone of his voice and the light, or lack, in his eyes scared her. She didn't think he went after her.

She looked away, trying to hold her ground, but his demanding tone of voice made her think best to just answer him.

"The last town you put me in for a few weeks. There was a guy there that I met and got close to. And he asked me to stay… with him," she said, trying to sound nonchalant about this. It made her happy to see him turn to anger to jealous to panic in one quick motion; but she held in her smile.

"What?" he screamed in anger. "He asked you to… knowing who I am?" The scene played out in his head. This lord wanted to take his Rin to dinner and asking for her to stay. "What exactly did he say? " Sesshomaru demanded to know.

"He asked me to a dinner in the village inn," Sesshomaru mentally rolled his eyes. "And he said that a gorgeous young girl, like me, shouldn't be in the care of a war hungry demon like you," Rin explained. She didn't think his eyes could hold any more anger, but she was wrong. He started shaking, trying to hold in his anger.

"And what did you say?" He asked, almost afraid to know the answer.

"I said I own him my life. He is my guardian and he will decide when and ultimately who I marry." Rin answered. She could tell by his face that was not going to please him. "That is when we became close. "

"What?" Sesshomaru filled with panic. "He… how close are you talking about, Rin. "

"I told him a lot of things that have been boiling up inside me. He let me release them." Sesshomaru figured this wasn't physical. He accepted the answer.

"I know you won't give me a name but was the answer finalized as a no?" Sesshomaru asked. Rin only nodded and walked away.

"Remember to kill every lord in that village next time we pass through it." Sesshomaru mentally noted and followed her, holding out to get more details on who is this "lord" is.

Chapter three is done. I hope this is better detailed for you guys. Let me know what you think of the new "All Grown Up".

-Counting Down the Days-