I looked at my hands and jack looked deep in thought lighting a smoke while race looked at everyone nervously and the walking mouth aka david was stroking his chin deep in thought. Spot rubbed his knuckles and looked at me angrily.

"why didn't youse tell me?" he asked angrily and seemed to be trying to keep calm my scared eyes made him sigh and I stuttered out an answer while his wired muscles tensed and coiled ready to spring at the next person who talked. His eyes were framed with

"i…i…i…I was honestly scared to tell you.." I said softly and he looked at me with his grayish blue eyes and he shook his head at me.

"were going home…jacky boy come see me tomorrow you can bring da walkin mouth and race if you see too." He said nodding at wolf and jerking his head toward me I nodded and stood up and went to leave and jack stopped me for a second.

"look if it gets to be too much you have a home here in hatten cannon.." he whispered to me I smiled at him putting my hand on his shoulder looking into his big brown worried eyes.

"don't worry Kelly..i have no choice in the matter…I owe spot..and I don't know if I can leave with a clear conscience…" I said softly patting his shoulder and walking downstairs with a tiny smile on my face at jacks kindness. I bit my thumb nail as habit and shook my head a bit.

Spot was definitely pissed I was taking so long I could see how irritated he was and I gulped nervously and kept my face as blank as I could. I kept walking and I went past him and kept my head low and spot growled under his breath.

"Cannon…" he growled and I kept walking forward and he grabbed me and slammed me into the wall making me grunt in pain. We were in a dark alley..i don't like dark alleys..and spots face was really close to mine making me cringe in fear. "why…didn't..you…tell me?" he asked slowly and through gritted teeth his breath smells like cigarettes and alcohol…great..

"there was more to it.." I muttered and looked up at him scared and I narrowed my eyes down trying to keep cool..if I wilt like a damsel..i wouldn't ever be respected..and if I am too harsh he would see it as a challenge.

"like what?" he asked angrily pushing me harder against the wall and I pushed him off of me harshly making him stumble back.

"like the fact Silveh is with Sunshine totally and completely she has been using you for her gain..and she thinks you have feelings or something for me and she is going to use me against you" I said looking at him annoyed and he narrowed his eyes and shook his head with an annoyed snicker.

"me?...have feelings for you?" he asked laughing and shaking his head with an annoyed snort. "lets get you home..that isn't going to work..your new..and I was helping you..your nothing to me but a good newsie and fighter" he said shaking his head and he started to walk away and I felt a lump start in my throat as tears welled up in my eyes and my heart ached in pain at what he just said.'your nothing to me but a good newsie and fighter'

I cant believe he just said that…like I am nothing but a thing to him…why am I even crying?..or even being so upset about this?...i don't care about him..i don't even know…wait..its ghost spot..i was closer to him then this spot..ugh I am so confused!

I wiped my tears putting my hands into my pockets feeling so worried and confused..and unsure of myself which is normal..i kept my hair in my face and shook my head sadly..i need to get away but I am worried if I do things might go to hell…what should I do?

Go to sleep sounds like a plan

After a half hour of walking in silence wolf put a hand on my shoulder and I shoved him away and walked down the docks and into the lodging house and spot stopped me and I gave him a glare so fierce that I hope he understood to let me go before I rip his head off.

He let go shocked and everyone in the room stared including my friends and I shook my head annoyed and walked upstairs taking two at a time till I made it into the room. I slammed the door and stripped down to a loose top and my pants and laid on the bed angrily.

I shook my head and thought to myself 'I need to talk to ghost spot..' I slowly let out a breath of air and passed into dreamland uneasily.

I walked along the docks and sat on the ledge looking out at the purple, orange, red, and yellow sunset gracing the sky in a mixture of colors. I felt tears rolling down my face and shook my head looking around nervously. Where was spot?...and why am I so troubled?

"hey…cannon.." spot said nervously looking over at me his eyes were sorrowful and his movements jerky in nervousness.

"why can you be like this when I talk to you?...why are you so open now and not before?" I asked him annoyed and he looked at me with a shy smile on his face.

"cause I am an idiot.." he muttered looking around I sighed and looked at my soon to be ink stained hands and picked at my nails.

"spot…how long do I have here?" I asked nervously and he ran a hand through his hair.

"three months.." he said looking at me his eyes were really serious right now making me shrink a bit. "sunshine is working faster now that you are here and refused him..even when I am being stupid…you need to keep close and show it doesn't matter what I say…that youll still work as hard to stay close but don't act suspicious.." he stated in a stern tone that I have grown used to. "and use what happened with sunshine as an excuse to learn to fight." He looked around the dock and I took a deep breath of the fishy smelling air and looked down at the black waters that seemed like it was endless no bottom at all to it.

"Damn…alright…" I muttered slowly getting up and stretching my bones and muscles ached in protest "What should I do about silver?" I asked him and he smirked

"make her jealous…she'll screw up and my past self doesn't believe you by the way about silver…youll see why soon enough" He said looking at his hands and then pulled an apple out of his pocket…it was weird I wasn't expecting that.

"okay explain to me something…do the memories in your head change with each passing day?" I asked curiously and he nodded

"which why I am hoping you find time for naps…or become unconscious but still alive..it gives me a chance to update you.." he said grinning and chewing on his apple making smacking sounds with his mouth.

"ooookaaay..i am not getting knocked out anytime soon..maybe ill ask jacky boy for fighting help this weekend since I only work the morning shift.." I muttered to myself

"if you say so" his voice held a jealous edge to it making me grin

"I do say so..now…I need sleep if I am dealing with your cranky butt tomorrow" I said smirking and he rolled his beautiful eyes at me and walked towards me slowly like a predator I knew he wouldn't hurt me and he leaned down and kissed my forehead and nose.

"stay safe" he whispered in my ear softly making me blush heavily it sent tingles down my spine and he kissed my pulse making a whoosh of air escape me.

"sp-spot…you need to stop doing this…its not fair when I see you everyday and am trying to save you I cant be distracted.." I muttered pulling away. He shrugged nonchalantly and looked at me closely tipping my chin up.

"your…you're a virgin! Oh my gosh….this is priceless..the one feisty girl I find is a virgin..wow this it too good for words" he said guffawing I snarled and pushed him into the water dusting off my hands.

"shut it conlon…I may be a virgin but I can still Kick your spectral ass" I said rolling my eyes and urging myself out of the guffaws and splashes from spot into a normal…confusing dream about a world with cars and tvs.