Speak Now chapter two

I sighed and walked to the parking lot. Stepping in my car I started the engine. Slowly I backed out of the parking space and towards the exit. I passed tons of family and friends ducking my head as they looked toward my car. Everybody knew who I was. Justin's loyal friend that loved him. I am 24 years old, have one child, and a widow. My daughter April was 4 years old. My husband Jeff had died before April was born. I came home sick from a party one night. Finding out hours later that I was pregnant.

I got out of my car to the park their after wedding party. The park was the special place Justin and I had grown up in. I passed my favorite swing and the lake that we went swimming in. Past the playground and lake was grass for miles. Tents were set up with tons of people dancing and playing. I started to regret coming. I stood outside the tents looking like someone who didn't belong. Then, Ryan approached me.

"So why don't you come inside," he said gesturing with his fingers.

"Ryan I don't even want to be here," I whined.

"Look Lila I know you love him, but move on," He said with an angry tone.

"Ryan you don't know what's going on," I said looking ashamed.

"Lila I really don't know what's gotten into you," he yelled.

"Ryan follow me," I replied.

I took his hand at sat him down on one of the many benches.

"You didn't know this, but I have a daughter," I said nervously.

"That's great, but what does Justin and Selena's marriage do with this," he said.

"Well one night I was feeling really sick, so I took a pregnancy test," I replied.

"I still don't get it," he said annoyed.

"Well a couple months ago I started to realize my daughter looked nothing like my husband, so I took a paternity test.

"Oh my fucking god Justin is the father of your daughter," he yelled

"Ryan keep it down a notch," I said angrily.

"Lila please tell him after the wedding I don't want you to ruin it ," he said

"Of course," I said, " Oh and Ryan don't tell anyone," I said.

"Yeah," he said, "Wait what's you daughter's name?" he questioned.

"April her name is April," I said happily.

"Cool," he replied.

Sorry it was so short. Also yes I got my first review.