Speak Now chapter three

"Well Lila we should probably go back to the tents," Ryan suggested

"Yeah I know, but I don't want to," I whined.

"Not that's any of my business , but when did you and Justin do it," he teased.

"Ryan you bastard," I yelled

"I'm being serious,"

"Fine I 'm pretty sure him and I were drunk at a party and when I woke up I was to sick to tell it was him and not Jeff,"

"TMI TMI,"

"Maybe you shouldn't have asked then,"

"Cool well I have go to go catch up with Jaden,"

"Have fun with that,"

"Yeah you to and good luck with the whole April thing,"

"Thanks Ryan,"

"Yeah no problem,"

I walked off towards the tent my heels getting stuck in the grass. Sighing I took them off and walked barefoot inside the white sheet. Everybody was dancing and having fun. I walked over to an empty table an put my stuff down. I looked at Pattie who was approaching me smiling, waving, and happy.

"Hey Lila how's it going?" she questioned.

"Good," I said my voice cracking.

"Honey you look like you're about to cry," she said concern filled in her voice.

"No I swear I'm really good," I said trying to sound convincing.

"You sure?"

"Yeah,"

"Well bye,"

"Bye,"

I drove home that night afraid of what was to come. I knew it would be cruel to Justin if he didn't know he had a daughter. April had always wanted a father and there would be some things in her life I wouldn't be able to explain without a dad. Before my Mom and Dad died they forced Jeff and I into marriage. He died right after the wedding. Cancer had taken his body. All this time I thought April might inherit it. Jeff and I were more friends and the only reason we went out was so I could get Justin jealous. It wasn't even close to working Selena and him just seemed to grow stronger. As soon as I was pregnant and married I moved. I didn't speak to Justin knowing he would be embarrassed and ashamed I did that. He was the one to come up with the idea I would wear a promise ring so I wouldn't have sex until marriage. I honor him to think that he still invited me to his wedding.

I promised April as soon as I got back from the wedding we would go to Florida. Disney World was going to be a lot of fun.

I packed, stressed, and worried about what to tell Justin. I knew he was going to hate forever as soon as I told him. I also knew that Justin's family was never going to love me again. I would also sacrifice my friends. The next morning I awoke at 3:00AM and rushed April to the airport. I flight left at 6:00AM. April deserved to go to Disney World after all the things she was about to experience.

We arrived in Florida at 9:00AM. We rented a minivan April's favorite type of car. We were walking in the parking lot when April asked me a question I thought she wasn't interested in.

"Mommy?"

"Yes April,"

"When do I get to meet my Dad?" she questioned.

"Look April your Dad and I aren't in the best place right now, but I spoke to him recently and you will meet him soon," I answered shocked at the question.

"Ok Mommy,"

I think I about exploded with tears when she asked. I realized I had to tell Justin even if he was going to hate me my entire life. He needed to know and April needed to meet her dad.

Justin Pov

Selena and I are going to Florida. We left the night of the wedding ready for our honeymoon. We were going to Disney World a place I'd always wanted to go with her. I was exhausted from the wedding and crabby too. The plane ride was long and boring. We were lucky to not run into any fans either. When Selena and I finally got off the plane and our rental car I saw Lila. She was talking to a little girl and she looked like she was crying. I was close enough to here the conversation. The little girl asked where her father was. Lila told her that things weren't working out. That's when I realized Lila had gotten pregnant and had held her pride by not telling anyone. The four years she was gone made me realize how blessed I was to have her.

Sorry I haven't posted it's just that my bestfriend of ten years got hit by a car yesterday and I don't know what to do with myself. My other friend also has lekumia and I really depressed. So sorry if I haven't posted.