No One's POV

Chapter 11

Shattered Decisions

That evening as Kinley and Randy were in the NICU with their son, while Kinley was holding Ryker in her arms Randy as taking some pictures. Kinley handed Ryker over so Randy could hold him.

"He is so perfect honey." Randy stated as Kinley handed over their son. "I love you baby and you too Ryker."

"We love you too Randy. And yes he is perfect." Kinley stated "I need to go and use the bathroom I will be right back honey."

Randy just nodded his head and watched as Kinley walked down the headed the hall. Then looked down at his son who was just staring up at him. The nurse walking by just smiled at Randy who was just staring down at Ryker and smiling away. She was a huge fan and didn't want to interrupt him with his son but thought he might like a picture of the two of them.

"Randy."

"Hi Kelly what is going on?" Randy asked "Is everything okay?"

"Nothing how would you like a picture of you and your son on your phone?" Kelly asked "And yes everything is okay"

"I would love that its right there." Randy stated "Thanks."

"Not a problem. By the way huge fan of you." Kelly stated as she waited for Randy to bring up the camera on his phone and as he handed it to her she took the picture of father and son. Randy was just staring down at Ryker while he was looking up at his daddy. Kinley was just smiling when she saw the picture being taken. "Here you go Randy."

"Thanks. Are you working tomorrow?" Randy asked

"Yes I am why?" Kelly asked

"I can bring some gear up like a t-shirt and a few headshots, that is if its okay with Kinley there. Baby she is a huge fan." Randy stated

"I heard honey. Hi Kelly thanks for taking the picture, I can do better than just Randy's t-shirt, I can bring John's, Ted's and Cody's as well." Kinley stated

"You know them as well?" Kelly asked as she looked over at Kinley who just had a smile on her face.

"Yes we do. John is my brother and Ted is my brother in law who is now standing behind you." Kinley stated as Ted's arm's wrapped around her for a hug. Then Hailey hugged her. "Where is Mason?"

"Mom and dad have him so we could come and see our nephew and see how you are doing." Hailey stated as she hugged her sister.

"I am sore, in a lot of pain but he is doing great. The doctor said he should be able to head home in a few days." Kinley stated "Can they hold him Kelly?"

"Sure, let me show you two where you can wash your hands and all before holding him but yes they can." Kelly stated and showed Hailey and Ted how to scrub up and soon Hailey was sitting in the chair holding their nephew.

As the morning passed Hailey told Randy and Kinley to head down to grab something for lunch that they would stay with Ryker. Kinley placed a kiss to her son's forehead and told the nurse where they were headed and to call them if they needed them. Randy pressed a kiss to his forehead as well and then thanked Hailey and Ted for staying there. Randy then wrapped an arm around Kinley's shoulders and they headed down to the cafe.

"Hon are you feeling better?" Randy asked

"I am still in a lot of pain, Jimmy did bruise two of my ribs and all. I am tender where I don't want to be tender, and I am scared he is going to get out and come after me again." Kinley stated. Randy just wrapped his arms around his wife and held her.

"Baby I am sorry you are still in a lot of pain. I will make sure that Jimmy doesn't come after you again. After we eat we can go and spend more time with Ryker then you are going home with me and you are going to sleep baby. You haven't slept much since he was born and I have to admit I haven't either, we both need sleep before we are in the hospital ourselves. I love Kinley." Randy stated.

"I love you Randy." Kinley stated.

After eating a quick supper Randy and Kinley walked up with their fingers laced together. While they held Ryker one last time before heading home with the promise to be back in the morning first thing, they both placed a kiss to Ryker's forehead and the nurse said that she would call if there were any changes in Ryker's condition. As they walked down with Hailey and Ted. As the couple headed home Kinley was looking out the window in deep thought. Randy couldn't help but look over at Kinley and know that she was in pain and there wasn't much he could do besides being there for her and Ryker once he came home. After pulling in the drive and into the garage Randy closed the door and then walked around to help Kinley out and just held her to him as the tears flowed. After helping Kinley into the house he watched as she walked into her part of their shared home office and place a quick phone call.

"Thanks Jackson for understanding. I wont be coming back." Kinley stated

Randy was standing in the doorway and smiled at his wife who he was very much in love with. "You going to be okay?"

"Yes I will be Randy, I am sorry now if I am scared for the first time when we make love again, I am sorry if I shrink back if you touch me or kiss me. I am sorry if I seem distant but I will be okay as long as you stand be side me. I promise no matter what I love you and our son. I am so thankful that we are both still alive." Kinley stated

"Honey come here lets just sit on the couch unless you want to lay down and rest honey." Randy said as he pulled Kinley into his arms and held her close.

"We can sit for a bit Randy, my back is really sore, so is everything else." Kinley stated as they walked into the family room and Randy sat down first then pulled Kinley down and as she rested her back on the armrest Randy pulled her legs over his lap and they just sat close and held each other. "Randy"

"What honey?" Randy asked as he smiled at her.

"I want to tell you what happened." Kinley stated

"Only if you are okay with that baby I don't want to pressure you at all or into anything." Randy said

"I want you to know I don't want us to have this huge thing between us, we wont have a marriage if we have secrets from each other." Kinley stated. "I was scared when he walked into my office. Jackson had just left we were talking about the case he was going to make copies as the legal assistant was gone and wouldn't be in till after I left for the day. Jimmy came in and sat down on my desk he trapped me in my own chair, then he slapped me the next thing he is kissing me then dragging me out to his car."

"Not good didn't anyone see you or this happen?" Randy asked

"I can't remember who asked if everything was okay. I was so scared to say anything as I was scared for the baby that he would hurt one of us or both of us. Once we got to the house he put the car in the garage and walked in a few minutes later he is getting me out of the car and I was in this room with a doctor who checked me over. Then it was just Jimmy." Kinley stated with tears starting fall down her cheeks. "He punched me, rapped me and did other things I can't even recall. I was so scared Randy, I was scared. I was thankful that our son is okay. He looks so much like you its not even funny, your eyes."

"You know hon, I can't even imagine what it was like to go through any of it. I was scared like there was tomorrow honey, I was scared for the both of you. When Jackson brought in the papers that Jimmy sent over I started laughing as it was still Kinley Cena on the papers, he wasn't smart enough to do Reagan Kinley Orton as that has been your legal name for weeks. When he called me from the home phone that right there is what got him. I am happy we don't have to go to court, we don't have to worry about him again." Randy stated. "All I wanted was yours and the baby's safety and that the two of you were okay. I was scared that I might lose you and the baby, the two of you are my life. What would you say to after Ryker is cleared we travel together as a family just the three of us on the bus."

"Bus?" Kinley asked

"Oh. I forgot to tell you Vince finally approved the bus." Randy stated

"That is awesome. Now lets got to bed its going to be a long next few days we need to make sure we have everything to bring Ryker home." Kinley stated and smiled at Randy who stood up and Randy locked up the house while Kinley grabbed her purse and soon they were now getting ready for bed and then wrapped up in each other's arms as they fell asleep that night.

The next few days were busy, Kinley and Randy made sure that Ryker had everything, that was including diapers, wipes, plenty of clothes thanks to both sets of grandparents and Melanie and Ted Sr. Both car seats were installed and they were just waiting on the word from the doctor to bring Ryker home. Randy had also planned to make a special apperance on Raw in a few days when they were in town in two weeks. That night as they made their way to the hospital after having a family dinner Randy was now parking his hummer in the parking garage and was helping Kinley out and wrapped an arm around her shoulder and they walked in hoping to hear good news that they could bring Ryker home tomorrow morning or afternoon.

"Good evening Randy and Kinley how are the two of you?" Dr Knight asked as she rode up in the elevator with them to the NICU.

"We are doing good. We are hoping to take Ryker home with us tomorrow." Kinley stated with a smile on her face.

"I bet. I will check him over tonight and then in the morning as well. He has done nothing but improve over the last few days." Dr Knight stated with a smile "He is very healthy. How are you feeling Kinley?"

"Sore, worn out and my stitches are itchy but okay." Kinley said as she leaned against Randy before the elevator opened on the NICU floor.

"I am glad to know you and the little one were safe. If you need someone to talk to I do run a recovery group. Just let my office know. Also do you have a ped doc for the little man?" Dr Knight asked

"Yes we do its you. I did a lot of research and after you had seen him just the one time I was happy to know that you were taking new patients and called your office so he is now your patient." Kinley said

"That is good. Let me make my rounds and I will meet you at his little crib in a bit." Dr Knight said and smiled at the couple who scrubbed in and were soon holding Ryker.

Kinley was holding her son and rocking him after he just took a bottle and had burped good and was very content in his mommy's arms. Sucking away on his paci he was slowly drifting off to sleep when Dr Knight walked up and washed her hands. Kinley handed over the baby and they were soon happy to know that they could bring Ryker home tomorrow afternoon. Dr Knight also said that she wanted to see him in two weeks and then in four weeks she would clear him to travel with is mommy and daddy on the bus. As the couple headed home that night Kinley made sure to have the diaper bag ready with his coming home outfit. That night as Randy and Kinley headed to bed they were both excited to bring home the baby. The next morning came quickly as they were up and both got cleaned up Randy was shocked when Kinley suggested showering together as he carressed her body she carressed his as well. Kinley knew it was the right thing to tell Randy and she was glad she did. Randy thought his wife was a beauty no matter what she looked like.

As the morning passed they were now finally headed to the hospital to bring home Ryker who was finally ready to come home with mommy and daddy. By the time Randy made trips to the truck, Kinley signed all the papers, they were finally placing Ryker in his carseat and Randy carried him down as Kinley had the diaper bag. Once they were finally into the hummer Randy placed a sweet kiss to Kinley's lips as he helped her into his truck and they were now soon pulling into their driveway, which also held all of the families cars as they were there to welcome home Ryker Keyton Orton.