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Chapter Eight: Paranoid

What had just happened? Everything seemed like a dream, stupid as that sounded, it all felt like nothing had happened. This wasn't the way it was suppose to feel, at least that's what he thought. In his mind he thought after the event that his body would still smell like what had happened, maybe his muscles would be tight, maybe his part would still be throbbing.

But none of that was true, instead Spencer Reid felt as if he had just dreamt it all. That it was just a very graphic dream that he had after reading a fiction book containing romance. He didn't feel any different then the day before, he still felt like the same Reid that he always felt like, there was nothing. Nothing to point out that he had stepped over the line into "manhood", that he had accomplished what most men had gotten when they were probably 16 years old.

The only proof that a sexual event had occurred was when Reid opened his eyes and turned over, finding himself next to Bonnie's naked body. He examined her body, there was scratch marks and hickies on both their bodies from the night before. But what he also observed was piercings, tattoos (especially that big on her back), and scars. Scars on her stomach, scars on her thighs, he didn't notice that the night before while in heat, but now they were as clear as day.

He ran his fingers through his hair, it was messy from sex, not the neat way it usually was in. Taking a look at his own body, he couldn't help but laugh. He was naked himself, covered in marks, it was a rough night. Unusual, they hadn't used a condom, he had always promised himself that the first time he experienced intercourse that he would use protection, so much for that idea.

This was her house, he wasn't sure what to do. Whether to get up and leave, though, he certainly didn't want to do that. He wanted to stay there, though the sex seemed rushed, she was nice, funny, and they got along. She brought out a side of him that he liked, he was getting carried away. He was a nerd, she was a swinger, he was thinking too much into this. But still, he just couldn't help it, groaning, what the fuck to do.

Reid took a bold chance, standing up and deciding that he would take a shower, wanting to clean his body. The water felt good against his body, hitting the skin, relaxing his now tense muscles. Most importantly, he had to clean his member, waking up with morning wood. He groaned, there was a nice window in the bathroom, he could see how bright and sunny it was out.

Suddenly the shower curtain opened, it was funny as he jumped, going to cover himself up. He was given a weird look by Bonnie, her then laughing as she asked in the sexiest way he ever heard someone question him, "May I come in?"

He gulped, nodding, forgetting totally that a few hours ago he had been inside of her, "I'm sorry, I just needed to-"

"Clean yourself? I know," Bonnie smiled, shutting the curtain while getting the wash cloth and soap, "I put your cloths in washing machine, so you can have some clean cloths for work."

Gripping his hair, Reid could shoot himself, "That's right."

Bonnie laughed as he started to relax, them both cleaning themselves, "That's right, we have work, big boy, so no fooling around."

Reid watched her smirk, placing the soap down and stepping out of the shower. Moments later he was down, stepping out to see that Bonnie was fully dressed, wearing a nice red silk blouse, the top three buttons undone, form fitting black silk pants were nice black high heel boots. She looked very nice, his fingers shaking a bit as all he had was a towel on. She smiled though, playfully tugging at the cloth.

"Hey!" He laughed, playfully shoving her away, "May I please have my cloths?"

She smirked while lighting up a cig, pointing to the couch as Reid quickly pulled on his underwear, followed by beige pants, a long sleeved white buttoned up shirt, a tie, a grey sweater vest, with a light brown jacket. With his bookbag and shoes and his hair now neat, he was ready for work, wearing the same thing he wore the day before, sure that wouldn't raise a few eyebrows.

Looking over at the girl as she finished her cancer causing object, he nodded, "Thanks for letting me stay over during the storm," He gulped, "I'll see you at work."

Bonnie smirked, letting Spencer out the house so she could lock the door behind him. Minutes later the RBI agent walked through the doors of her station, smiling at the young interns as she went over to where the coffee was. She had to admit, it felt weird having sex for the first time. She was sure she came off to Reid as being confident and experience, taking charge through practically the whole thing.

Truth be told it hurt, though in a good way because it had been years since he last sexual experience. Bonnie wanted it, but she was nervous as hell, not sure at first how the nerd would have reacted to the boldness at first. When she first had sex she was totally submissive, pinned down and torn into, she wasn't use to being dominant, she was use to laying there and being taken over.

Bonnie chuckled to herself, it was enjoyable though, she liked him, he was a sweet guy. Poor thing though was probably a wreck, her status on relationships were probably even a worse affect to the situation. Having her hip bumped, she looked to see Morgan pushing his way to get coffee, "Oops." He laughed, "Good morning, beautiful."

"Cheating on Garcia?" Bonnie asked slyly.

Morgan looked at her while laughing, "We're not dating."

Bonnie laughed while holding the coffee, looking up at him, "You need to shave, hun."

He rubbed his chin while laughing to himself, "Damn, I do, how could I let my cool go?"

"That's up to you," The girl smirked, nodding to Emily, the girl who took Elle's place after things got crazy, "I'm gonna be going, stay beautiful."

"You too." HE laughed.

Bonnie couldn't have been more right, Reid felt so wrecked and paranoid. Every little thing reminded him of what had happened the previous night. A pen would fall, he would spin around quickly, a person would walk by and he would think it's Bonnie. Running his fingers through his hair, he couldn't help but undo the button of his collar, it was stuffy in the office, or maybe it was just him.

He could hardly concentrate on his work, picking up the cup of coffee only to find out he couldn't drink it; his hand was shaking too much. Reid slammed his elbows on the desk, holding his face in the palm of his hands. With a deep breath he realized that he needed to calm down, this was sex. He needed to lose it eventually. What a better way then to lose it to a beautiful, sexy, experienced woman who was also his co-worker.

"Reid?"

Snapping out of his paranoid, the young doctor looked up to see it was Garcia who had addressed him, "We're all going out to a Japanese restaurant tonight, coming?"

He looked at the computer screen, it was early to be making dinner plans, "Oh, I uh, I don't know, Garcia."

But she wasn't having it, "Oh, c'mon, you never go out, I'm gonna drag you out tonight mister."

"Well…..um…when are we going?" He asked nervously, trying to calm his heart down.

Instead of asking the question, the chubby girl took a look at the doctor, holding his chin in her hand, "You look pale, Reid, you ok?"

"Hey, Spence." Bonnie smiled, walking by.

Before she could fully exit, Garcia grabbed the girl and pulled her towards him, "Reid looks pale, don't you think?"

Reid gulped, looking up to the girl that he had just been inside the other night. Her eyes were beautiful staring into hers, she looked gorgeous, "Hello, Bonnie."

She smiled, grabbing his tie gently, "You should come out to eat with us tonight, I think you need a good meal, put some meat on them bones," She giggled as he laughed, "Nice tie, by the way."

He nodded while watching her walk away, "Thanks."

Garcia looked at the two, raising an eyebrow as she shrugged and commented, "Now that was weird."

Hours later had passed as the night at the restaurant was over, everyone saying goodbye as they knew they'd just see each other the next day. Everyone left except for Bonnie and Spencer, the girl because she had to use the bathroom and the man because he just wasn't in a rush to get home. Instead he leaned against his car, watching the woman walk out with a cigarette between her finger tips.

"I miss Elle." She commented, leaning against the car with him.

Wringing his fingers, the doctor sighed and nodded, "Yes, I mean I like Emily-"

"Oh so do I."

"But I miss her," He frowned, "She was so full of life, that's hot really affected her, I mean I sure it would everyone, but I didn't think any of this would happen."

Taking a drag of her tobacco filled object, she nodded, "I don't think any of us did."

A few seconds went by as the doctor commented, "Good restaurant."

"I think we need to train you on how to use chop sticks." Bonnie laughed, now not leaning against the car.

Blushing slightly, he had to laugh as she put out her cig, "People stayed nourished for centuries using those damn things, it was like eating with pencils."

"You're just not use to it."

He shrugged as a few minutes went by, them standing there and talking about nonsense. She asked him about the force before she got there and he said there wasn't much to tell, what was going on now was basically what was going on then. HE then looked at her and asked, "How about you? What did you do before this? Your papers don't say much."

Bonnie frowned at this, she didn't like people asking her about her past, "Well…I was just trying to find myself I guess, there's not much to tell."

Nodding, he knew she didn't want to talk as he tucked his hands into his pockets, "What's your favorite band?"

She grinned at this, "Metallica."

"Let me guess, your favorite song is Enter Sandman."

"You got it." She grinned, almost like a little girl, happy.

Reid had to smile too as a wind of cold hair suddenly swept by them, him finding Bonnie wrapping her arms around his waist and tucking her head under his chin. HE frowned though, running his fingers through her hair while asking, "Where does this leave us?"

"I don't believe in relationships."

He had to nod, he had forgotten, but didn't let it show that it bothered him, instead being bold and leaning down to kiss her.