Chapter Eleven: Dirty Little Thing

Everyone stood there in shock, looking at the assistant as she folded her arms, looking away from everyone. They couldn't believe what they were hearing. Bonnie; bisexual? IT made sense that there was so little in her papers, that she changed her name and even fooled the system into making a practically different person then she was before. A former drug addict and alcoholic, no one even knew.

Bonnie could feel herself getting angry, she tried so hard to not to let anyone find out anything about her past. By far the only thing she did tell was Spencer and that was only about who she had lost her virginity to. But she didn't want anyone to know this, she liked this job and she wanted to keep it. God, this was a past she needed to be buried in the past. Skyler hurt, her husband dead, her past revealed; and now it all being blamed on her.

"Go ahead, Bonnie, tell everyone." Joan cooed.

Her arms folded, Bonnie shifted her body, "I was experimental, confused."

Lisa shook her head, "You're not experimental for two years, you'd figure out if you didn't like girls after a week of dating her! You dated her for two years, you had sex with her!"

"Shut up!" Bonnie shouted.

Hotch ordered for Joan and Lisa to be escorted out, though as they were leaving the blue haired girl turned around and shouted, "Remember Bonnie! Remember when we use to meet at Skyler's house, listen to heavy metal and rehearse! All we did was drink, smoke, and get high! And you were the worst! All we did was weed or cocaine but you injected heroin!"

As the two girls left, Bonnie's eyes watered up as she stared at everyone, running out of the building. Everyone stared at each other as Garcia called up Hotch, telling him that Skyler woke up. A week later the killer was found and Bonnie was allowed to come back to work. Joan and Lisa were still at the hospital, they had called the office and told them that Skyler wanted to see Bonnie.

That is where she sat, in the back of the SUV that Hotch drove, waiting to be driven to the hospital where her former best friend laid. She sat next to Reid, who tried to talk to her, but she spoke to no one. She didn't want anyone knowing what they knew, she didn't even if she wanted to work at the BAU office anymore. Demons in the past were meant to stay there, not to be brought back.

Bonnie closed her eyes, remembering everything. She remembered all those long nights in Skyler's basement, where the band would practice for shows they did at underground venues. She wasn't a school person, her parents had two other girls and a son that were doing well in school, they didn't need her. They loved her, but it wasn't surprising that the second she got a car, she was always out with her friends, causing some kind of mischief.

She could remember being drunk, not remembering half of the things she did. She remembered all those nights just jabbing a needle in her arm and going off to have sex with her girlfriend. IT was true, who was experimental for two years? But no one understood, two years was like a week, how could anyone tell the difference when they were constantly stoned. It was when she woke up and took a little time to breathe the air that she knew what she was doing was wrong.

Bonnie could remember being so drugged up that before shows she would rip off her shirt and play in her bra. Skyler always had a nice voice, Joan was the guitarist, a very talented one at that, and Lisa was the bassist. They sounded like Anthrax, the girl actually smiling a bit in remembrance. They thought they were on top of the world, that they couldn't escape death, but in reality, Bonnie never thought she would make it to see her 18th birthday.

The van reached the hospital as they all excited the car, Reid watching Morgan lead the girl into the place. He badly wanted to talk to the girl, obviously she was upset by what everyone found out. But he just couldn't believe it, a girl that beautiful with so much life in her was formally mixed into the horrible world of drugs. IT was understandable she never opened up to him, though God he wished she did.

She took a deep breath as Hotch whispered in her ear, "Don't worry, Bonnie, you still have your job."

"I know, but, God I just tried to hard to forget the past."

He patted her shoulder while leading her to the room. Bonnie closed her eyes while turning the door knob and going into the room, coming face to face with a person she hadn't seen in four years. She looked good, Skyler always kept her body in shape and it wasn't surprising she was a size four even after having a kid. She wasn't bruised up too badly anymore, her orange and black hair back in a pony tail.

Skyler's blue eyes looked up into Bonnie's green eyes as the patient stood up. The two stared at each other as the black haired girl scratched the back of her neck. IT was silent as Bonnie was first to speak, "I walked away."

"It took a while for me to realize I should've too," Skyler sniffed in, "You look good, you haven't changed a bit."

She smiled, "Neither have you, but then again it's only been four years."

Shaking her head, Skyler replied, "Maybe only four years have past, but we have changed so much. I've really grown up and I can see you have too."

"I was going through withdrawal, I didn't know how else to escape. I knew if I stayed I was going to die."

"I just wish you could've been there for my wedding."

Bonnie nodded, feeling her eyes tear up, "Steel was a good guy, I knew he would take care of you."

"I have a daughter," Skyler's eyes lit up, "Three eyes old, I named her Bianca."

"That's my second middle name." She stated in a whisper.

The two looked at each other as both their eyes began to tear up, Bonnie wiping her eyes while whispering, "I'm so sorry."

It was at these simple three words that cause Skyler to walk over and hug her friend, Bonnie crying in her shoulder as she hugged back. The rest of the team watched from the windows as the two hugged, gripping onto each other as if not a day had past between them. Though they seemed more like adults and they attires were different, it was obvious that the bond they once shared was still strong.

Skyler gripped her shoulders while crying, though a smile on her face, "I love you."

"I love you too, Sky."

They laughed lightly as Skyler turned to the window, pointing to Reid, "That one, you've involved yourself with that one."

Bonnie's eyes were wide as she turned, "How'd you know?"

Skyler grinned while raising her eyebrows, "I know you too well, did you have sex with him?"

Licking her teeth, her green eyes moved while looking back into her ex-lover's blue eyes, "Three times….but you know I'm not dating him."

"You're 24, shouldn't you give a guy a chance."

Bonnie rolled her eyes, gently brushing her fist across the girl's cheek as she left the room, looking around as no one was around. Her eyes blinked as Reid walked up to her, looking up into his brown eyes as she asked, "Where'd everyone go?"

"It was pretty emotional in there." Spencer stated, looking down at the girl of his affection.

Bonnie sighed while running her fingers through her hair, "We were so close, even after we broke up. I didn't want to walk out, I didn't want to call her all the names I did. But I was going through withdrawal. I had tried for a month when I was 18 and it was the worst month in my life. I attempted suicide five times, so I went back on heroin more then ever. When I left two years later, I kind of forced myself to keep my head on straight."

His head was also down, whispering, "We've opened up a lot, why didn't you tell me?"

"I wanted to forget it even happened, like I dreamed my past."

Spencer stared into her eyes, seeing the sorrow deep within her soul, knowing right now she didn't want to talk about it. No one was around as he held her neck gently, massaging her skin as she sighed. Skyler watched, smirking and shaking her head as she knew Bonnie all too well. She was scared, she knew as much as she tried to hide it, her heart was with Spencer Reid, but there was no way this time she was letting her walls down.

Bonnie stared up at him as she spoke, "Do you want to get back with everyone else?"

Um, sure, I believe they're in the cafeteria."

The rest of the BAU was in fact in the cafeteria, everyone getting something to eat as it wasn't their place to get involved. On a personal level, they took Bonnie here so she could perhaps kill some of the demons in her past. In a way they were like family, though most of their affairs were business, each one of them had feelings and since the record was in fact sponged, there was nothing they could do. In fact, Bonnie was very much liked, all this was shocking.

Morgan shook his head, "I can't believe this."

Joan and Lisa joined them as they knew Bonnie deserved an apology, "C'mon, you never did crazy things when you were a teenager."

"Not like that." The black man laughed, taking a sip of his water.

"Bonnie's a good girl," Lisa stated, "We said a lot of bad things about her before, but even though she did bad things, she had a great heart and cared a lot about her friends. It's not our place to criticize."

Joan nodded in agreement as Morgan looked over at Gideon and leaned in to whisper to Joan, "You know Bonnie better then me, is Reid the kind of guy she would go for?"

Raising a pierced eyebrow, the blue haired girl asked, "The skinny nerd? Unless she's changed, the Bonnie I know has always rolled with guy with long hair, tattoos and piercings everywhere and is usually seven years older then her."

Licking his lips, he nodded as Lisa added in, "But, Bonnie's never liked relationships, after Skyler and getting involved with men who mistreated her, she vowed never to date a person, to always keep a distance so that there were no heart breaks."

Suddenly Lisa's phone ringed as she picked up, being on the phone for about a minute as she snapped it close. Turning to Joan, she spoke, "Damien's driving over with Sky's brother."

"Whose Damien?" J.J. asked, getting in the conversation.

Joan turned to her while stating, "The guy Bonnie lost it to."

TC Stark: Well, tomorrow I go back to school so adding will be slow, but please bear with me. I hope you're enjoying the fic so far, please stick around to see what goes on. Thank you for reading.