Ichigo woke up feeling warmth around his body and opened his eyes only to smile at Grimmjow sleeping. His head on Ichigo's hip.

"Wake up Reaper," said Ichigo.

"No just a little longer," whispered Grimmjow and snuggled into Ichigo's hips.

"Fine no more sex for you," said Ichigo and shrugged.

Grimmjow's eyes open and he got up only to hold his spinning head.

"Asshole," grumbled Grimmjow.

"Takes one to know one," said Ichigo and winked," now get me a towel to clean up this cum."

Grimmjow stuck his head out to see Shiro and Ggio. They had apparently fallen asleep in front of the campfire last night. They had a blanket wrapped around them. The two had woken him up earlier when they went for a Tim Hortons run.

"Get my stuff?" asked Grimmjow.

"Oh ya," said Shiro," now you don't have ta worry about those blood stains on your tighty wighty bitch undies."

"Tch, fuck you," said Grimmjow.

"Naww Ggio does that for me," said Shiro.

"Well," said Grimmjow," I need ya ta get me a towel. Berry boy last night was real drunk and started jackin off. Came all over himself and didn't have the decency to clean up."

"You liar!" Ichigo yelled and then groaned," aw God I drank too much."

"You so deserved it," said Grimmjow.

Grimmjow moved back in the tent.

"You'll always be my bitch," said Grimmjow and tenderly kissed Ichigo's lips.

This saddened Ichigo and angered him slightly. Trying to let it go, Shiro came in and gave him the towel he needed do he could get the cold dry cum off him stomach. Ichigo got dressed and placed some baggy Billabong shorts that were black and red. Grimmjow went out in some shorts but almost went out naked until he realized he wasn't the only one camping with them. Shiro threw a pack of cgarettes at Grimmjow and handed him a coffee when he got closer. They had a fire going and some chairs set up. Their campsite had a picnic table. No one else was camping on the lake so it was only them. They had brought a boat because Ulquiorra's dad owned a few houses on the lake here as well as the campsite itself. Probably reserving the entire shoreline for them so they would not be bothered. That was nice because Grimmjow couldn't afford it because he was a bartender as well as a mechanics, Ulquiorra worked in a large company trying to become CEO. Ichigo worked part time at a gas station and for the majority of the time he was working on become a lawyer. Orihime and Rukia were both florists but Rukia was also a famous dancer and having the famous name of the Kuchiki noble family many would appear to see the show. Ggio owned a wild animal sanctaury for animals in the cat family. Leopards, cheetahs, mountain lions but his favorite was tigers. He had more white and orange tigers than most of his other animals. Shiro was a writer and working on a new novel to his boy love series. Ggio had made sure to give him extra material to use. As well as in his spare time he dances in a horrible fashion in an attempt to strip. Trying to look sexy. Ichigo had to witness it because he and Shiro lived together while their twin sisters still lived with their father. Shiro also helped out to coach kids soccer in the summer time to take stress of making sure to make his deadline. As everyone sat around talking Ichigo couldn't stop at what Grimmjow thought. He bottomed for his lovers but it all depended if they deserved it or not. Ichigo hadn't taken up a single lover since Szayel or a one night stand. He was nervious bottoming agin. The things Szayel done instead of turning him on repulsed him. The pain Szayel had caused him and the fact that he loved it. It made him wonder if he would hurt Grimmjow. If he would cause the man pain and enjoy it. Enjoy watching him as blood oozed out of his body and drizzle down that perfectly muscled body. Would Grimmjow hate him for last night and resent everything they've done.

"Yo King you okay?" asked Shiro," turning into me now."

"What?" said a confused Ichigo.

"Got cock on your mind?" asked Ggio.

"No that's you," retorted Ichigo," I'm fine. I think I drank too much."

"Pft as if I drank waaaaayyy more than you," said Ggio.

"Which explains why you were so hyper," said Ichigo," ya always so serious."

"Naw I just thinkin being serious is a fun trick," said Ggio,' fucking around is so much more fun."

"Ya know I was kidding right," said Ichigo.

"Oh ya," said Ggio," see serious."

Ichigo threw a pebble hitting Ggio's arm.

"Ow ya baka that hurt!" protest Ggio.

"Good," said Ichigo and stuck out his tongue.

Grimmjow moved over to Ichigo lightly hitting the top of his head as he went and sat down. Sipping his coffee and grabbing a cigarette. Placing his coffee and making sure to place it inthe sand where it couldn't easily tip over Grimmjow looked at Shiro.

"Yo smutty give me your lighter," said Grimmjow.

"Smutty?" questioned Shiro.

"yeah, cause ya write novels with a bunch of sex," said Grimmjow.

"Yeah and I get a shit ton load of money and fan letters," said Shiro," I'm so loved."

"Quit fucking around and give me a God damn lighter," said Grimmjow and scowled.

Shiro threw it and would have almost hit Grimmjow in the face if he had not had such great reflexes.

"Asshole,' Grimmjow mutter.

Ichigo wrapped his arms around Grimmjow's waist and kissed the back of his neck.

"Better share," Ichigo whispered.

Ichigo enjoyed a smoke every now and then and a moment like this seemed perfect.

"You gonna burn my shirt?" asked Grimmjow.

Ichigo threw back his head and laughed.

"Man if I wanted ta ruin ya I'd do something way worse than rip your shirt," said Ichigo and chuckled once again.

"Better be nice or I might not give ya one," said Grimmjow.

"Shiro will give me one," said Ichigo.

"You wish!" said Shiro," I ain't sharing with you."

"But sharing is caring," said Ichigo.

"Pft we don't share everything," said Shiro.

"Bully,' said Ichigo.

"Stop complaining or I won't give you one," said Grimmjow.

Ichigo smiled," Thanks Reap."

Grimmjow rolled his eyes and handed on to Ichigo.

"Would anyone care to go on the boat today?" asked Ulquiorra.

Emerging from the tent with Orihime Ulquiorra wore only pants and held Orihime's hand. Orihime wore her swim suit and started heading to the water.

"It seems fun Ulqui," said Orihime before she went in to the water.

"Ya," said Rukia.

"I guess it'd be fun," said Ggio," we going to the lake house?"

"No," said Ulquiorra," I brought inner tubes so we could go tubing."

Ggio started jumping up and down.

"Aw man that's the shit," said Ggio," what else do you have in that camper?"

"Wouldn't you like to find out," said Ulquiorra and winked.

"Ulqui," whined Orihime," stop teasing Ggio. You'll scare him."

"Will not," disagreed Ulquiorra.

"So ya gonna tell me?" asked Ggio.

"Nope," said Ulquiorra," and don't even try going for the keys or you will be losing some prized members."

Ggio placed his hands over his crotch fearing that his men would be massacred and he would not be Ggio but Gertrud. Ggio shuddered at the thought.

"Aw thinking about masturbation?" asked Grimmjow," you know you can do that elsewhere."

"Shut up I am not!" retorted Ggio," you weren't the one who was just threatened to have his prized possessions lost."

"And I thought Shiro was your prized possession," said Grimmjow," looks like you've been replaced."

"Shut up," said Ggio and Shiro.

"Well everyone get their trash together so we cans have fun," said Ulquiorra.

Sighing Ichigo nudged Grimmjow off him laughing at the grumbling man. Blowing out a puff of smoke Ichigo chuckled even more.

"Heh," said Ichigo and chuckled once more.

"Asshole," grumbled Grimmjow.

"what are you gonna do about it?" asked Ichigo.

"You'll see," said Grimmjow and smiled widely.

Leaving Ichigo to watch him as he left Grimmjow moved to the tent and grabbed his waterproof camera as well as a towel. He looked at the bed where he and Ichigo had slept. Shiro had chosen the sleeping arrangements. Shiro new Grimmjow had the hots for his older brother. Yet said nothing about it. Grimmjow smiled at the idiot's attempt at giving the two happiness. Exiting the tent Grimmjow noticed Ulquiorra in a black Ford F350. Ggio was giving him directions and everyone else was packing their things except Orihime. Orihime was packing things in a cooler. Grimmjow moved over to her. He was so much taller than her.

"O..Oh Grimmjow," said Orihime," you scared me."

"Oops," said Grimmjow," want help?"

"Oh not it's fine," said Orihime.

Grimmjow shrugged his shoulders and walked away.

You'll be wanted nowhere said a voice in Grimmjow's head.

Notcing Grimmjow walking away from Orihime, Ichigo went up to him grabbing his hand. Grimmjow looked over to him with a sombre expression.

"Hey cheer up," said Ichigo and placed a kisson Grimmjow's cheek.

Ichigo watched as Grimmjow's mood lightened slightly.

"I got a camera," said Grimmjow and gave a fake smile.

"Cool," said Ichigo.

"It's waterproof," said Grimmjow.

Ichigo nodded his head and looked to the left," Hey look they got the boat in the water."

"Awesome," said Grimmjow.

Nowhere the voice spoke once again.

You're wrong thought Grimmjow I'm wanted by Ichigo and Shiro and Ggio.

But never the others. You will forever be an outcast unwanted. No one will have you. They all leave eventually said the voice repeating what typically got to Grimmjow.

"I'll get the inner tube but everyone can get it!" yelled Ulquiorra," just don't touch the switches. That means you Ggio."

"Aww why not?" asked Ggio.

"You'll break it," stated Ulquiorra.

"True," said Ggio and began to laugh.

Everyone got in and waited. Orihime tried lifting the cooler but was unable to because it was to heavy. Ulquiorra came up from behind her giving her a hug and kissing her cheek.

"I'll take this," said Ulquiorra,"how about you get the inner tube."

"Okay," said Orihime.

Getting the key Orihime ran to get the inner tube while Ulquiorra returned to his boat to a snickering Shiro nearing the controls.

"Shiro!" yelled Ulquiorra.

"Oops," said Ggio and smiled.

Ulquiorra sighed. Ichigo saw Orihime coming up with the inner tube.

"It can fit two at a time," said Ulquiorra.

"Me and Orihime call first dibs," said Rukia.

"That is fine," said Ulquiorra," it's very gentlemen like to allow women to go first."

Renji grumbled only to be elbowed by Rukia. Ichigo chuckled. Rukia still beat the crap out of him as well. How the days had gone. They used to be in highschool but now they were all grown up and on their way to success.

"We're ready to go now, right?" asked Orihime.

"Yeah," said Ulquiorra.

I'll take the boat out a little farther," said Ulquiorra," after we attach the bungie cord to the boat .I assure you it's safe. I'll go slow at fist while leaving and then I'll speed things up."

"Okay," said Orihime.

Ulquiorra began attaching the string to his boat while Rukia jumped out of the boat and into the water. She moved to Orihime and smiled as she watched her friend watch ulquiorra trying to attach the cord. There were handles on the inner tube for them and even cup holders if they wanted to hold their drinks. Rukia was too afraid of choking on her drink so she wouldn't dare take it with her.

"Okay I'm done," said Ulquiorra," I'll slowly take you guys out and then start speeding up."

"Sweet," said and excited Orihime as she went to the inner tube and jumped on.

Ichigo smiled at his friends excitement.

The hot sun was beating down on his chest and beginning to make sweat glisten on his chest. Sighing to himself Ichigo grabbed the waterproof sunscreen. The downfall was you had to reapply it every time you get out of the water. Not very waterproof in his opinion.

"Hey Reaper wanna get my back?" asked Ichigo.

Ichigo noticed that Grimmjow's mood was increasing. The cold liquid landed on his back causing goosebumps to form. Ichigo was enjoying the boat ride and noticed Ulquiorra doing doughnuts and going over the waves for the girls. The sunscreen was fully applied and Ichigo got up. He wanted to get a drink. As well as Grimmjow did. Ichigo went first and when he was near sitting down Ulquiorra went over a wave causing Ichigo to wobble but Grimmjow completely lost his footing and hit ichigo causing him to go over board. Renji saw him fly by and hit the innertube before his body flew over.

"Ichgio!" yelled Renji.

Ulquiorra stopped the boat and turned around to see Ichigo missing.

"Ulquiorra I think Ichigo's hurt," said Orihime.

"He's not a good swimmer when taken by surprise like that," said Shiro," he can swim well but I don't think he'll do well."

Ichigo's head popped up and he was gasping for air as he barely made it up. He went under again and came back up.

"Aw fuck," said Grimmjow.

Jumping in Grimmjow could hear people. Swimming with vigour and speed, Grimmjow was trying his best to move to Ichigo and when he was so close Ichigo went under. Holding his breath Grimmjow went underwater and opened his eyes seeing blurry vision but Ichigo's head of orange hair made him easily spotted. He was a little over ten feet deep and slowly sinking as blood seeped out of his arm. Grimmjwo gasped and began swimming deeper to reach him. Grabbing his shoulders to secure that he had Ichigo and then moved his hands to his waist. Grimmjow was panicking in his mind but began swimming. Holding Ichigo and once Grimmjow took his first breath he knew he had to get to the boat as quickly as possible. He was dieing. Water was in his lungs and he's somehow gotten unconscious. Maybe it took a while for that to happen. Maybe he'd hit his head and was fighting consciousness to let everyone know he was in danger. With more effort Grimmjow swam knowing he had to save Ichigo's life. Making it to the boat Ulquiorra carefully look Ichigo and Renji helped Grimmjow out of theboat.

"NO!" yelled Shiro," you can't die King! I'm suppose to surpass you! We're brothers! You promised me you wouldn't die!"

There was a lump in Grimmjow's throat giving him constricting pain. He wouldn't allow Shiro to feel that pain. moving forward Grimmjow gently pushed Shiro away.

"You know I took that first aid course a few years back," said Grimmjow," I'm going to save him.

Follwing the steps of CPR Grimmjow pushed on his chest ten times and then gave him air. One again he did the same. Repeating it four times.

For fucks sake Ichigo you can't die on me thought Grimmjow your the only person I have left. Mom died and I never knew who my father was. I'm all alone in the world. Everyone I love is gone. Or died on me. You can't die! I fucking love you!

Grimmjow repeated the steps another four times before Ichigo began to cough. Everyone held their breath as Grimmjow pulled back and watch Ichigo cough up water and to his side and coughing up more water.

"Ichi!" cried Shiro and hugged his brother.

Tears were brimming in Shiro's eyes as he held his older brother. Ichigo looked up at his brother and hugged him back. No words were said. It seemed as if being twins they had a way of knowing things without words having to be said. No one moved. Shiro and Ichigo were close so close that were they kept secrets even their friends didn't know.

"I...i couldn't lose you," whispered Shiro," not like we lost mom."

Ichigo held tighter on to Shrio remembering that day years ago. June 17. The day there mother had died.

As Ichigo and Shiro left karate with the mother Masaki they could only have giant smiles on their face and expressions of love for their mother. They loved her so much. She was their families sun. Never getting angry, never getting sad. She could only smile even if the boys got in to trouble. She was the best. Until that day. The day she was murdered. As they passed a street vender Shiro and Ichigo asked if they could get ice cream.

"Only a little," replied Masaki," and don't tell your sisters or know how your dad gets over ice cream."

They nodded their head in agreement and Masaki knew they would most likely saythey got ice cream but decided to get it for them anyway. Going up the the vender the man pulled out a gun pointing it at her.

"Give me your damn money," said the man and grabbed Ichigo.

"Ichigo!" cried his mother," no!"

The man smiled and pulled Ichigo's hair up even as Ichigo struggled.

"Ichigo eh," said the man and smiled," after your dead lets see how things worked out."

It was all slow motion for Shiro after that. His mother moved forward and after that three shots were fired out of the gun. Their mother was shot protecting them. Shiro saw that the gun was now aimed at Ichigo but nothing happened. Instead he saw a man from behind get the man who fired the weapon. Shiro ran to Ichigo and their mother. She was barely breathing. Blood seeping out of the three gunshot wounds. Even till the very end their mother was smiling to them.

"D..Don't blame yourselves," whispered Masaki," I..I ddd..ied protec..ting you two. I lo-"

It was then Masaki breathed her last breath and died as Ichigo and Shiro held her. Throwing his head back Shiro screamed to the heavens hoping God would hear his grieving pain and return their beloved mother to them. The man was cruel. How could he steal someone so precious to them? Shiro had head the man who saved them was a cop but it didn't matter. No one could help them now. He wasn't there in time. He was undercover but had not managed to see the treat approaching. He was to blame. Tears streamed down Shiro's cheeks. Ichigo pulled Shiro into his arms as the two cried together. They were a strange pair. Orange hair amber eyes. White hair, skin and piercing yellow luminous eyes. They had to fight their way to the top to have kids stop bullying them. They tried their best not to so they wouldn't get their mother's disapproval. There were days when they'd come home cut up and a little bloodied. Now that Masaki was gone Ichigo and Shiro swore to themselves they would protect anyone they loved who was being harmed. They never wanted to go through this pain again. Soon their father arrived looking at his sons crying over wife pale white and covered in blood. His son's crying over her as their knees were in the pool of her blood. He noticed how violent Shiro was shaking as he tried to hold himself together. Shiro's nails digging into his arms causing blood to form and slide down. It didn't phase Shiro. To Shiro this pain seemed like nothing compared to seeing his mother in the state she was in. Isshin fell to his knees and felt tears falling freely and the pain he saw in his children's eyes. How would he explain it to Karin and Yuzu. The police officers tried to talk to Shiro instead Shiro flinched away. They began to protest as the paramedic took her away.

"C' mon son I need to talk to you,' said the police officer.

"Leave me alone," snarled Shiro," leave me and my brother to mourn."

"I really need to speak to you,' insisted the man.

"I said leave me alone," snarled Shiro again," what don't you understand about that?"

With such anger tears streaked down his face but once the police officer tried to calm him down Shiro lost it he slapped the police officers hand away.

"Don't touch me," said Shiro in a menacing tone.

The police officer sighed," C'mon this is important."

"I said leave me alone!" yelled Shiro," It's all your fault you jerk! You were nearby yet you didn't see him pull out his gun! You never stopped him while he held my brother at gunpoint. You waited! You waited until she was dead! You wanted her to die!"

The police officer grabbed Shiro's chin. Shiro punched him and grabbed his arm making the mans arms bleed.

"Listen to me you little fucking freak," said the officer," I'm trying to help you so you better fucking listen."

Slapping Shiro the police man began standing up the Police officer looked down at two anger grieving boys.

"You're going to see someone,' said the man.

Isshin step forward and punched the man having him go forward.

"I don't care if I just assaulted an officer," said Issshin," you hurt my child."

Isshin tried to pull shiro into his arms but a monster was already born in his heart. Instinct and fear. Isshin tried he got Shiro's violent bashing. A paramedic offered a sedative but Isshin refused listen to Shiro's rant as his hands hit his chest and the boy cried. Isshin patted his back knowing this was the way they police officer had gone. Shiro wasn't a freak or a brat. He was hurt and so was Isshin but he knew he had to be strong no matter how strong the pain was.

Ichigo watched as Shiro cried. Ichigo couldn't. Instead he curled his knees up to his chin. Knowing it was his fault his mother died. If he had said no to ice cream Shiro wouldn't have wanted it any more. They may not have ran into that man and their mother would not be dead.

I'll protect them thought Ichigo I won't have you feel this pain.

"Shiro I'll always be there for you," Ichigo promised.

Yeah it was suppose to be more fun fun of a story but i thought of this instead. Next chapter will have a little of Grimmy's childhood. How she died. I'll try to cheer it up though. I hope you enjoy it. I saw all the favs or story alerts and I got 1 pm and a review. So I figured this story is kinda good I guess. I hope you enjoy it.

Until next time Briar