Chapter 7
Jane was sitting in the hospital's chapel. His fingers clutched the golden cross Lisbon usually wore around her neck.
"I… I know that I've always claimed I don't believe in you", he began softly. "I'm not even sure I could ever do that. Believe in you, I mean. But… well, Lisbon does believe in you. And she really needs your help this time".
He paused a moment, as if searching for the right words.
"Please, let her stay with us. We all need her. I need her. Just like the air that I breathe".
A sigh. "I've no right to ask. I understand that. I just want to let you know that, if you give her back to me… to us, I mean… well, I'd do anything you wish".
He searched his mind. What could he actually promise God, as a pledge of his own good will?
"I can't assure you I'll always behave. I mean, that's me, you know? However… maybe I could try to be less selfish from time to time. Alright?"
A little voice at the back of his mind told him he had one more promise to make.
"You win. I'll even tell her about my feelings. That's the hardest part of all, I hope you'll understand it. But I'd do that – if you give me the chance".
He got up and made to leave. Stopping on the threshold, he turned back once more.
"You already have Angela and Charlotte. Remember it".