Author's Note: Thank you for the reviews. Remember, all of this is on Logan's Point Of View.

Disclaimer: I don't own big time rush I only own the story. YET! Well, I have Logan, he actually agreed to come with me. Carlos didn't mind but only cared that I was his. OMG Hes so cute. Ok, Logan down, James is next. I just got to steal his lucky comb and everything is smooth

Chapter 4: Big Time After School Sadness

Where we had left off:

Carlos walked me to my class. I stopped him, "Carlos, What about my mom?" He just stood there and thought.

"Well, we can go to my house and just watch a movie." The thought of being with Carlos made me smile. But then again, I would have to deal with my mother. 'How will I tell her? How will she react? What will she do?'

Carlos must have seen me thinking because he kept repeating my name. "LOGAN! What are you thinking about?"

I looked at him and sighed. "Well, my mom wants me home by 5:30 and I don't know how to tell her."

Carlos hugged me and kissed me on my cheek. "Don't worry, I'll handle it, if it makes you feel better, I'll even help you tell her."

I smiled at him. "Thanks. But not today. Anyways, I'll see you after school." I gave him a quick kiss and went into Social Studies.

Time passed by so fast, I hadn't realized it was time to leave. 'Finally!' I thought to myself. I finally get to be with Carlos.

As I went to talk with Kendall to see why he was crying in lunch, when James, Carlos, and some guy came.

"Hey guys," Carlos started "This is Cris." When Kendall saw James next to Cris holding hands, he looked down and just walked away.

I grabbed Kendall by his hand. "Here's my number, call me when you feel like it OK. And don't worry, I'll try something" I gave him a winning smile and he just nodded.

I sighed and looked at Carlos. "Well James, I see you already like Cris," I started. "I can tell you two will have a great relationship." James smiled at me.

"Logan, why did Kendall walk away?" James looked sorry for him. "I needed to talk to him. Do you know why he walked away?" I went over to Carlos and hugged his arm while leaning on his shoulder.

"You see, James. Kendall..." I paused, not knowing how to put it to James. I sighed, "Come with me." I grabbed James by his arm and dragged him behind a tree. "Kendall, he likes you. He wanted to tell you before you showed up with Cris."

James had his mouth open, he didn't know what to say. "I can't believe he likes me. He must be devastated," James paused for a moment, "But I can't leave Cris. I just got up with him. He'll be devastated if I do. If you ever talk to Kendall again, tell him I said I'm sorry." James looked worried.

I smiled and nodded. We both went back to Carlos and Cris. James left with Cris and I went with Carlos to his house.

By the time we got there it was already 4:30. I sighed and just waited with Carlos. Wondering what I will do. Carlos opened the door and we went to his room. He told me his father was still working and his mom went to go shopping for food.

I helped Carlos with his homework while we listened to music until it was time for me to leave. I felt really sorry for Kendall because he still hasn't called me.

When it was time to go, I kissed Carlos and gave him a long hug.

I walked out of his house and made my way to mines, I waved good-bye before turning the block. I was at the foot of my door steps when i just sat down thinking.

Just then, I got a phone call. I thought it might have been Kendall, but it wasn't.

"Hello? Who is this?"

"Is this Logan Mitchell?"

"Yes, may I ask who is speaking?"

"Hello, this is Officer Johnson. Son, I'm sorry but, your mother has been in a car accident."

When I herd this, I almost dropped the phone. "What, is she alright?"

"I'm very sorry Logan. But she died instantly on impact."

I held back a couple of tears so I could be able to talk. "Thank you Officer Johnson. *sniff* I must go now. Good-bye.

"Good-bye Logan, and I'm sorry for your loss."

I quickly hung up the phone and called Lisandra, I can't believe she's dead. I let all the tears I held in flow out.

OOooOOoohhhhhhhhh, Logan's mom died, horrible twist huh? Well, sorry for the short chapter. Stay tuned to find out what the conversation between Logan and Lisandra will be. Please review thank you.