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Kendall was a bit nervous for the party that Friday. James and Carlos kept teasing him about Jo and he hoped that they wouldn't try anything at the party; he really didn't want to lead her on. They seemed determined to set the two up together but Kendall had to keep putting them in their place and telling them that it wasn't what he wanted.
When they got to Jo's house, the party was already well under way. James and Carlos immediately hurried into the kitchen, James on the hunt for alcohol and Carlos looking for the food. Kendall rolled his eyes and decided just to have a wander around.
About ten minutes later, Kendall found Jo dancing in the living room with a couple of her girlfriends. He leant against the wall and watched them for a moment, with a small smile on his face, until she caught his eye and waved him over.
"Kendall! Hey! I'm glad you came," she grinned, grabbing his hands and making him dance with her.
"Well, thanks for inviting me."
Jo nodded, "Are James and Carlos here too?"
"Yeah, they ran towards the kitchen…"
"Ah, I should have guessed…Have you had a drink?"
"No, not yet."
"Let's go get you one."
Jo grabbed Kendall's wrist and led him into the kitchen, weaving their way through the crowds of people. Kendall soon found a beer thrust into his hand and he thanked Jo with a smile, taking a mouthful. He opened his mouth to speak but a girl came running over to Jo and cut him off. She whispered something in the blonde girl's ear which made Jo roll her eyes.
"Sorry Kendall. I have to go sort something out. I'll catch up with you in a bit, okay?"
"Yeah, okay."
Jo gave him and apologetic smile and then let herself be lead out of the kitchen. Kendall sighed and glanced around, looking for someone that he recognised. He grabbed another beer and then moved into the next room. He bumped into a couple of people that he knew from school and had short conversations with them to be friendly.
Kendall was currently involved in a conversation about video games with a couple of boys from his History class when he gaze was drawn across the room. His eyes went wide when he saw the brown, spiky hair and the small build.
"Logan?" he mumbled under his breath.
The boy suddenly left the room and Kendall panicked. He quickly left the group he was talking to and made to follow the boy. He hurried from room to room, hoping to spot him again. Just as he was about to give up, Kendall noticed him through the back window and he went out into the garden. He watched from a distance for a moment and then slowly made his way over. But as he got closer, he realised how stupid he had been.
This boy wasn't Logan. He didn't even look much like him. The only similarities were the hair colour and he was around the same height as Logan. Kendall sighed and turned away, a longing in his chest.
Kendall didn't feel up for partying much anymore, so he walked over to the large tree towards the back of Jo's garden and sat beneath it. He pulled out his phone and sent Logan a quick text, telling him that he was missing him. Then he leant back against the trunk of the tree with a sigh and closed his eyes.
"Hey."
Kendall's eyes squinted open and he smiled softly when he saw Jo standing in front of him, "Hey."
The blonde girl sat next to him, looking worried, "Are you okay?"
Kendall nodded slowly, "Yeah. I'm fine."
"You seemed in a hurry to get out of the house. I saw you. Were you following someone?"
Kendall let out a heavy sigh and ran his fingers through his hair, "I—I thought I saw someone. But I was being stupid. It couldn't have been him."
Jo smiled sympathetically. She watched Kendall check his phone again, hoping that Logan had replied but he had no new messages. She smiled again as she saw him stare at his wallpaper again before locking the screen.
"Was it Logan?"
"Excuse me?" Kendall asked nervously.
"The person you thought that you saw. Did you think you saw Logan?"
A small blush spread across Kendall cheeks and he nodded slowly, "I don't know why I thought he would be here. He's so far away…"
Jo placed a comforting arm around Kendall's shoulders and they fell into a short silence, just staring up at the sky.
"Y'know, you two look cute."
Kendall eyes went wide and his head snapped around to face Jo, "W-What? Who?"
Jo rolled her eyes with a hint of a smirk, "Who were we just talking about? You and Logan."
"I-I don't know what you mean."
Jo looked slightly nervous, hoping she hadn't got the wrong end of the stick, "Uh…you like him. Don't you?"
"I—I, uh, I," Kendall was turning bright red and he couldn't find a response.
"I won't tell anyone."
"How…How did you know?"
A smile crept onto Jo's face again and she shrugged, "I just had a feeling. The way you talk about him…I can tell you miss him a lot."
"I do," Kendall admitted quietly.
"And your relationship status on Facebook…"
"Shit, is it too obvious?"
Jo shook her head, "I think people just think you're not fully over Hannah yet…But I know you are."
"And you don't mind?"
"Why would I?"
"Well, James and Carlos…they, they seem to think that you like me?"
"Oh," Jo let out a soft chuckle. "Sure, I think you hot. But we've always been great friends. I wouldn't want to ruin that."
"Thanks Jo." Kendall smiled. "So you—you don't think I'm disgusting?"
"Why on earth would I think that?"
Kendall shrugged, "Everyone sort of freaked out when they found out that Logan's gay…That's why I haven't told anyone about us."
"But you want to tell them?"
"Yeah," Kendall nodded with a sigh. "I really do. I'm not ashamed. I love him and I want everyone to know that. But I don't want to lose my family and friends."
"But they love you, Kendall. I'm sure, if you just told them, they'd come around."
Kendall sighed sadly again and Jo wrapped her arms around him, pulling him in for a comforting hug. Kendall hugged back tightly and buried his face in her shoulder. He needed this. Keeping it a secret had been driving him crazy.
"I'm here for you, okay Kendall? Any time that you need help or just want to talk, I'll be here."
"You're pretty great, you know that?"
Jo laughed lightly and gave Kendall a small nudge as she sat back, "So I've heard."
Kendall groaned when he saw his best friends come running out the backdoor, laughing loudly. They immediately spotted Kendall and then raced their way over.
"Hey, you two!" James grinned. "Having fun?"
Kendall and Jo both nodded and stood up, brushing the grass off their clothes.
"We've been looking for you," Carlos explained.
"Yeah, well, I'm here."
"Oh, did we interrupt something?" James smirked, looking between Jo and Kendall.
Both blondes shook their heads and James raised an eyebrow, not quite believing them.
"I better go and check everything's still under control," Jo told them. "I'll see you later, guys."
Jo gave them all a wave and Kendall quickly grabbed her wrist before she left.
"Hey, thanks."
"It's okay," she smiled, gently patting his arm.
Kendall smiled as she watched her leave, a weight lifted from him and then he remembered that James and Carlos were still with him.
"Come on, I need another drink."
Kendall ended up drinking more than he had planned to that night. So much that James and Carlos had to make sure he got home alright. They found it hilarious that Kendall couldn't walk straight or hold onto his train of thought for long. Sure, they'd drunk a lot too but not nearly enough as Kendall. The blonde had wanted to relax and forget everything that had happened recently; one of the reasons being that Logan hadn't replied to his text and it was making things worse.
"You gonna be alright?" James smirked as they tucked Kendall into his bed, quietly so they didn't wake up Mrs Knight.
Kendall nodded lazily, "Yup."
"You sure you don't want us to stay with you?" Carlos checked.
"I'll be fine," the blonde slurred.
"Okay, well, we'll see you on Monday."
"Bye Kendall."
"Bye guys," Kendall threw his hand up to attempt a wave and then let it drop beside him as he heard the door shut.
He rolled over in his bed with a sigh, wide awake and knowing that he wouldn't be able to sleep anytime soon. His phone was sitting on the cabinet beside his bed and it started to beep, signalling that the battery was dying.
Kendall groaned and climbed out of bed, swaying slightly as he stood up. He routed around in the drawer of the cabinet until he found the charger and plugged his phone into the wall to charge. Just as he was about to close the drawer again, he spotted an envelope; the envelope that held the photos from his trip.
Kendall grinned widely and sat back on the bed, pulling out the photos. He smiled and reminisced over the time he spent with Logan. Kendall came across the beach photos and he chuckled, remembering how Logan reacted to them. But Kendall couldn't see what the problem was. Logan looked really hot. Drops of water were scattered across his body, glistening in the sun. His hair was product free and windswept, and his dark shades contrasted with the white of his teeth.
Kendall licked his lips quickly and continued going through the photos. He paused when he reached the set that they had taken while they were lying in bed one night. Logan was tired and kept burying his face in Kendall's chest, trying to hide from the camera, and Kendall found it adorable.
Then Kendall found the picture that he'd taken of Logan on the morning after the night they first slept together. They'd just finished showering and were about to get dressed. Kendall had grabbed his camera and aimed it at Logan, snapping a picture of him before he had the chance to protest. Logan had removed his towel but he held it in his hands, holding it in front of his body. But from the angle that Kendall was standing at, he got a clear shot of Logan's plump backside and his smooth, strong back.
Kendall sighed and lay back on his bed, still staring at the picture and biting on his bottom lip. He desperately wanted to reach out and touch Logan's skin, to feel it beneath his fingertips again. He wanted to run his fingers down Logan's back and down to his ass, giving it a gentle squeeze.
Kendall breathing sped up as he imagined all the things he wanted to do to the brunette and then all the things that he wanted Logan to do to him.
Kendall could feel himself getting hard but he couldn't stop his mind from creating the images. He moved his hand beneath his bed sheets and softly started to touch himself through the material of his boxers. He let out a small moan and started to buck his hips.
Kendall dropped the photo onto the bed but made sure he could still see it. He slipped out of his boxers and dropped them to the floor, kicking his bed sheets out of the way and spreading his legs.
"Fuck," he panted as he wrapped his hand around himself and imagined that it was Logan.
He closed his eyes and continuously thrust up into his hand, gasping and letting out small whimpers. He bit down on his bottom lip to hold back a moan that he knew would be too loud.
Kendall then let out a surprised gasp when he heard his phone vibrate on top of the cabinet. He froze for a moment; it was only a text. But curiosity got the better of him and he reached over with his free hand, grabbing the phone and holding it so he could see.
'I miss you too x'
Logan had finally replied to his text.
Kendall stared at the message, wondering why Logan had to pick this moment to reply when the text he sent was hours ago.
'I miss u more x' Kendall sent in response, his hand still wrapped around his erection.
'Not possible x'
'v possible. I miss kissing u & holding u & touching u. I really wanna touch u x'
'I miss all those things too. Wish I was with you right now x'
'I wish u were too. But I'm imagining ur here with me x'
'You are? What are we doing? ;) x'
'we're lying in bed and you've got ur hand on my cock x'
Kendall smirked as he hit send and gave his erection a firm stroke, making his breathing speed up.
'Are you actually touching yourself right now? Because that would be hot…x'
'yeah. Wish it was u though x'
'Me too. I'd make you feel good x'
Kendall gasped in surprise as he read the text. He moaned and bit on his lip.
'what would u do to me? X'
Kendall waited impatiently for Logan's reply. What he wasn't expecting was his phone to start ringing.
"Hello?" he answered breathily, holding the phone to his ear.
"Hey you. I wanted to hear your voice."
"I really miss you, Logie," Kendall admitted.
"Have you been drinking?" Logan asked in amusement. "I can hear it in your voice…"
"Yeah…and I'm so fucking horny."
Logan let out a surprised laugh that made Kendall smile, "Do you want me to help with that?"
"I would love that."
"Well, where's your hand now?"
"Still on my cock, Logan," Kendall said, slightly frustrated and wishing that Logan would hurry it up.
Kendall could hear the smirk in Logan's voice and knew that he was loving this.
"Imagine that your hand is my mouth, Kendall. Imagine my tongue pressed against your cock, slowly running up and down."
"Oh fuck," Kendall gasped.
"Yeah…I'd take you all the way into my mouth and run my hands over your thighs and up to your hips, holding you down."
"Logan…" Kendall panted, his hand working quickly on his cock. "I wanna fuck you so bad."
"We're getting to that…"
"I need it now. Fuck. Are you touching yourself?"
"No, this is just about you."
"No. You have to. I need to hear you."
"O-Okay Kendall."
"Are you doing it?" Kendall asked impatiently.
"Hold on. Let me just…Okay. Okay, I'm naked now."
"Completely?"
"Yes, completely," Logan chuckled when he heard Kendall let out a small moan.
Kendall quickly pulled his own shirt over his head and dropped it to the floor. Then he lay back against his pillows and held the phone to his ear, biting on his bottom lip as he waited for Logan to talk again.
"Do you want to prepare me? Or should I do it?"
"You. You should do it."
"Okay…I take two of my fingers and I press them against your lips. Are you gonna get them nice and wet for me, Kendall?"
"Yes. Fuck, yeah, I will. I'll make them really wet."
"Good…'cuz I'll need it. I'm so tight."
"Logan!" Kendall moaned loudly, immediately throwing his hand over his mouth in surprise and hoping that no one else in the house heard him.
"Mmm, you like how tight I am, don't you?"
"I do. Oh God, I really do. Logan, you're gonna have to hurry this up."
Logan laughed softly and Kendall heard him let out a small whimper as he touched himself.
"Okay…I spread my legs for you to watch as I slowly push one of my fingers in to stretch myself," Logan's breathing hitched and Kendall could only guess – and hope – that he was doing what he was saying. "I push in a second finger because I'm so impatient and I want you so bad."
"Fuck, yeah, I need you."
"You can have me. I'm ready, Kendall. Fuck me."
Kendall gasped as he twisted his hand and then he bucked his hips, throwing his head back and squeezing his eyes shut.
"I push you down onto the bed and spread your legs wide for me," Kendall described and he heard Logan whine in approval. "I kiss you roughly before I enter you, hard and fast."
"Oh fuck. Fuck me, Kendall."
"I grab your hips tightly and thrust in and out, making you scream my name."
"Kendall! Oh God, I'm so close."
"Me too," Kendall panted, roughly biting down on his bottom lip to hold back the moan he could sense coming. "Logan…Logie, you're so fucking tight," he gasped, tightening his grip on his erection and bucking his hips faster as he felt himself getting closer and closer to his release.
"I'm gonna come."
"I want to hear you. Say my name, Logan."
Kendall could hear Logan's breathing getting heavier and he occasionally gave a short gasp and made Kendall moan quietly.
"Kendall…Oh…O-Oh God. Kenda-"
Logan was cut off by a moan and Kendall gasped at the noises Logan was making. He bit down on his lip again, knowing that he wasn't going to last much longer and, with one more flick of his wrist, he came heavily, Logan's name on his lips and shooting the sticky liquid over his thighs and stomach.
"Wow," Kendall breathed.
"Yeah."
"I had no idea that you could talk dirty like that…"
"Yeah, well, I'm full of surprises," Logan responded, playfully.
"Oh really? Well, I can't wait to find them out," Kendall grinned and then he fell silent for a moment. "I love you."
"I love you too."
Kendall ran a hand down his chest and through the mess he had made around his crotch, pulling a face at the liquid on his fingers, "You need to come visit soon, so that we can do that for real."
"Definitely."
"I really do love you, you know that, right?"
"Now, don't go getting all soppy on me."
"But I do, Logan."
"I know. I love you so much."
"Good, I just wanted you to know that I love you and I don't care what anyone else thinks. You're amazing, Logan."
"T-Thank you, Kendall," Logan sighed happily.
"Okay, I-I have to go because things are starting to dry and it's getting uncomfortable."
Logan let out a surprised laugh, "Okay. I'll speak to you soon."
"Yeah, definitely."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Good night."
"Night."
Kendall sighed as the line went dead and then he left his phone by the bed while he grabbed his boxers and quickly made his way across the hall and into the bathroom to clean himself up.
Kendall returned to his bedroom feeling refreshed. He slipped into bed and gathered up the photos that were still scattered across the bed sheets and carefully placed them back in the drawer that they came from. Pulling the covers up to his chin, he rolled onto his side and fell asleep with a content smile on his face, dreaming of the boy that made his heart beat faster.
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