Bella;
I woke up for the next day of torture feeling a little better than usual. Alice had said sorry for never speaking to me through all my years of misery- but i was finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. She even introduced me to her boyfriend, Jasper. He was really funny and it looked like they were truly in love. Which made me think of Edward- which didn't make sense. I hadn't had a thought like that for Edward in sucha long time, I truly thought i was getting over him, but this made me think differently. I groaned as i got up. I had told Alice i was in love with her brother- she had said she knew. Exactly how many other people did? And i had just realised that i was in love with Edward Cullen. That would just make things even more awkward between me and him. Damn, why do things have to be like this- he'd never love me back. And i cryed. The guy had run away with my heart- and he would never give it back, no matter how much i pleaded and how much i begged.
i dont know how long i sat there and just pelted out every single time i had had my heart broken by him calling me names and sniggering at me behind my back- why, why did he hate me? I had known him all my life, and in all my life i didn't know anyone who hated me more. I just cried more when i thought of how we'd never be together, no matter how perfect he was for me.
When i finally found the willpower to get up and get to school i realised i had to be there in 5 minutes, and it took 10 to get there ARGH why did this have to happen to me!? So i put on a new pair of skinny jeans and some top that alice had got for me, she'd chucked out all my old clothes in the bin. Evil pixie.
i Started mr chevy to hear the familiar boom come to life was a comfort- as i got to school there was noone outside- exceept Alice, who had a massive grin plastered on her face.
"Whats up, Alice?" i asked, bewildered
"only the best!! You're soo coming round for a sleepover tonight!!"
"But what about Charlie!?"
"Call Him."
"Fine."
"I am soo making you over."
"What!? No way !!"
She snickered and said "my friend Rosalie is coming aswell, shes with Emmett; so be on your best behaviour- i think hes taught her some kung fu skills!"
Great, just what i needed- scary sleepover stuff with a skilled fighter.
"Do i have to Alice?!"
"Please Bella? Seriously it'll be so fun! Plus now that we're best friends, we should do this stuff together."
"Fine. But only cause you gave me the look." The look was when she literally did a puppy dog expression, it was annoyingly hard to refuse to anything she said when she used that look.
She chortled "Come on, lets get to class."
The day went slowly and when i called Charlie, he sounded pleased- said that its great i was going out. What a great father i had. He didn't even ask what we'd be doing, when i'd be home- nothing like that NOTHING.
I got into Alices porsche for the second day in a row and we drove to her house. Well, i couldn't really call it a house- more of a small mansion? Yeah that's more like it. It was so big and so beautiful.
"Alice- Whoa.." I said
"Oh, please, its only a house."
pfft, as if- that was more than just a house. It was so big. We got inside and it was so airy and spaced out;with orange and white walls and the latest in modern furniture-probably designer- i was just gobsmacked as we moved from room to room, finally stopping outside hers.
"Bella, the toilets just next door- and Edwards room is on the other side- don't get them mixed up." Alice warned, obviously one of her last sleep over victims had, and it hadn't gone down well.
"I wont Alice," I hesitated "Alice?"
"Yeah?"
"I talk in my sleep, if i say anything embarrasing, please dont laugh at me.."
"Oh, like i would."
"Your the best, Alice" I said smiling "I know i am, but you can be second best." God, Alice was the bomb.
Rosalie got here soon after- and i felt soo average, she should have been a model- she was so pretty, with long blonde hair, and the right make-up, she looked amazing, and Alice was so pretty too. I just felt so plain and average next to them.
If your thinking that i hadn't been thinking about sleeping in the same house as Edward 'Sex on legs' Cullen- then your wrong. I couldn't stop- thats why i felt so plain next to Pretty and prettier; i even thought that maybe i could 'accidently slip into his room in the middle of the night and rape him or something.
When i slipped back into reality- i realised i wasn't that brave, flirty kinda girl. I was quiet and shy. And there was no way i would be able to slip in there and try and make myself look reasonably attractive, without him laughing at me and telling the entire school the next day.
But then again- there was Jacob, I hadn't forgotten about his confession, and i didn't want to hurt him. But i didn't feel the same way. I had no idea what to do and i felt that if i did, i would regret it.
when we finally went to bed at about 3ish i needed a piss so bad, so i crept onto the landing and quickly did my business; when i came back out- i bumped right into him.
"Bella." He whispered seductively
"E-edward.." i whispered much less seductively.
"Bella, i was hoping to run into you."
"W-what..?"
Edward;
When i found that Alice had done her job rather well, i decided to give her the free make up i had promised to give if she did it- turns out, that she had taken Bella on a shopping trip, and taken her up to meet Jasper. I decided i was going to get to know Bella a little better on that Monday- but, when she didnt turn up after the bell, i quickly gave up on it. Alice was planning to have a sleepover, and Bella was invited. Feck, Bella Swan was gonna be in the same house as me, i didn't know how i would control myself. I had never felt this way about anyone, i only realised i was in love with her about 2 years ago. I had known her all my life- and had only seen sense a couple of years ago. How sad.
I had treated her worse than dirt- and i still didn't know if she wanted me as much as i craved for her.
The day went quickly, and when i got home i decided to lock myself in my room, i heard Bella and Alice come in shortly after, and heard them stop outside my room "Bella, the toilets just next door- and Edwards room is on the other side- don't get them mixed up." Oh, please do. Alice knew how i felt for Bella yet she still decided to keep me as far away from her as possible my heart screamed WHY and my head screamed LISTEN TO YOUR SISTER YOU SELFISH BRAT
the girls were awake for ages, when i heard the Alices door open, i looked around to check who it was- and i saw Bellas juicy butt quickly disappearing into the bathroom. I decided to wait for her- until she came out.
"Bella." I whispered
"E-edward.." she whispered back shyly- cute.
"Bella, i was hoping to run into you."
"W-what..?"
I just put my fingers to her lips and brought my lips to hers. I felt the tingling sensation, like electricity burning through me, through her. It was like a drug, she was like my own personal brand of Heroin. Yes, i was in love with Bella Swan. But i was pretty sure she loved me too.
"Bella," I whispered when our lips parted "Bella i need you. You do things to me Bella, things that i can and cant explain."
"Edward- Edward i-i should get back."
"What? Bella tell me, tell me you need me like i need you. Please, Bella. I can't live without you anymore."
"Edward, i know what your doing. You know i've had a crush on you for so long now- 2 years almost. Your gonna play me up- make me an even bigger joke."
"I get it. Bella but please, please listen to me.."
"Edward- it really has been nice talking to you. But i must get some sleep."
I mouthed the words I love you to her, before finally retreating back to my room. She had me spellbound- i was at her mercy. I would do anything, anything just to have that feeling again.
Isabella Swan, you will be mine. Just you wait.
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