Okies, so i just wanna saay, that Bella doesnt decide to keep seeing Edward, and just to stay with Jacob, which, of course, makes Edward feel completely worthless Yardy da da .x What will he do to make Bella realise that him and her are meant to be!? ooohhh Suspense!! hope you all like it :):) x

Edward;
The next day at school, i thought she would dump the dog for me. But, no luck there. When i parked in my volvo space, (i called it that cause noone else parked there. It was the 'volvo space') i saw none other than Beauty and the puppy playing a bit of tonsel tennis. When they finally pryed there mouths off of one another Bella looked over to me, with an apologetic look on her face. 'So, i guess it doesn't take a mindblowing kiss and a drive home to make her see sense, i need to prove to her that wet dog over there, isnt good enough for her. ' i thought to myself. I was scowling so bad, no wonder Lauren, Jessica and Tanya came over; they were known as the blonde bimbos of the school, and they thought they were supreme to all girls. Tanya- the leader of the pack had shoulder length strawberry blonde hair- but had been died to make it look superficial, she had blue eyes and she looked so orange- she could barely hold her eyelids open , that was how heavy her false lashes were. Lauren- the perhaps more popular out of herself and Jessica. Lauren had bleach blonde hair, with absolutely no natural colour left. She also, looked orange. This time without the false lashes- but with waayy too much mascara. And then there was Jessica- She had naturally curly hair and was naturally tanned, but had obviously had a boob job, and again, wore the false lashes. These girls thought they were sexy, but they were merely slags; They'd lost there virginitys when they were what? 13, 14? It was disgusting.

"Hey, Eddie-kins.." Lauren tried to say sexily.

"hi." I said, i wasn't going to make coversation with these twats.

"Look, Eddie, we were just like wondering.." Jessica butted in, fluttering her eyelashes at me

"If, maybe, you'd like a threeso-" NOWAY was Tanya trying to ask me for a THREESOME!? Noway would i even sleep with one of those skanks, let alone with 2 of them

"Foursome, Tanya babes." Said Jessica, obviously annoyed that she'd been left out

"You actually think, i would sleep with any of you!? I hate your GUTS." I said truthfully.
all three looked at me shocked.

"Eddie, Darling, we know your joking. We can see you've wanted us for ages," Tanya said, confused

"HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH YOU MUST BE JOKING. YOU KNOW, YOUR SLAGGY SKANKS, RIGHT? YOU KNOW THAT?!"

They just scowled and walked away. Bella caught my eye then, she looked shocked, nobody had ever spoken to those three like that before, and she had definately not expected me to be the first. This was just part of my plan to prove to her i was different, i wouldn't cause pain to her again. But she had some apologising to do aswell. She cant just go around kissing me when she pleases and telling me how much i mean to her, and then going and staying with Jacob Fecking Black. Jealousy was taking over. The lost puppy didn't know how lucky he was, and how short his time with her would be. My plan was to simply show Bella what i would do for her.

My vision was suddenly coloured red. Nothing could or would get in my way. I had a plan.

Bella;
I woke up early the next morning, still hardly believing what had happened the night before. Edward had told me what i meant to him- but im not sure how much of that was a dream, and how much was reality.
I decided to stay with Jake, i wasn't going to break him- he meant to much for me for that, plus, i still didn't know how much of what Edward had said was a joke, and how much was truly from his heart. I still loved him, that was true, but i didn't know if he would ever feel the same way.

Jacob Black was the safe choice, the choice my head desired, Edward Cullen was the harmful choice, the choice my heart desired.

And i didn't know which to choose. My head or my heart, Jacob or Edward. (A/n Theres only one way to find out FFIIGGHHTT!! Sorry, couldnt stop myself.x lol)

As i made my way out to the chevy, i realised Charlies Cruiser was still in the driveway. I went to the back garden, to see that he was sitting on a deck chair.

"Dad? Why aren't you at work!?" I asked, confused

He looked up, obviously shocked. "I called in sick, Bells. I just got lost in my thoughts out here."

"Thinking about mum?" Renee had died 2 years ago, i missed her like hell, but my way of coping was to just go on through life as if nothing had happened. Whilst Charlie's was to blank everything out and do the exact opposite. He sat there moarning in his room when we found out the bad news, he was in there for about 2 weeks, exceot for toilet breaks. I brought his meals up to him.

"Who else?" He sighed

I nodded and told him i was heading to school. Poor Charlie, Renee had been his first love, and they had been so happy together. Charlie had days like that about once every 5 months, when it all crept up on him.

I sighed as i headed into school , where Jake was waiting for me, with a massive beam on his face.

"Bella," He breathed

"Hey Jake," I tried to put on a happy face, but he saw right through it.

"Bells? Whats up?" He asked, worried

"Oh, nothing, i was just thinking about mum."

"Come here." He said

So i did and he enveloped me in a big bear hug, before kissing me, forcefully. When we broke apart, i looked over to see Edward staring at us like he'd just seen a ghost. I gave him the best apologetic look i could, and saw him scowl as he saw Jessica, Lauren and Tanya creeping up to him. Ugh, i hated them, and i felt a strange sense of a stab in the stomach. Ow, i thought to myself. I watched closely to see him suddenly laughing and shouting at them, the girls threw a look at him and walked away. Trying to make themselves look 'sexy'.

I looked over at Edward, confused. The old Edward would never have laughed them off like that, the old Edward would have taken whatever they were offering, the old Edward wouldn't have looked over at me, with a huge beam on his face.

The day went on.. getting stranger and stranger. During Bioligy, firstly- i noticed Edward passing notes to me.

Hey Bella,
What do you want, Edward?
I just want to know why you can kiss me, and then still be with over there.
Edward. I made my feelings towards you perfectly clear last night. I even told you that i wouldn't break up with Jake. Your just hurting him you know, by using him like that.

How in the HELL did he know that!?

I'm not using him.
Really looks like that.

The bell rung, i gave Edward a scowl and walked out the room.

2nd lesson- English. Edward was in the room opposite, and i saw him standing there waiting for me once it had finished.

"Edward, what do you want?!" I asked, startled.

"Just wanted to talk." He stated

"Shame, i dont feel the same." I said as i walked away.

I heard laughter then, Mike the newt was laughing at Edward as he got rejected by me, the freak of the school. I smiled, good, that should get him back for a tenth of the pain he caused me in all my 17 years.

3rd lesson- Trig. Jake was with me in this class, and he was useless at it, so i kept my mind from drifting about Edward, while i showed Jake how to do it exactly.

"So, Bella, ive been meaning to talk to you about something- i didn't have a chance to this morning, as you were in such a state." Jacob looked at me intently, this was important.

"Go on." I answered curiously.

"I just think its a bit silly that were going out if your just gonna get a lift home from Edward.." Shit! He saw us. Damn.

"Look, Jake, ill explain what happened, Alice was planning on taking me home, but she had come to school in Edwards car, and so i had to ride back with him whilst she took my truck home." I lied, i'd have to tell Alice. He was sure to run it by her.

"I believe you Bells, I just, i just dont feel comfortable about you doing it again- i dont wanna become the possesive boyfriend, and im usually not, i swear! I just, dont wanna, lose you.. to a dickhead like Cullen."

"You wont lose me," i whispered as i kissed then the bell went, and i sighed, thank god that was over! I was sure i had given myself away- but Jake probably would believe anything i said. I still needed to tell Alice. He said he wasnt the possesive type- and i didnt want to be the reason that he became like that. Lunchtime. Edward wouldnt stop staring at me intently, and he got Alice to come over to ask if i would sit with her and her friends today. I shrugged- i didnt realise he would be sitting there.

"Hey Bella!" He greeted as i sat down on the table.

"Edward." I nodded my head, i would just stay on conversation terms with Alice and Emmett- Rosalie didnt go to Forks high school otherwise i would have happily chatted away to her aswell.

But, before long Edward started joining into the chatter aswell,

"So, Bella, i see your boyfriend cant take his eyes away from you." He said smugly, i looked around and saw that, he in fact was. I decided to get one up on Edward when i saw Tanya, Lauren and Jessica staring just as intently at Edward.

"Just as i see all three of your Girlfriends staring very worriedly at you."
He scowled at me. "Good one Bella, but i meant your actual boyfriend." He hissed, shrugging i signalled for him to come over.

"You wont mind him coming and sitting with us then." he scowled but gave in.

"I suppose dogs could be welcome on this table."

"Edward!" Alice shrieked "You dont go around calling people dogs just because you dislike them!!" I raised an eyebrow, i had a feeling that i may have been the reason for the sudden dislike.

By this time Jake had joined us, and pecked me on the lips. I smiled up at him.

"Sit next to me, Jake." I patted the chair next to me.
he shrugged and sat down.

"So Jacob.." Alice started "as Bella's best friend, i have a duty to ask some questions about you; to make sure Bella is entering a correct relationship."

I glared at her, not in front of me.. or ever.

"I notice that you become very..protective of any girl that may be more than a friend to you. And dont deny it, i noticed with you and Leah." How the hell..

"Alice? Why were you even noticing Jake and Leah when they were together.." I pushed in

"I had a feeling you two would get together." She shrugged

"Yes, i suppose i am pretty protective. But its a good thing. Ive never had a sour relationship; or been dumped. For another guy."
He looked at Edward when he said this.. I would have to make sure nothing serious happened..

"Hmm, interesting. Okay, so we understand that your protective, have you ever.. been in love?" Why.. WHY That question.. of all the questions she could have asked, why that one?!

"Jake, you dont have to answer that." But, obviously.. he didnt listen as he nodded

"Yes. Bella." He gave me a smile, i was bright red, and gave him a tight smile back.

"Bella? Have you ever been in love?" Alice asked me.

"Y-yes." Please, please dont ask the who question, but she didn't have to. Jacob and Edward asked it at the same time.

"Who." They both said

I looked from one to the other, EDWARD my heart screamed suddenly, but my head was screaming the opposite. I knew to follow my heart, and i knew i'd have to tell him some time. But i couldnt, not here, not in front of the one person it would hurt most.

Thankfully the bell went and i stood up quickly and raced to my next lesson. Edward was definately up to something, and he had Alice helping.

The next to lessons were uneventful- i tried to stay as far away from all members of the conversation we had had at lunch. I really didnt need that subject brought up again.

But, when, after gym i found Edward standing like a greek God by my car, i knew there was no getting away from it.

"Bella." He sounded relieved, as if he'd been waiting for me.

"What the hell are you doing here, Edward?" I asked, not meaning to sound rude- its just how it came out

"Bella, i need to know who you were going to say at lunch. I wont sleep tonight if you dont tell me."

"I still haven't decided myself yet. You wont be the only one laying awake tonight."

"Okay, ill do you a deal."

"Go on,"

"Me and Jacob take you on 2 seperate dates- the one who you decide- who gave you the most romantic, fun time- the one who you enjoyed the most, simply because of the person, not the place or anything like that. You choose them."

I could see he'd been planning this. "Deal. Whens your date?"

"Tonight. I'll pick you up at 9; alice will make you over.."

"Fine. Ill sort out with Jake when the next one will be."

"Bella?"

"Yeah?"

"Bella, I.." But he shook his head and gave me his crooked smile- i hadnt seen it in such a long time

"You what?!" Oh my gosh.. he was about to tell me he had been joking the entire time..

"Dont worry- ill tell you tonight." God i hope we didn't run into Jake.

So i got in my car and when i got home, i saw Alice talking with my dad in the living room, with about 4 bags of stuff.. this better be a good night.

Okies, so thats chapter 5 :) hope you liked it, and the plan that Edward made wasn't in fact the grovelling bit, it was the date in case you were wondering :) review review revieeww :) ive been writing these so fast simply because i have loadsa snow days :L:L x anyways so review and ill write the next chapter quickles ;) x 3 that was definately the longest chapter so far :) review if you liked it :) x x x loveyouaaallll x