okies, so yeah, thanks for the reviews, they mean alot- no joke :) x so anyways, in this chapter its Edwards date (: i wonder where on earth he could possibly be taking her... dundunDUUUNN lolzing :L x anyways so read..... and then REVIEW :)
Bella;
I walked into the living room, "Bella!! How long did it take you to get home!? You took ages!!" She started on me.
"Erm , i was held back after gym." I decided to lie since Charlie was there, and since Forks was such a small town, word had gotten round about myself and Jake, he would have gotten suspicious if i had said i was speaking about the date with dear Edward.
"Oh... well, shall we get you ready upstairs? I've explained everything to Charlie." Nodding my head i started upstairs to my room.
Once we got there she started talking to me "Now, Bella, i know it will be hard for you; going out tonight with my brother, especially after all the years he's treated you like dirt. But i know how he feels, he doesn't keep many things from me, Bella." I nodded my head.
to "And you, you told me that you loved him- and i know you still do. He loves you too, Bella. More than you know." i stared at her, shocked.
"Alice I-" I started but she butted in
"I know why your with Jacob, Bella. But how long can you go on lying to yourself, lying to your best friend?"
"Alice, i'm sorry if it hurts you too, because im causing pain to your brother...but, Alice- i need to be able to trust him. Before i make a huge decision like that."
She nodded "I understand, my brother has been such a dick to you these past years- but, lets forget about that for now. Time for your makeover!!" She squealed. I rolled my eyes, but let her make the tansformation. When i realised she wasnt doing anything i was a bit confused.
"Erm, Alice? Aren't you meant to be making me over now?" i asked.
"Oh," She said "Didn't i mention, Rose is coming over to help!" I smiled, a genuine smile. I hadn't seen Rosalie in so long; and me and her got along so well.
And then, as if on cue, there was a knock at the door. Alice's face lit up "That'll be her now!" we both raced downstairs to answer the door to her
"Hi guuyyss!!" We both beamed back at her.
"Hey Rosalie!" We chorused. Once she was in with all 3 of her bags we all started upstairs. I was a bit confused, all these bags couldn't hold clothes just for me!!
"Erm, guys, why have you brought so many bags!?" i decided to ask
they both looked at eachother and laughed "Duh, Bella! Your not the only one with a hot date around here!! Were both going out too!" Alice said
"Yeah!" Rosalie gushed "Emmett and i are going on a double date with Alice and Jasper!" which reminded me that i had to ask Alice where Jasper had been the past couple of days.
"Alice, where exactly has Jasper been the past few days? Surely if hes unwell he shouldnt be on a date.." I started
"Oh.. i thought i told you! All three of his sisters have decided to sign up for the army.. they want to help make a change- he was simply saying goodbye to them, they did try to make him join- but he wanted to stay with me." she smiled to herself me and Rose let out an aww before they both turned on me.
"I think Bella should go first.." Alice said
"I totally agree." Rosalie answered;
and before i knew it, Alice had pounced on me and was now holding my eye open to put the eyeliner on. After about 3 hours of pure dressing up torture i was ready to go. And it was only 8 o'clock. Both girls stood me up to look in the mirror, and there was no point in being modest; i looked amazing.
They had given me a pair of plain silver pumps, with a pair of patterned blue tights, all leading up to about an inch above my knee, which is where mydress started. It was puffy at the bottom, and, was a dark , midnight blue, with silver flowers making there way to just below my bust, where they stopped and it was plain. The dress had straps, but they were pretty thin and you could barely see them underneath the dark three quarter arm length cardigen, which was made of the same silk that the dress was- but they were both not see through as they had a soft fabric underneath the silk. My make up was done beautifully- with lightly done blue eyeliner and black mascara. I had foundation on, but it looked natural , and the lipstick was red, which suited my skin colour beautifully. The lipgloss made it look shiny. My hair was curled lightly and had a flowery hairband going across. I looked like a completely different person. I looked stunning. After about half an hour After i was finished, Alice and Rose also were. They looked like supermodels. Alice had straightened Rosalies hair for her- which was usually wavy- and her make up looked amazing- as usual. She was wearing a knee length, black and white dress. Below the bust was just pure black- and above was just white. It was strapless, with a shoulder cardigen, which had sequins on. Her outfit was so simple, but so gorgeous. She was wearing skyscraper heels, so she towered over myself and Alice, she was holding a silver clutch bag. Whilst Alice had smoothed her hair down, and was wearing a peachy red dress, which was knee high and had a V-neck as the straps met eachother at the back, it beaded around that bit with black beads. It was so beautiful. She also, was wearing pumps, but these ones were black- to match the beads. Her make-up was also, flawless.
then there was a knock at the door. We all grinned at eachother, our guys were here. As we raced down the stairs for the second time that evening, we opened the door to the 3 most beautiful guys i had ever seen- better looking than my boyfriend. Damn, why was i so honest with myself!?
Edward was the best there though, with his touseled bronze hair and grey shirt that belonged with a suit- but he had taken away the Blazer- and just rolled up the sleeves, he was wearing suit trousers though. He did have the blazer over his shoulder, being held by his hand- the other hand was in the pocket, he looked uncharacteristically shy. I blushed and looked away when i realised my mouth was hanging open.
"Trying to catch some flies, Bella?!" Emmett joked
"Haha very funny." I chuckled as we walked out the door towards our guys cars.
"BYE CHARLIE!!" I shouted before leaving
"BYE." He called from the other room "HAVE A GOOD TIME!" I smiled, he seemed happier now that i was seeing Jacob- mostly because himself and Billy Black, Jacobs father were such great friends.
I was about to open Edwards car when he stopped me and opened it for myself,
"Ladys first." He teased, i rolled my eyes and got in, he grinned crookedly at me through the window, before running his hands through his hair and sighing. He then walked over to the other side and sat for a while.
"You look...amazing." He started, looking at me intently
"Your one to talk." I replied, i could feel the blood surfacing to my skin, i probably looked 50 shades of red, i looked down, but he stopped it with his hand.
"Don't look down. Your blush is so beautiful.." We sat there staring into eachothers eyes for what felt like forever. Before i interupted
"I think its time to get to that date." I blushed some more, i must have looked like a tomato..
He nodded, and pulled out a blimdfold. "Noway. Whereever were going, im pretty sure a blindfold is not necessary." i argued
Sighing he said "Fine, but for the second part your wearing it. Deal?"
"Deal." i agreed.
About 20 minutes later we had arrived in Port Angeles; which was silly, because from Forks it was an hour long journey. I looked at Edward, stupid maniac driver who was a shiny volvo owner.
I was about to open the door- but, Edward being Edward had already gotten out and was at that time opening the door for me. I sighed, rolled my eyes, and got out. He held my hand as he led me into the Italian Restaurant.
We were given a private booth- so it was alot quieter. He wanted to talk.
"Now, Bella. Before i start this evening, i think its only correct if we both apologise to one another. Forsay you say sorry for confessing your feelings towards me and giving me a mindblowing kiss, and then going and joining your mouth with the dogs. And i, of course shall apologise a million times over for the bullying, and for ensuring that you can barely trust me. You have to understand that i was in denial of-" but he stopped short, i didnt understand, what was he in denial of!?
"Of what?" i asked
He gave me his beautiful crooked smile and said "You'll find that out in part 2."
"What is part 2 exactly..?"
"patience, Bella." He winked- which of course dazzled the hell out of me. And i was hardly able to speak.
"So is it time for apologies now?" i asked, warily. I understood where he was coming from. He was nearly always right, though i would never admit that infront of his face.
"Yes, i think first the worst? I definately gave you the worse time out of the 2, and Bella," I looked into his eyes, his beautiful, Emerald eyes. I was drowning in them, but it wasnt end-of-life drowning, i saw a new beggining. Just for me and Edward, so, i ofcourse nodded. "Bella, i'm so sorry- you dont know how sorry i am. And when i say he doesnt deserve you, of course he does. It is i, that doesnt. Bella, i cant stop thinking about you. Your so beautiful- when i carried you to the medical room, i didnt see Bella, i saw a goddess. I cant get that out of my mind."
I hadnt realised i was crying until he wiped a tear from my cheek. "Edward, Edward you know that things have gotten better- im over the whole bullying thing. I look into your eyes and i see a future.."
Just then the waitress came "Have you decided what you want to order?" she looked like the ultimate definition of bored.
"Erm.. Mushroom Raveoli for me." I smiled whilst giving her back the menu.
"And for you..?" She fluttered her eyes at Edward.
"Same for me, 2 cokes aswell please." He answered.
When she finally left Edward gave me his grin, "If you feel that way about me then what in the hell are you doing with ?!"
I gave him a tight smile, and sighed "You were right when you said i was using him, you know. I did it mostly to pay you back for all the years. But i also did it for Jake himself- I mean, come on. How brave must he have been to come out and say all those things? Sounds pretty brave to me.. i couldn't break him- Edward. Even if it was the wrong thing for me, he'll find someone someday, but im not gonna hurt him until i know that you want me as much as i want you."
"Bella, if anything i love you more, but im happy to say that both feelings are mutual towards one another.. im still thinking i have more for you- but youll find out why i think that in 2nd part."
Then the waitress came "And here are your cokes, your meal will be given to you shortly." Edward smiled in thanks to her. Then turned back to me,
"I'm sorry for all the distress i caused you. I hated doing it- i liked you 2 years ago aswell, but i wouldnt admit it to myself, so i was even more harsh on you. Drink." He ordered the last bit; i was thirsty, yet another thing he was right about.
He smirked " I dont even know how you can stand to be under the same roof as me.. I was a dick."
"Yes, yes you were." I put my hands on top of his "But your making up for it now. I thought the rest of the date was supposed to be something other than apologies? I forgave and i promise you," I looked into his eyes "I will forget."
Smiling at me he said "I dont deserve it Bella. I deserve you to hate my guts- i deserve to feel the stab i get in my stomach whenever i see you and Jacob together-" He was about to say more but i interrupted.
"You get that too?" I whispered
He nodded "Yeah. It just hurts.. When did you get it?"
"When i was with Jake and i saw Jessica, Lauren and Tanya going over to you. I thought you wouldn't reject them; and that hurt. I had a hard time holding myself together it was so painful."
He grinned such a huge grin "You know what this means, right?"
I looked at him, confused; so he explained for me "Bella- we're meant for eachother. That stab is natures way of telling us that the other people shouldn't be there. Just us, no strings attached."
I smiled at him, "But there are."
"Dump him." Edward breathed
"I cant- it would break him." i choked out
Just then the Raveoli turned up the waitress put the plates down and we tucked in. Never speaking a word but gazing into eachothers eyes. I got lost, just occasionally popping some pasta into my mouth.
When we finished, Edward payed and we walked out hand in hand. "Now to the next destination!" He said cutely
Smiling sheepishly I said "Aye aye captain!"
We got into his car and he put the blindfold on me, I let out a growl and he laughed silently. The road up there was bumpy- and i had a feeling that we'd gone back to forks, when he opened the door- i found that i was right. I could feel the damp fog sticking to my exposed skin. When we started walking, i realised we werent going to a cinema or anything so comfortable- we were in fact going hiking.
I groaned "Edward.. Ill trip and fall and put both our lives in danger.."
He chuckled and whispered in my ear "I would never let that happen." and he kissed me. That was when i knew. My head was not the place to follow. My heart, of course was right.
"Edward I-" I was about to tell him how i truly felt but he interrupted me
"Lets save that for later, hm?" I nodded back slowly as he led me higher and higher into the forest.
Just as i was about to ask him where the heck were we; he took off the blindfold and i gasped- for in front of me was the most beautiful round, meadow i had ever seen. And, in that moment i felt the strongest electric current pulse through me.
Edward;
The date had gone extremely well, i knew she was already learning to trust me. I had decided to take her to my favourite restaurant where we had both apologised for everything- me more so. The whole evening was magical, we had looked into eachothers eyes for the most of it; her chocolate brown eyes enveloped me in perfectness. She looked so amazing that night aswell. Her dress; was so beautiful and suited her perfectly, her make up was flawless. And i was happy to almost be able to call her mine. For the second part i decided to take her to the meadow- my private thinking space. The wild flowers and the small gurgling of the stream on the other side, i knew she'd love it. But that was also the place where i would confess my love for her. I had come so close to it, finally i would be able to just let it all out.
"Bella?" She turned at gave me the biggest grin i think i've ever seen.
"Edward?" I loved the way she said my name. So perfect coming from her lips.
"Sit with me?"
"As if i wouldnt." Once she was safely sitting down i decided to pluck up the courage and just tell her.
"Bella, you dont know how much ive wanted to tell you this evening- i came close to it in the restaurant." She nodded "Bella- you drive me crazy- i wouldnt want to be here with anyone else, whats mine is yours, ive never shown anyone else this meadow. But, i decided, seeing as i promised myself that i would only take my true love here, i might aswell bring you." She looked shocked but beckoned for me to continue " Isabella Marie Swan- I am insanely in love with you. I fell hard 2 years ago, and ive kept it locked up shut in my mouth until now."
Nodding, she said "Edward Mason-Cullen, i cant explain the love i feel for you. It's just there. I cant get rid of it- it wont budge and, now that your here, with me tonight, i realise, finally, that there is no way in hell that i would possibly move it now. But there is the small fact of Jacob Black."
"Bella. Forget about him for one night." And i gave her the most powerful, divine kiss that ive ever given anyone. When we were finished we looked up at the stars, and before i knew it, it was midnight.
"Bella?" I whispered in case she was asleep, she in fact was asleep, so i carried her back to the car. When i started the engine she awoke.
"Edward, what if Jake saw us?" I guessed she was dreaming something like that, by the way her lips kept making the sounds Edward No Jake Edward; Edward is who i want. Not you Jake.
I smiled "Bella- if he did he would've murdered me by now." I chuckled
But there was a small part of me that worried if he did. Of course he didn't- i was right, as usual.
Okies; so thats chapter 6!! What did you think?!?!?! that was byfar the longest chapter- it took me ages.
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