well this is the tenth chapter!! I'm guessing, by the reviews that the last chapter was good? Thanks for them :) Anyways, On to the next onee!! It took me alot of thinking to get this one just right. Will Edward decide to let Jacob 'doggie' Black sleep with Bella?? I bet your all on the edge of your seats... or at least i hope you are... it would make me happy if you were..and the happier i am- the most probable that the story will be better :L so yeah, thanks for reading, and, as ive said what feels like a million times- REVIEW!! BECAUSE THEN I CAN UPLOAD FASTER AND I HAVE A FEELING THAT THATS WHAT YOU WANT!!


Bella;

As we were led up the old, dusty stairs i pictured in my mind what the apartment would look like. Maybe it would be bare, with boxes dotted around, as if someone had moved in- but never unpacked. Or maybe it was filled with rich furniture- but had neverbeen cleaned, and had been abandoned, with cobwebs and spiders hiding in every corner. I laughed in my mind as i imagined Alice in that situation.

And then a tsunami crashed over me suddenly. My memory was back! I suddenly remembered everything that had ever happened in my life- and more importantly, in the last 5 days. At least, i think it was 5 days.. i decided to ask, Embry, i think it was, what the day was.

"Excuse me?" I asked, more like squeaked, getting my memory back was an overwhelming experiance- Embry must have thought that i was scared of him, as he smirked when he turned around. I seriously wanted to punch him in the face.

"What do you want?" He answered

"Yeah, what day is it today?" I said with a little more attitude.

"Saturday." He grunted, annoyed that i wasn't scared of him. I grinned.

Alice nodded at me and tapped her head, she knew it was back.. wait.. how in the hell did she know that!? Alice confused me sometimes.. no, let me rephrase that- not sometimes, all the time.

We went up another flight of stairs before we stopped outside a classy looking door. Embry started feeling in his pockets, trying to find the key i presumed. When he finally opened the door, me and Alice took a step inside, and literally gasped.

It was gorgeous! So modern and airy. The carpet was soft- as if it had just been placed there. The walls were purple, with one feature wall. The kitchen was up to date- and, basically the dream kitchen. The bedroom had 2 beds, each with a unique duvet on. One saying Bella in a unique and special way, and the other saying Alice in a similar, but wildly different way.

Alice, being Alice went straight to the curtains and started stroking and smelling them.. what a strange evil pixie i had with me.

Embry looked at her with a look of 'oh my god.. what in the hell..' he smiled and left, after warning us that there were cameras dotted all over the apartment, so we would be watched.

He didnt tell us that there were no microphones. When he left, me and Alice grinned at eachother.

"Your memories back!!" She squealed

"Yeah!" I smiled "Both guys are complete dicks! But i'm still in love with Edward!! How is that possible!?"

"Bella. You learnt to forgive him in the past- you need to learn to forgive again. I trust my brother. He will either choose you- or find a way to get both of us out, he knows thats what i want."

"Alice. You're being silly. Its death or life."

"I'd rather be dead than see my brother suicidal everyday, and not knowing where in the world my best friend is, and whether shes safe or not."

"Jacob would never hurt me."

"No? Look around us Bella. He'd pretty much do anything to make sure you dont run away. And if he cant have you, i have a pretty good idea that nobody else can."

I looked at her, realising how right she was. I started hysterically crying. I couldn't live without Edward. I couldn't live without his love. I couldn't live without his uneven smile. Not without his comforting kiss. Secretly, selfishly, i hoped he would choose me over Alice. I couldn't live with this monster. Edward was a protector, that's what Jake used to be. He'd lost my trust. If Edward chose Alice i would kill myself. Jacob needn't worry about that.

"Okay, Bella. We have a good strength against them, they have no idea that we have our memories back- Jacob's gonna come up here any second now, and make out to us like he's the perfect guy, we have to go along with his games, okay? Act like your swooning over him. If he tries to kiss you,though, punch him. Show him that you are not easy." Alice interrupted me from my thoughts.

I nodded slowly as the door opened.

And a man walked in that i recognised as Jacob. He smiled at us, he had changed, i looked down. I had not- i bet he was enjoying that. Half my dress was ripped, so he could see part of my belly. It had been cut short and so was now a mini dress. Ugh.

"Hello." He said

"Hi, yeah could you get me some new clothes, please?" I asked whilst trying to cover up some of the rippage.

"There are some in the closet. Go and get yourself changed." He said unwillingly. I shuddered, what had i been thinking? Getting with him? I'd wanted to spare his feelings, and that is what i got in return. I got kidnapped, and threatened. Great this week had gone from amazing to terrible, in 6 days.

When i found some comfy looking jeans and a baggy top, i changed and walked back to where Jacob and Alice were.

"So, are you willing to tell us who you are and why the hell we're here?" I decided to act like i'd just lost my memory again, it seemed wise enough.

"Hi, yeah, sorry about that. I'm Jacob, i saved you guys in a car crash, and since the doctors didn't know who the hell you are, and the brain damage is severe enough that you don't remember your own families, your staying with me." He lied, pathetic.

"Erm, okay- but couldn't they have just traced the license plate details and shown our identity and called where we were living at the moment?" Aha! I'd got him, no way had he been expecting that.

"Right well you see, your license plates were destroyed in the crash."

"What about drivers licenses, passports, anything that would show our identities?"

"Why would you be carrying around passports?"

"What if we were going on holiday."

"Well, there were no passports found, and the drivers licenses were taken away as evidence, straight away- noone is even aloud to look at them."

"Thats strange." Alice said silently

"Whats strange?" Jacob asked

"Well, its just i have a vague memory of my dad working as something in the hospital, and im pretty sure evidence can be viewed if identities need to be found and tracked down."

"Your memory is wrong. You have experienced severe brain damage- why are you arguing against me? I'm looking after you now."

"If your looking after us, then why dump us in a dusty, damp room with cockroaches and maggots in our sandwiches- why put cameras in the area that we will be staying in, why did we need a weird, smelly, muscly man to escort us up the stairs- why didn't you take us instead? If your sure that you have taken us in to be kind, then why have you brought all this stuff aswell, im pretty sure you should be able to trust 2 people whose memories have dissappeared. And, also- if i can remember my dad being a surgeon, surely i should be able to remember the car crash itself?" It was Alice's turn to interrogate him now.

"I'm sorry about the dusty room, and cockroaches and maggots, my employees were with me when i decided to take you under the wing and they must have thought it was time to play hostages. They took the sandwiches out the bin. I told them off, real bad so they wont be doing that again. I was busy when Embry took you upstairs, so i couldnt take you myself- sorry if that's what you would have preferred. This is my block of flats- so im pretty sure you can stay here for a while. I do not trust you completely as i barely know you, that makes sense. And, it is a well known fact that you will most probably never remember the crash as people tend to remember distant memories before newer memories. I hope i answeredany of your questions there." he answered back, skilful for a grade A lier.

Alice nodded as she asked what he was doing up there now then. He answered simply that he would like to see the sleeping beautys awake.

i had many other questions, but thought not to ask as he may suspect something.

I remembered his date clearly. Why was he lying like this? Surely not to woo me? He must realise that i suspect him of kidnapping.

When he left me and Alice looked at eachother, we were clearly thinking the same thing, how long would it be until he confessed to what he had done? He had kidnapped us and was planning on either murder, rape or lifetime kidnappel.

Edward;
I had to choose Alice.

I would be lonely and heartbroken and suicidal without Bella, that was true, but it was a choice of death or life, i needed to keep Alice alive. Bella could have Jacob. It didnt matter.

I hated it. Just the thought of her and that scum made me feel sick. I decided to not get the extra month. I needed to get it over and done with.

Bella's kidnapping would hang over me for the rest of my life.

But atleast she could try to be happy, at least she could try to move on.

I had to push out of my mind the horrific images of what Jacob could, and probably would do to her if she upset him. Pictures of blood dripping down her angelic face. Pictures of bruising along both her cheek bones. Pictures of swollen chocolate eyes, of swollen peachy lips. Pictures of a broken Bella, of a Bella with no life.

Surely death was better? Surely death was better than to have Bella put through torture?

I had to then choose Bella. But my little sister dead, at the sound of my word didn't sound so great either. So there i was choosing Alice.

Any sane person would have just chosen Alice and gotten it over with.

But they did not know Bella, they did not know of her beauty. They did not know of her kiss, of her touch.

And then i was back to square two and choosing Bella.

Emmett tryed to help, he automatically said Alice.

But like i said. Any sane person would.

I wasn't even on the brink of sane.

He then suggested we try to rescue both.

But how?

Sure we could choose Alice and then get the police to go and fetch Bella and put that DOG in jail.

There was my lightbulb. There was my idea. It was gold- worth a fortune.

But too simple. Surely Jacob would have thought of that by now?

But it was the only resolution i could come up with. My brain was as good as dead.

I had to remember to feel sympothy for Jacob, however hard that might have been. He had still been in love with her. And she had chosen me, i wouldve done the same.

I may have done worse.

I spent the whole of Saturday in my room, just thinking.

So i decided to do my idea. I would rescue both girls. I would not let Buster get away with it. I would also have my revenge.

And oh boy would it be sweet.


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