haha, thanks for the reviews dudes! sorry for the immensly long wait, ive just been really busy at school- and the answer to one of the reviews why dont i publish? that would be cause im only 13 and i want to be a journalist when im older, thanks for the compliment anyway, its nice to know that :L x errmm so yeah- you guys have been the bomb, and i dont think its the best story youve ever read lol, im not that amazing, and if i am- then you havent read twilight lol x so yeah keep reading, keep reviewing.. and whatever else you do.. so this is chapter 11 :O so many things to do, so little time :) okaay right i best get down to it ;D xx



Edward;
i needed time. I needed alot of time, i needed to think through my plan. I looked out my window at the dark, cloudy night- surprisingly dry, for Forks. Bella would have loved it.

I sighed. Charlie had been looking everywhere for her, and she was nowhere to be found. If i knew where she was i would have killed that scum by now. mum was going crazy about Alice- if only she knew what i did.

She would automatically sentance Bella to life with that dog. I hoped they were okay. I really did, but i needed time- i couldnt just walce in there and take them both- i needed to think through my plans carefully. I would have to.
i needed at least a month to get everything sorted- and there was only one way to get that. I would have to let him do things to her.

unimaginable things.

if it meant i could get the both of them out safely, though, i had no choice. I disgusted myself with my choice... that was if i had one. Then the phone round and that skanky dog was breathing down the other end.

"Jacob." I froze

"Edward Cullen." He laughed back

"What do you want." I spat down the phone

"i thought i would inform you of how your sister and your slag are getting on, oh, and i need to know your decision pretty boy. I wont wait forever, just like i promised." i gritted my teeth and growled, no way had he just called her a slag. NO FECKING WAY.

"ill let you know later. After you tell me how they are and stop calling MY Bella a slag." my fists clenched.

"fine, fine, i'll quit with the slag- she will be mine for now anyway." he chuckled down the phone

"dont test me, Jacob. You're lucky you're still standing."

he laughed "like you know where i am, anyway- on with the informing, Bella and Alice have no idea what happened. They think i am their saviour. Bella was swooning over me, and you should have seen her dress, mate. Torn in all areas- you never told me how flat her stomach was! and those legs- i was drooling. She was having a hard time covering up aswell. Call me a perv but i could just imagine tearing it all off and uncovering the unseen." i heard him lick his lips. I shuddered. But couldnt tell him the truth. I needed that month. Damn poor Bella, i could only hope that she could ever forgive me.

"Jacob. I need that extra month."i just about managed to choke out.

"Wahaayy!! I knew you'd come round! Okay, so a deals a deal, right? you get the month, i get my own bit of Bella."

"Thats correct." And i put the phone down.

I was crying. How could i do this to Bella? I was meant to be in love with her, and this is how she got treated? I made myself sick.

I got up, and out of bed. It was time to go to school. I felt ashamed, it felt like everyone knew of what i had decided to do. Even the sluts seemed to be staring at me with disgust.

when school ended i ran home. Blinking back tears, but, when i got to my bed, they spilled over the corners.

Jacob Black was sick in the head.
Jacob Black was going to die.
Jacob Black was going to be killed by me.
And by the end of it,
Jacob Black will be begging for Mercy.
Jacob Black will be denied of that.
And i was going to laugh.

Bella;
i shivered as i got into my bed for the second night.

the first day had gone slowly. Jacob came in to check up on us every half hour, and he was on the phone at around 8 in the morning. By the sound of his voice i knew he was being perverted. And i heard the word stripping. I shuddered. The guy made me ill.

the next bit was shocking. Jacob came in, chuckling as he went. He asked me to go to his room.

"No." I said sternly

he smiled "Bella, darling," he came closer to me "I promise you wont feel any pain." He whispered in my ear. Then he pulled me out.

Edward had decided to have a month to decide. Edward had decided to allow me to be raped. How could he do that?

How could he do that to me? I bit my lip as silent tears washed down my face. Jacob turned to look at me.

"Bella, your like a Goddess to me, you know that? im in love with you. Seeing you hurt hurts me more." he said

"Then dont do this! I dont want this!" I screamed but he wasnt having any of it

"You will be in me. You will be in me tonight. If its the last thing i do."

"Jacob. I know whats going on. I know who you are really. I know about the date, about the lies. And most of all, i know about Edward." i blurted out.

"I know you do." he smiled "But your still gonna sleep with me tonight. I dont care if they class it as rape."

"They? " I spat "Whos they!?"

he bent down to whisper in my ear "My friends and your friends and our friends."

I looked at him with a puzzled look, as the fist came closer to my face. And before i knew it. I was knocked out.

Luckily i didnt wake up in the middle of it. At least i dont have the scars in my memory. I can only hope that he used a condom. I didnt want any of his kids running around any time soon.

I woke in my bed. Looked at my watch, and it was 7 pm. I got up. My lower region was so sore. How could Edward have done this to me? It didnt feel right. He was supposed to look after me, not do this.

The door then opened, Alice came running in with tears in her eyes.

"I CANT BELIEVE HE DID THIS TO YOU!" she screamed,

"Who, Jacob?" I said "Or Edward," i snarled his name

"Both. I trusted Edward wouldnt do this to you. But one of us will have to thank him later on when he arrives to save us. Well thank him with a good old punch in the face."

She hugged me, so tight, i couldnt breath, but i didnt want her to let go. She was the substitution of Edward. I dont even know why i still felt for that prick.

just then, Embry came in.

"Dinner is served." He said gruffly and Quil came in with a tray with some beans on toast on it.

Great. What a nice dinner. But me and Alice greedily ate it all anyway.. and then we kinda.. blacked out.


Well, what did you think? Like i said, sorry for the delay, cause like school stuff and everything, bitches at school- feeling sad, etetc, hope you liked it anyway :L so yeah review and ill upload the next one EXTRA FAST this time, AND I PROMISE!!!