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She tries to sit in the cold. She can't stand it. She tries to sleep in the dark but she can't close her eyes. She tries to ignore the scars but Rolf always lingers on them. He can't ignore the signs of the war. He wants to fix them, make them better. She loves him very much but he has no idea what the war was like and why she wants to pretend she doesn't have scars from it. She escaped to Harry and Ginny's. They have always understood her the best. But their children don't. And now she has no real escape. And she dislikes that she blames children for being innocent of the war.