A/n: I guess I'm not going to be updating this one much, sorry. I'll do my best to update it my quickly in the future. While you're waiting you could go read my other stories. :)
Hogwarts terrifies her.
The place, where she fell in love, played quidditch, made friends, and had some of the best moments of her life, terrifies her.
It hurts so much.
She can't walk down the halls without reaching for her wand, her husband, her children. Every time she's there, she feels like she's about to be ambushed or she's going to come across a hurt friend.
She wants to remember the pleasant memories, and she can when she's not there, but the memories of the last year of the war haunt her when she goes inside there.
It's so bad that whenever the Headmaster needs to talk to her and Harry about the children's misbehavior, Harry has to go alone or they have to meet somewhere else. She doesn't know how Neville stands living in Hogwarts after everything they both went through.