a/n: Is it finally here?

a/n2: ...after much...trying yes, I finally managed to finnish.

a/n: *glomps* I am so proud of you my duckie! I know how hard sex scenes are for you!

a/n2: *growls*

a/n: She's such a prude! *giggles* Ah, well, it appears we should let you get to the good stuff *winkwink*. Happy Readings my glorious friends! And sorry for that wait!

a/n2: *growls*

A lone bird roosted in the naked branches of the nearby tree. I sat by the fountain, gazing up at it happily. Spring would be here soon! I could even see a couple of sprouts on some of the branches. So far, it was looking like a good start to a brand new year.

Glancing around, I heard the clock over the main building begin ringing. One…Two…Three…already Four in the afternoon and still no sign of those idiots I called best friends! My cast got taken off yesterday (which was absolutely amazing cause now I could scratch my arm properly), so they told me to meet them at the fountain for a surprise. And today was the first day in a while that we'd been able to make plans to get together since tests were coming up.

Could they have forgotten? Unlikely, but you never knew with them. Grudgingly, I stood, brushing the dirt from my school uniform as I did. As I started down the slight hill towards the pool house, a cool breeze picked up, making me shiver and walk just a little faster. They must've gone there by accident.

I studied the unassuming frame of the pool house as I neared, thinking back to when the three of us had gone in there for the first time after 'the accident'. Both of them had bruises on their arms from where I'd been gripping them the next day. To say the least, it had been traumatic seeing where Sin had tied me up and thrown me off the side, but then I realized that I shouldn't be so afraid. There was too much good in this place. I couldn't let that one - albeit horrible - experience affect what I had. It was too precious for that.

At first they'd been worried when I kept coming back, thinking that they'd damaged me by bringing me in the first place. I'd reassured them of my sound mind by tossing some brooms in their direction and making them sweep up.

Now I stood outside the door, the chain in my hand as I attempted unlocking it. The same familiar feeling of panic swept through me as I undid it, and moved to open the door (I never said I was completely over it). Closing my eyes tightly, I took in a deep breath and pushed it back. Thankfully each time I came here, the feeling grew smaller and smaller. Maybe sometime soon, I could walk in without even giving that bastard Sin a second thought.

As I opened the door, I felt my heart stutter slightly as two figures jumped out and cried, "Surprise!"

It was Sora and Roxas, both grinning stupidly over at me as I clutched my chest. Sora was the first to realize that maybe that hadn't been the best plan. He rushed over crying, "We're sorry, Tidus! We just thought-"

The last of his sentence died off as I gaped at the room beyond. While they fussed over my unresponsiveness, I took in the polished tiles, the brand new paint, and the sparkling clear aquamarine water filling the pool to the brim. It was done. Everything was finished! I stood dumbstruck.

"You…you two…" I breathed finally.

"Are you mad?" Roxas asked softly. "We wanted to make it a surprise for you…"

My heart thumped wildly as I felt his breath brush over the skin on my neck. I turned and met his gaze and stuttered, "Wh-why would I be mad?"

The both of them merely glanced at each other worriedly, and led me over to a nearby bench and sat me down. I tried telling them that I was alright, but even I could feel my pulse pounding in my chest. Shaking my head slightly I whispered, "I'm not mad at you, really. It just…caught me off guard, that's all."

They still doubted that, I could tell, but tried moving on with the surprise for my sake. A little unsurely Roxas stood and motioned to the pool and said, "Leon helped us get the filters and pumps working."

"We did it while you were getting your cast off," Sora added, looking me over with his brow skeptically raised.

I really had to get them to stop worrying about me. They did all this just to make me happy, and here I was sitting like an ungrateful jerk. Standing, I kept my wobbling knees under control long enough to motion at the still water and ask, "Don't you think we should try it out…for safety reasons?"

And just then, what I'd suggested hit me like a ton of bricks. The hairs on my body all stood up at once as a shiver passed. I had actually suggested that we strip and get in water half naked together. My face couldn't have been any redder than it was at that moment. But I couldn't take it back now.

Tentatively, I looked at their expressions and saw them giving each other one of those secret looks. Were they making fun of me? Dread made my stomach plummet as I fidgeted before them. Finally Sora looked back to me and said, "Sure!"

"O-okay…" I stuttered, watching in horror as they both started undressing before my eyes.

It was like 'Normal Tidus Vision' suddenly morphed into 'Pervy Tidus Slo-mo Vision'. I watched, mouth hanging open, as Sora tantalizingly unbuttoned his shirt and Roxas pushed his slacks down over his hips. Before I could even tell myself to snap out of it, I'd watched them completely strip. Every scrap of fabric removed had been something of a show. Each now stood bare-chested clad only in undergarments in a ring of carelessly discarded clothing. Roxas' eyes caught mine as he scratched lazily at the back of his neck, making his lean muscles ripple slightly.

"C'mon Tidus, hurry up!" Sora cried happily, suddenly bounding past me. He let out a whoop, launched off the side of the pool, and landed with a loud smack into the water. Roxas followed soon after, and both started splashing each other good-naturedly while I stood like a moron watching them.

"Sora wants to race-!" Roxas called up to me before being dunked under the surface by said spiky headed brunette.

Gulping loudly as he sprang back up his eyes met mine. I squeakily replied and hurried off to a corner where they couldn't see me. Again, my imagination had run away with me at the most inopportune moment. How could I get in there with them now when I had this…horrible problem? They would think it was weird if I left and probably try to come after me, which would then provide them an up close and personal look at my erection! There was no other way around it than to concentrate on something calming, and keep them at a distance.

Shutting my eyes tightly, I undressed as quickly as possible and hurried to the end of the pool that they weren't near. Holding my breath, I submerged myself in the icy water. The shock should've been enough to cure anyone else's hard on, but…not mine. I'm so disgusting, I thought to myself as I saw through the small waves, my semi-stiff cock.

"We'll start on the count of three, okay?" Sora suddenly said by my side. My head slipped under the surface in surprise. When I came up, I spluttered incoherently, the burn of an embarrassed blush on my cheeks.

"One…Two…" he started, his face growing stern with concentration.

"Three!" Roxas cut in, giving himself a few seconds head start. Sora was furious, he started after him immediately.

Somehow I thought he might try and cheat, so despite having a nose-full of water, I was right on his heels. I felt the cool water rush by as I slid through it expertly. They didn't know I practically grew up in the water. Soon, I had pulled ahead. When I felt my hand slap against the side of the pool, I stood in triumph and grinned broadly at Sora who managed to pull ahead. Roxas cried breathlessly, "Seriously? I cheat and I still lose?"

The laughter that bubbled up instantly died away when I felt a pair of wet arms slip around my shoulders. It was at this moment that I remembered the little issue that I'd been having earlier. Not wanting Sora (who'd grabbed me) to notice, I let my knees buckle under his weight, sending us both toppling into the water. He came up spluttering and chuckling, asking if I was alright.

I couldn't look at him. Keeping my eyes fixed on the water, I muttered some lame excuse under my breath, and gently escaped from his grasp. Roxas, also grinning, sloshed up behind me, caught my wrist and tugged all while asking amusedly, "Where're you going?"

Crap, was what flitted through my mind as I felt my heel slip on the tile. The force of Roxas pulling on me sent me spinning back into his arms. You know that 'oh shit' feeling that happens sometimes when you know the outcome isn't going to turn out well for you? Kinda like when you don't step down right on that last stair and your stomach jolts? I got that.

Our chests slapped together as I clumsily tried regaining my footing. But the resistance of the water was too much, I ended up tangling my legs together, making me yank Roxas down underneath me. I squeezed my eyes shut in horror as we collapsed back. And for a moment, I thought luck was finally on my side, and he didn't notice; but no. While submerged, his back bounced up from the bottom of the shallows causing his leg to come up right in between my legs to discover my horrible secret.

My neck felt like I'd pulled something I burst from the water so fast. I couldn't think straight. Sora was there, helping Roxas to his feet, his brows drawn together in concern. And Roxas…was gaping over at me like I was some circus side show. If anyone in the history of everything had ever managed to keel over due to embarrassment, I would understand how they felt.

One hand clutched at my throbbing chest, the other shielded the awfulness between my legs as I sunk against the side of the pool. Maybe if I disappeared under the surface, they would let me die without a fight? Screwing up my face against the sting of tears, I stilled, waiting for their barrage of hate. When they didn't say anything, I felt my resolve crumble.

"I'm sorry…"

The whisper echoed in the stillness. Little waves brushed against my chin as I felt the pair of them move closer. I braced myself for anything.

"I-It happens, okay?" Roxas muttered comfortingly, sounding only slightly ill at ease.

"Y-yeah…we get it," Sora added, patting me lightly on the shoulder.

They didn't understand why I had it though. I…I lusted after them. And I let them keep me around because I was selfish. Shame stabbed through me as I hurriedly jerked away from his touch. Shaking my head, I found that I could no longer offer up excuses. My conscience was going to kill me if I didn't do anything to make this right in my mind.

Still huddled against the side of the pool, I muttered miserably, "I can't…be with you guys anymore."

"What?"

Blinking water from my eyes I continued, "You don't want someone around that'll…act this way. I've…I've got to go!"

Not being able to stand it any longer, I made a beeline for the stairs out of the shallows. I didn't make it far. Both boys grabbed a hold of me, and forced me to come to a stop beside them. This was bad. I couldn't even swallow; my throat had gone that dry.

"Why are you acting like this? I don't understand!" Sora said pleadingly, trying to get me to look at him.

I struggled, the tears finally deciding to spill over onto my cheeks. Keeping myself hunched so they wouldn't look at me, I cried thickly, "Don't come any closer! I can't control myself around you two!"

Now I think they understood. Their grips slackened in shock, allowing me to stagger away. Unfortunately they were blocking my way out. I turned and headed resolutely for the side, thinking that I'd just swing my leg up and hoist myself out. But, just when I'd planted my hands down, I felt myself freeze. A shiver of pleasure ran down my spine as Sora placed his hands delicately on my hips.

"Don't leave," he whispered his hot breath brushing against my cold, wet skin. "You're not giving us a chance…"

What?

My body felt like one giant quivering mess. His hands, moving ever so slowly, pressed on my skin, making me turn according to his directive will. Inside I was screaming, but outside I was a deer caught in the headlights. When our eyes met, I was shocked to see that there was no trace of contempt.

Stomach churning, I felt one of his hands lift out from under the surface to brush lightly against my cheek. The look on his face made me think that he was almost…testing what it was like to be so intimate. My eyes were just starting to flutter closed when I heard Roxas ask from over Sora's shoulder, "You said that you…like both of us?"

Great, I thought dismally, another something for them to add to my ever growing pile of weird.

His face was aglow with the pale hint of a blush as he stood, fists clenched at his side gazing over at us. Sora turned slightly to gauge his reaction for himself and wondered aloud, "Are you asking which one of us he likes better?"

Oh no, there's no way that this is happening to me right now. They wouldn't make me choose between them…would they?

Two sets of azure eyes fixed on mine questioningly. My mouth merely opened and closed like a fish out of water. What could I possibly tell them? I couldn't ever imagine being with one and not the other, no matter how much I fried my brain with the question. I tried escaping once again, answering shakily as I did, "I-I can't…"

"Maybe this will change your mind…?"

One second my mind is frantic and on edge, the next a shock wave had passed through it making every part of my body grind to a stop. Sora's lips, soft and moist, were pressing gently against my own. That wasn't right. Why would he be doing something like that?

A splash of water neared, and suddenly my head was pulled away from Sora's and before I could process what was going on, a second pair of lips was kissing me. My eyes wide, I looked at Roxas' long lashes from a mere millimeter away. When he drew back, I saw his brows furrow in question.

Both of them stood before me, their eyes never leaving my quivering frame. It wasn't fair. The only reason they were doing this was because they were making fun of me. Why were they being so mean? New fat tears fell to the water as I merely shook my head.

"Just stop…"

"You haven't told us which one you like better, yet." Sora answered, guiding my lips to his once again.

With my hands pressed flat against his chest, I attempted pushing him away with little success. As soon as his lips opened and began moving tantalizingly against mine, I felt my insides turn to a warm mess. Whoever had the power to oppose attractive crushes coming onto them, I would love to meet and get some pointers.

When I stopped resisting, I felt a second body slip in behind my own, trapping me. Roxas' chest pressed against my back as his arms circled my midriff, pulling us closer. Then his lips fastened onto my neck, and I felt my knees give way completely. He held me up, now trailing his hands over my chest as Sora ducked to continue kissing me. I'm ashamed to say I let a small moan of pleasure escape my lips, giving the both of them ample reason to keep teasing me.

Sora broke away, slightly breathless. I gazed up at him through what seemed like a haze as he chuckled and murmured, "You're a good kisser…"

Biting my lip, I couldn't stifle my next groan as Roxas gently bit down softly on a spot near my collar bone. My hands instinctively searched for something to hold onto. I found his hands still leaving hot trails all over my torso, and dug my dull nails into the skin on his forearm. His breath rushed out as we fell back against the side of the pool, making the hair on my body stand up.

"Come here," Sora ordered gently, motioning to the pair of us. He had climbed up the stairs and now stood soaking wet without my noticing he'd even left our side. I gazed over at him without really hearing what he was saying. My mind was that far gone in ecstasy. That's when I felt Roxas suddenly sweep my legs out from under me and lift me into his arms to carry me to our destination.

The cool spring air rushing against my soaked skin added to my shivering, but I could feel the warmth radiating from Roxas' slick chest to my own body. He settled me down on the step just below Sora, who'd taken a seat, so I was still half submerged in the water. Again, they shared one of their silent, every blink means something, looks. I was half hope and half agony at this point. My heart felt like it was going to burst from anxiety.

Pulling slightly out of my pleasure induced stupor, I attempted sitting up. I was met with resistance from two directions; one from behind me by Sora wrapping his arms around my shoulders and tugging me into his embrace and two from in front of me by Roxas actually climbing between my legs. To say the least it was a bit of a shock.

"Don't worry," he whispered demurely, his eyes holding mine like a moth to a really, really good looking flame. "I'll make you feel good…"

"Wha-…n-no…I-"I stammered, shying away from his touch.

Pressing myself back, I found myself practically sitting on top of Sora. All of this was enough to make my head spin. He nuzzled the top of my head with his cheek and muttered a soft "Shhhh" grabbing my wandering hands and holding them tightly. I had no choice but to sit there while Roxas suddenly kissed me, hungrily trailing the tips of his fingers along my sides.

"Mnh…"I whimpered, screwing up my eyes tightly as I felt completely overpowered.

The elastic band of my shorts suddenly started sliding down my hips, exposing my hardened member. My eyes flew open in panic. This was going way too far. I fought harder against them, pushing Roxas as I tried twisting out of Sora's grasp. They couldn't do this to me. It was too humiliating.

Somehow I managed to clamber over their limbs, but of course my luck would run out. Before I could crawl even a foot away, I felt a hand clamp down hard on my shoulder, and spin me around so my back slapped hard against the tiles on the top step. Wide eyed, I looked up at Sora who sat smirking mere inches away.

His lips met mine, his body relaxed onto my own making me shiver, and his tongue darted out to explore my own mouth; without warning, his hand wrapped around my shaft, making me jolt. After a few more heated seconds, he pulled away, taking in a long deep breath before whispering, "C'mon Tidus…who is it?"

"Stop it…" I whimpered, hiding my face with my hands so they couldn't see the blush or the tears.

Sora began slipping down along my body so his lips now grazed along the skin on the inside of my thigh. A new touch made me realize Roxas was also paying attention to the sensitive skin on my chest. My nipples hardened at the contact.

I still couldn't look at them. And as Sora's mouth went down on my member, I couldn't help but shudder in pleasure. Short pants escaped my lips as I was sent to a place that I never thought was possible. Bodies ground together as I continued to fill with ecstasy. Even if they were only making fun of me, there was no way I could refuse this anymore.

But then the unthinkable happened. Down there, Sora pressed a slick finger into the most sensitive and embarrassing place he could have possibly picked. I tried pushing away as the foreign appendage tried invading the small entrance, but found myself pinned by Roxas.

"Just relax…" he muttered, once again kissing me fiercely.

But I couldn't. Not when I knew that this wasn't for real. Not when I knew that they were only laughing at me. As he continued pressing more fingers inside of me, I screwed up my face in pain. It wasn't right.

"Please," I cried softly. "…it hurts!"

"It's only for a little while," Sora answered, swallowing my throbbing shaft once again.

"Anh…!" I called, unable to hold it back.

The tears I'd been trying to keep locked away began squeezing out of the corners of my eyes. But they didn't notice. Why did they want to hurt me so badly? This was all my fault. I put myself into this situation. I always did this to myself… A soft sob wracked my body, startling them.

"Tidus…?"

Rubbing at my eyes, I continued crying. All at once, the pain stopped, and I was left alone on the cold floor. A hand pried my own away from my face as I hiccupped slightly. Looking down at me, both Sora and Roxas were horrified that I was crying.

"…that's enough," I whispered, my voice shaking slightly as more tears began falling steadily. "…it hurts…it really…hurts…"

"Ah, Tidus, I'm sorry!" Sora cried, glancing between Roxas and me frantically. Roxas also said his own eyes full of regret, "I'm sorry too!"

What's this? Were they trying to turn the tables on me somehow? Suddenly I felt small and humiliated. I turned my head so all I could see was the still water in the pool and mumbled vacantly, "It's…nothing. Just stop picking on me…"

"Y-You think we're picking on you?" Roxas asked softly, reaching out to brush the tears from my cheek with the back of his hand.

I sat up unsurely looking between the two of them as Sora continued, "I'm sorry Tidus, but…we thought you'd get that we were only teasing you at first. I…we…like you."

"B-but…" I gasped, unable to process what he'd just confessed. My eyes found Roxas' as I asked unsurely, "You said I had to choose…?"

Silence fell. If they really were being serious about this then…there's no way I could pick between them. I would end up disappointing them. Biting my lower lip, I drew my knees up, trying in vain to hide most of myself, and said quietly, "As for that…I can't. You're both equally important to me. I…I love both of you…"

The last of my sentence echoed around and around the room, distorting until it was no longer recognizable. By that time, they had finished speaking with each other silently and now looked down at me seriously.

"We'd never make you choose," Sora started, his hand coming out of nowhere to tilt my chin up so I was looking him in the eye. "We like you too much…both of us."

It was like what I would assume it's like to be on the verge of death and going towards the bright, warm, comforting light far off in the distance. I think I might have had an out of body experience for a moment. There was no way. Shaking my head I breathed, "You're making fun of me still…"

Roxas in answer pressed me back to the ground and locked his lips onto my own in a tender kiss. All at once, I felt my body turn into a trembling mess. When he came up for air, he gazed down at me, eyes half lidded and asked, "Will you…?"

Will I go all the way with them? I didn't know. The last time I'd let someone use me for sex, he'd betrayed my trust and then later tried killing me. Not that I thought they could ever do that to me, but…I guess I'm saying that life is unpredictable. Biting my lip, I turned my head. How could I disappoint them now? I wanted to but…I was scared. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I pulled him down so our bare chests connected. I could feel his heart beating hard. Looking over his shoulder I met Sora's gaze and muttered ashamed, "I don't know…"

"You don't have to be nervous," Sora said, drawing nearer and resting a hand on my forearm. "You know we'd never do anything to hurt you."

At that, Roxas' arms tightened around me, pulling me even closer into his safe, warm embrace. His whisper tickled the hairs on the back of my neck as he offered, "We could be together…"

You'd think freaking cupid himself was sitting in the room just waiting for one of them to say something as profound as that, just so he could shoot me right through the heart with one of his arrows. A deep blush reacquainted itself with my cheeks as I merely buried my head into the crook of his neck.

"Here," he mumbled, reaching down to grasp my still hard member. I cried out in utter shock as he rose slightly, positioning himself over me in a way that left his entrance open. "I'll do it with you."

"Ah!" I squeaked out as the head of my weeping cock began pressing against Roxas' small hole. Through the haze of ecstasy I looked up at Roxas' face, concentrating seriously on what he'd resigned himself to do. It actually made me want to laugh. In a way he was cute. My hands grew minds of their own as I continued watching every facial expression he made. They roamed from his arms to his long neck and down to his shivering chest.

And then I felt his entrance close slightly around my shaft in protest as the pleasure became too much for me, making my hips jerk up slightly. I realized my blunder almost immediately. My eyes shot up to meet his watering ones. I attempted stuttering out an apology, but was cut off by a soft kiss. Breathing heavily he whispered, our heads together, "It's alright…just a little bit-"

I would not hear the last of his sentence. All at once, he pressed down, the last inch or so of my member being swallowed by his wet, throbbing, warmth. My eyes rolled. It felt so good being inside him. It was euphoria. Yeah, and I mean legit euphoria. Like, the golden clouds of Valhalla opened up and angels flew down just to bless this exact moment of our intimate contact.

With a cry he collapsed on top of me, trembling. I held him tightly, afraid that if I let go, my desires might run away with me. Panting, I looked over at Sora who sat watching this all happen. In his eyes I saw aching passion; seeing the two of us together seemed to be turning him on. When he saw me looking over, he crawled next to us and pulled me in for a heated kiss.

I was slightly taken aback. His fingers scraped my scalp as he tangled them in my hair, sending a fit of shivers running down my spine. In response Roxas moaned faintly, the walls of his hole once again closing around me tightly. My own groan was lost as Sora's tongue delved into my mouth, exploring seductively.

Not able to wait any longer, I placed my hands on Roxas' hips and as gently as I could, tried coaxing him to move. I felt his dull fingernails dig into the skin on my shoulders, but I didn't mind. He'd done this for me, to make me feel more comfortable with my decision.

"Mnh," he breathed, lifting himself away. The feeling was incredible. I could barely hold myself back.

Pulling away, Sora said, "Make him feel good Tidus…I'll do the same for you."

The words didn't process fast enough. I felt my legs get tugged as he spread them, sending me rocking back up into Roxas who let out a loud cry. At first I thought it had hurt him, but then he was already starting to move back up. And then I was feeling Sora's fingers once again stretching me. Thankfully it didn't hurt this time. Maybe it was because my brain was on overload at the moment, but it honestly felt good.

"Ahn, Sora!" I called out before I could stop myself. He merely chuckled and continued pressing deeper inside of me.

Roxas pressed his lips to mine as he panted, "Feels so good…Tidus…!"

At that moment, I let go of any kind of hesitation. I was completely theirs. Inside my head (because I couldn't even form words anymore) I said their names over and over again. As Sora entered me with the real thing and not just his fingers, I was no longer a person. Somehow I'd transformed into an animal. All that mattered to me was this intense pleasure. From two directions I was being made love to. I just had to hang on.

I don't know how long we stayed there. It's a haze of skin, sweat, and moans. When my mind did come back to me, I found both of them looking down at me with dazed smiles on their faces. Lying there looking up at them I thought to myself in happy disbelief, 'I love them'.

They merely smiled wider, got back down next to me, and snuggled in for a moment of rest before we'd have to head back to the dorms for some sleep.

Alright, so let me give you a revised version of my life. Here it goes: I was a boy that hated everything that life had been throwing at me. I had a Grandmother that hated me (still does, but that's beside the point), a crazy ex boyfriend that ruined another school, and an unlucky streak that could put any record to shame. After being ripped up from another potential home, I was dumped on the doorsteps of another private academy. I'd been scared. But then I met two boys that I care for more deeply than anything else. And the funny thing is…they care for me probably even more than that! It makes me giddy just thinking about it.

School will be ending soon. It makes me sad to think that this year held so much meaning and change for me, and it's almost over, but as Sora and Roxas keep reminding me, there's the rest of our future to look forward to. Endless possibilities await us, and I'm ready to figure it all out head first as long as I have the two I love with me through it all!

Happy End