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This story's beta is beckabean
The next few days went by in a flash; I have grown to trust Jacob but not fully. He's so protective, it's driving me bouncers. I no longer am allowed to leave the house for my nightly walk without him or one of his buddies with me. He said it was too dangerous for someone as delicate as me to be alone in the woods. I could definitely live without it. So far I've keep my cool and am trying to meet him half way on the imprint thing. I wish I knew more on it then what Jacob told me. Every time I even get close to a computer he goes into panic mode and "distracts" me. It's got me curious as to what he's afraid of, he's most likely thinking of what Seth said. I often prop his mind and check and it comes up light. I mainly do it now just to aggravate him. I even got so mean as to get on my laptop and asked him how to spell imprint. Another thing I've learned is Billy is one hell of a story teller. I went to some bonfire last night and heard the whole story from Billy on the reason behind the whole thing. I kind of wish I knew how I truly came to be. I guess that's the punishment of running away before I could try to understand myself fully.
Well today's Saturday, and my swimsuit expedition with Angela is today. I called her last night and she is going to let me practice driving with her some. It's kind of nice she would let come with me on the maiden voyage of the Trooper. She wanted me to pick her up seeing her car is in need of an oil change. So just a few minutes in the road illegally won't be too bad. I probably need to get going.
I jumped of my bed and ran into the living room slipping my shoes on only to here the overprotective roommate.
"Where are you going Sky?" Jacob's voice was strong and a little bit jokey yet still serious to my displeasure.
"Won't you like to know?" I said with a bit of a tease hoping he would take the hint, that I'm not having an escort.
"Yes, I would." He stood up and towered over me, trust me he is very intimidating to a small girl like me.
"It's a girl's day out, rule #1 No testosterone within 5 yard radius." I said looking at the door. Jacob looked at me then the door, I knew he knew what I was thinking so I started running out the door and trying to make to my Trooper just before him.
"What are you doing?" He asked pushing my door shut just when I had opened it.
"Taking my trooper out on the town to get my first friend ever and go shopping."
"I'm not letting you out in this, before I give it a good check over." He said picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder then walking back towards the house.
"PUT ME DOWN NOW!" I screamed at the top of lungs using he's sensitizing hearing for my own personal gain. He let me go as I continued screaming running to my car and stepping on the gas.
{Shopping with Angela}
We had been shopping for two hours now, I had learned a lot about Angela. It turns out she's has a boyfriend, and the day we met was one of the few times she had been in the water. She seemed more energetic the first time I meet her but hey she was almost eaten by a shark. Who wouldn't be? I ended up with a one piece, seeing how I don't trust bikinis. I also got a skirt/sort type of bottom. It was blue with white snowflakes all around the bottom with a large one on the top tank. It was a fun trip, other than the one question that shocked the hell out of me.
"So do you have anyone you like here yet?" She seems to be a loyal person and all so I might as well tell her.
It took me a minute to decide my answer. The only person who keeps popping in my head was Jacob Black. I keep seeing his eyes when we first meet, and when I woke up in his arms all warm and…safe. How he makes me feel that way I'll never fully understand seeing he's just a guy. Maybe it's the werewolf part of him.
"It's ok you don't have to answer I was just curious." She stared to look sad.
"Jacob Black" I sated bluntly.
"Huh?"
"I lo…like Jacob Black. At first I couldn't stand the thought of him. He's a little too nice." I sighed and looked at the clock, "Let's get going I need to finish my homework." I gripped her hand and ran from our bench to my Trooper.
{Just dropped Angela off}
I've been driving mindlessly through the middle of nowhere trying to find my way back home. The sun had set and I can't see a thing. I knew I should have got new glasses.
On the bright side this gives me time to think. What do I want think about. I know how I can get back home to….. Jacob. Damn that boy and his wonderful charm of over protectiveness. I like it but then again I don't, it's nice knowing he loves me enough to never want to let me go put the other part of love is knowing you have to give them freedom too. You don't see me chasing Jacob around all the time. I may want to, but I must refrain from it.
I seen a steep curb on the mountain coming up, fast. I couldn't see it before. I slammed my break with no response. I keep hitting it to no avail; I'm going too fast to make a turn without flipping. It's worth a shot.
I jerked my wheel and sure enough I went tumbling down. I didn't fight against the motion I simply let my body roll with the car like I roller coaster….
{Knocked out} Lemon alert, you won't miss anything if you skip it
I felt so hot, the heat was amazing and the pressure I was under felt safe and protective. I looked in to the wonderful eyes of Jacob. He was smiling holding me close under him. I felt his swelling pride against my thigh, and his roaming hands trace my bare body. He looks so wild yet gentle, and caring. We were in our room the lights were off with only a lamp for light to study features.
He kissed my lips and worked his way down to my breast and begun to suck and nip at my nipple. I let a moan slip through my mouth from the pleasure he brought to me. The feeling were new and unknown to me yet I enjoyed it to such an extent I could feel myself get wet at the sensation.
He then moved up to my lips again and positioned himself at my entrance. It felt odd having him inside me yet so romantic thinking we're one. He slowly stared to thrust in and out of me. I gasped at the vibration that was sent through my whole body at his movement. I sat up a little and grabbed on to him and used my strength to flip him under me. I started to ride him. I watched as his hand moved to my breast as he fingered my nipple in his hand making a painful pleasure erupt in me. He was moaning now as we both began to come. I myself get feeling of love and joy inside me as was thrust under him. He just laid there protecting me from the cold.
"I love you Ms. Sky Black"
"I love you too"
End lemon {Reality}
I looked around my surroundings, the sun was up and my body was pinned down in my Trooper. I looked in the mirror and saw the blood dripping down my face, along with the large bruise. I should have listened to Jacob about the car, and not left on the bad note. I also should have let him look at my baby.
"JACB, I'M SO SORRY I'M AN IDOIT. PLEASE FORGIVE ME!" I felt my blood loss getting worse. Yep I'm a short timer and no cell phone, which means I have no means of help. Also none of my powers are any good right here other than to use my energy up. In other words I'm utterly screwed.
I looked at my car radio, it was still working why not die with a little music. I cranked up the volume as loud as it would go, and of course 'Monster' By Skillet came blasting out through my stereo. The song that makes me feel like an ass. I use to listen to it all the time after the death of my parents. I don't know what over took me to leave them in the first place, and the person I became was worse. Sure I was ok on the outside but on the inside my behavior, if voiced, was really bad. Every now and then I let it out and end up screwing myself up even more. In the past year or so I've gotten better but I would still feel the urge to kill. I don't know what's gotten into me since I moved here, but I no longer feel so awful. The kindness and trust they gave me from the start helped melt my heart. I can feel the difference now but then I didn't know the truth.
Now I can die knowing I'm not a monster, just a little girl who messed up and needed forgiveness.
"Yep, I can die happy now" I sighed.
"You're not giving up that fast." I saw Jacob rip the door of the trooper off as he then began ripping off my seat belt and the wheel off my legs.
"I'm sorry, I should have listened to you Jacob, forgive me?" I started to cry in shoulder and he moved quickly up the hill to his vehicle.
"I could never stay mad at you." He hoisted me in the car, and made a dash for the driver's side. Once in he hit 90 going down the highway.
"I love you." It came out as a whisper but I knew he heard me.
"I loved you from the start Sky." It sent chills down my body as the dream I had came into my mind.
"So you were dreaming about me huh?" He asked cocking an eyebrow. Oh, no he did not just say that. How could he I didn't think he could hear me without my permission?
"N-n-o I-I wasn't!" I felt my checks tint pink.
"I saw it. you must be getting weak Ms. Fairy your powers are going a little bit haywire." He said still smirking. I guess it's a fairy trait. You need strength to control yourself, another thing to go with my theme song. I guess it still rains true to me.
"I may have had a dream involving you. It was odd but um… thanks not happening without a ring on my finger."
"Ok, how bought this though come over here a little." I did as he commanded and he pulled over and planted a loving kiss on my lips. It was wonderful and our lips were on fire. Yep, I could get use to this and the other parts that come later on x}.
I'm ignoring my homework right now you guys and finales are coming up so yep. I'm ending the story in the next installment with the epilogue. So we see why see was considered a bad kid without me going into details. Also she admits her love and scares the crap out of Jacob though it's not seen it's there. I don't like other P. much I think I would mess Jacob up too much.