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Chapter 12

Jasper, Esme and Rosalie were on their way back from their hunt, as agreed they hadn't stayed that far away.

Roughly one hundred meters from their house Jasper felt as though he hit a wall of emotions; lust, love, desire, raw bliss and happiness. All these emotions came crushing down on him at once; especially strong were love, lust and desire. He sometimes wished that he didn't have this ability but he was very grateful that he didn't have Edwards or Alice abilities either. Feeling them was one thing but to actually see the things he felt that was not something he would have enjoyed. He figured he would suffer from insanity at first glance.

"They are... hmm… awake." Jasper said to Rosalie and Esme. Just how awake, he figured, they would find out soon enough.

Carlisle, Emmett, Seth and Alice sat in the living room with the TV volume on high. It helped to drown out some of the noise from upstairs, but not all. As soon as Alice saw the trio coming thru the door she jumped up from the couch.

"It's your turn now. Enjoy the TV program. She winked at Jasper as she passed him on the way out. She was followed by an extremely embarrassed Seth who mumbled something about going home to update the pack and Jacob's father, adding something about never ever being able to look Jacob in the eye again. Emmett grinned at Rosalie.

"They are almost as bad as us babe." He kissed her cheek and ran after Alice.

Being a doctor Carlisle knew the thought of naked bodies and other very healthy expression of mating shouldn't bother him. That said, the voice that called out his lovers name was also his son. He turned to Esme who looked happy and slightly embarrassed.

"I believe they are all right but we should keep an eye on them just a bit longer."

"Are you sure that's needed." Rosalie said with sarcasm. She was truly glad that Edward and Jacob was awake and... fine. But they could turn the volume down.

Fortunate for Jasper Esme and Rosalie the noise didn't continue on the same level for long.

They were both breathing heavily. Jacob's cheeks were flushed red, eyes bright from excitement. Edward's always so carefully messy hair was still a mess but not so carefully fixed. Edward heard Jacob's heart beat violently inside his chest and the wolf's blood rushed like a river inside his veins. Edward did actually growl as he pushed his lover of him and the bed. Jacob landed hard on the floor.

"What the hell?" Jacob growled back at him.

"Jacob we have to stop." Edward said and tried to focus and calm down.

"What, why? Did I do something wrong?" Jacob asked confused.

"No, no, definitely not. It's the opposite, you're doing it to well. You taste and smell too good for your own good right now." Edward explained pulling himself up and leaned against the headboard.

It took a few seconds before Jacob understood what he meant.

"Oh, right."Jacob looked in to Edwards eyes. The usually melted golden color had faded and now the Edwards eyes were pitch black.

"Over there on the chair. Put on the shirt and the sweats, I can't have you naked around me right now." Edward closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. Jacob put on the clothes and stayed by the desk, glancing at Edward. He wasn't afraid of Edward like this, more curious.

"Don't be afraid my moon. I would never, and I don't think could, hurt you. It's just the sound of your blood... It made me hungry." Edward was utterly embarrassed that he had growled at Jacob because of hunger.

"You don't think that you could bite me? Even if you were starving, you don't think you would?" Jacob didn't mean to offend him, he was really curious.

"I believe that if I would feed on you it would mean that I was hurting you. Now that you have become my only reason for existing, hurting you would be impossible. I rather stop existing than hurt you." Edward was dead serious, meaning every word.

"But you wish I wasn't so close to you when you're hungry? Does it cause you pain?" Jacob stayed put at the desk. If being close to Edward caused him pain when he was hungry he had no problem of getting some space between them.

"No, not pain, but it does increase my hunger in a uncomfortable way. It's easier if we keep a distance when I'm hungry, but only then." Edward said "I always want you close." Edward gave Jacob that special soft smile that made him feel like he was in seventh heaven. There was a light knock on the door..

"Come in." Edward said. It was Esme.

"I'm sorry for disturbing you but I thought you might be hungry, you need to eat Edward." Esme said and held up some type of plastic bag. Jacob got the hint.

"Yeah, you should eat Eddie. I've got some human stuff I need to do anyway." Jacob gave Esme a nod and left the room.

Jacob really needed a few moments to himself. He went to the bathroom and did all the necessary human things. He stopped to look in the mirror. He wasn't as pale as before; the dark circles under his eyes were still there even if they had started to fade a bit. The image of Edward's cracks that reached from where his heart had been half way up his throat flooded his memories. It was all his fault. Jacob knew that if he hadn't been so stubborn, Edward would never had had to suffer from the pain he caused him. He would never stop trying to make up for what he had done to Edward. He hit the sink with his fist. Damn him and his stubbornness.

"Jacob there is food in the kitchen if you want." Emmett said to him from the other side of the door.

Previously he had been too preoccupied to think about food but now he felt that he was really hungry. Alice had made him a big bowl of pasta with different things mixed in it. He stood by the kitchen counter as he gratefully ate the food prepared for him. Jasper felt a bit like a spy standing in the hallway leading in to the kitchen. He was tuning in on Jacobs feelings making sure everything was all right, and it was. It was even better, Jacob was calm and happy filled with love. Jasper had done the same with Edward and they both shared the same type of bliss. Jasper was pleased.

Jacob finished eating and left the bowl on the kitchen counter and headed back to Edwards room. He thought as he walked that even if there was so many people in the house he didn't encounter anyone. True it was a big house, it didn't bother him just an observation. Esme had left Edwards room and he was still sitting on the bed leaning against the headboard. When he saw Jacob he smiled feeling so happy. Jacob smiled back equally happy, he felt so incredibly loved. Edward reached out his hands beckoning Jacob to come to him. That he did gladly. He snuggled up in Edwards embrace leaning his back against his chest. Edward wrapped his arms around him. They just sat on the bed being content with being close to each other.

"Did you have your human moment?" Edward asked him and gave him a squeeze.

"Yeah I did. Tell me honestly Edward how are you?" Jacob was worried about the cracks, he knew they would never disappear, fade a little maybe, but never be gone. He was worried that they caused Edward pain.

"I'm fine. Better than fine Jacob." Edward assured him stroking his fingers back and forth on Jacob's arm .

"There is one thing though." Not sounding pleased.

Jacob froze. Edward felt him tense up.

"What's that?" He asked cautiously

"Eddie?" Edward said with a frown.

"Eddie what?" Jacob didn't understand what he was talking about.

"You think that you will be calling me Eddie?" Edward clarified.

Jacob laughed and relaxed.

"Yeah of course. What else would I call you? I can't go around calling you my 'sun'."

"Why not? You are my precious moon." Edward said calmly.

"No Eddie." Jacob said insisting on the ridiculous nickname. "You can't go around calling me 'your moon' in public. I would never hear the end of it from the pack." He could well imagine how the pack would tease him about it.

"Then, what should I call you?" Edward asked him.

"I don't know. Jacob or Jake I guess."

"But that's what everyone calls you. I want a name only I can use." Edward knew he sounded childish but it would mean a lot to him.

"Ok, let's compromise. You call me Jacob or Jake when we are in public but when we are alone you can call me whatever nickname you want. Also I get to call you Eddie." Jacob said sounding pleased.

"Wait a minute. I only get to call you 'my moon' when we are alone but you get to call me Eddie twenty-four-seven. That's not fair." Edward disagreed.

"I could never have him call me 'moon' in public. Maybe if I called him Ed instead of Eddie and he get to call me babe... no no. Hun maybe yeah that's better than babe."

Edward heard it all and smiled. He intertwined their fingers lift up their hands and kissed Jacobs.

"Well then hun, it's agreed." Edward said and placed a chaste kiss on his neck.

Jacob was surprised for a moment. He hadn't really gotten used to Ed's mindreading thing yet.

"Agreed" He said and they meet in the softest of kisses.

"I love you." Edward whispered in to his lover's ear.

If Jacob could he would have been glowing from the happiness he felt hearing those three words.

Their moment was interrupted by Jacob's cellphone ringing. He picked it up and saw that the caller was his dad. Immediately he left the comfort of Edwards embrace and stood up beside the bed. He knew his that couldn't see them but talking to his father while being snuggled up against Edward was just... awkward.

Edward could have listened to the phone call but his mind was filled with other thoughts. He had said "I love you". He had anticipated that Jacob would say it back. He would wouldn't he. He knew it was silly but not hearing it back right away made him feel a bit insecure.

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