Secrets and Lies

(What really happened after the Ravine incident!)

Chapter 2

A/N: Sorry a bit of Drabble but its leading to something ;) I just wanted to add a little tension.

Moaning and groaning as her alarm clock was going off. It was 7:30am and Emma had to be at school by 8. She was mad her alarm clock went off 30 minutes later then she wanted and now she was going to be late.

Jay woke up feeling annoyed, he kept having dreams about what happened at the ravine that night, "Nelson is that dream still makes me want meet her at the ravine again, I must be dreaming about that night because I still want it to happen" he thought to himself he was annoyed because he couldn't get that night out of his head.

He finished eating breakfast and decided he'd drive to school, this was an early time for him but he was so annoyed he hoped school would distract himself. Driving down the long road to Degrassi Community School seemed a lot longer than usual.

Walking to school seemed boring for Emma, she normally didn't mind the walk but she was still thinking about Jay. her phone rang, it was Manny. "Hey Em, sorry I couldn't walk to school with you today I had to meet Paige for cheerleading thing, Hey listen you're not still thinking about you know, you and Jay are you?" Manny asked with concern.

"Yea I can't stop thinking, wanting it" Emma said feeling a little annoyed at Manny who sighed on the phone "I don't want you doing it again.. not after the gonorrhoea Em" Manny knew Emma wouldn't listen to her ... she never did since the shooting. Emma hung up and kept walking.

Jay saw Emma walking to school and decided to tease her and get her to admit to wanting him at the ravine again, even though he himself wanted her to and he thought she was good when she went down on him.

"Hey Greenpeace!" Jay yells stopping near her with a smirk on his face. Emma turned around to face him "What do you want Jay" she said trying to hide that she was interested, except Jay could tell.

"You wanna meet me at the ravine again tonight?" He said with a smirk, he knew it would happen again soon, he could see right through her. "No.." Emma said with a flat tone and just kept walking, Jay thought about something else

"You want a lift, or do you want me to pick you up after school?' Emma turned around again and just gave him a look, secretly she wanted to but she just wanted to stir him, she knew he wanted her to do that, just as she wanted him to do the same to her.

"Some of us have placed to be you know?" He said sarcastically. She turned around and kept walking.

Jay smirked "I Know you really want to meet me at the Ravine.. It's up to you i go there every night" Emma turned around and looked at him, she tried to pretend she wasn't interested but Jay could see right through her firm stare. "Well I'll see ya at school" he smirked and drove off.

Turning around and walking towards school Emma let out a sigh and put her MP3 player in her ears. Walking into Degrassi Community School and straight to her locker, Emma's thoughts about what Jay had said earlier were interrupted by Manny.

"So Emma, I noticed Jay is sneaking a smirk in your direction" Manny said with a sarcastic tone in her voice, Emma took a quick look and sure enough Jay had that same smirk yet somewhat lusting look in his eyes.

Emma rolled her eyes "Look Manny yes I still want that night to happen and whatever you say won't change that.. Trust me I have self control I won't let it happen though".

"Emma I do trust you but i do know what it's like to give into temptation.. I know you're just going to argue with me but I just want you to be careful after all I think Jay is scum" Manny said acting like Spike.

Emma sighed and put her arm around Manny and quickly snuck a look at Jay before turning back to her best friend

"I know what you've been through with Craig and I appreciate your advice but this is something that I'll handle and besides after Alex dumped Jay he's single so I'll be at a lesser risk.. Look let's just drop it ok" She said with that lustful feeling when she thought of that night.

Manny wanted to argue more but decided she didn't want to risk her friendship with Emma and just smiled at her before the two of them walked into class.

During class Emma found it hard to concentrate but it was English after all and with Miss Kwan as a teacher it got quite boring. When class was over Liberty and J.T appeared at her side

"So Emma you want to sit with us for lunch today?" Liberty asked while JT was trying to kiss her "J.T quit it Liberty sighed.. You can be so immature at times but I guess that's why I like you" She grinned and kissed her boyfriend.

"Sure guys" Emma smiled and they walked off to their next class.

During lunch Jay kept trying to stir Emma up by giving her smirks from the back wall which was near where Emma, J.T and Liberty were sitting. He wanted her so badly and acknowledged the sexual tension between them he just knew it would be a matter of time.

At the end of the day Jay left class and got into his orange civic. He had only driven for a few minutes when he saw Emma walking home so he decided to ask her again by pulling up next to her on the sidewalk "Hey Nelson I told you my car has 16 speakers, you sure you don't want a lift?" Emma signed "Sure but that's it" she said while getting in the passenger seat.

After pulling up outside the Simpson-Nelson household Emma looked at Jay "Thanks.." she mumbled and proceeded to get out but Jay touched her arm "Hey come on what's with the moodiness Greenpeace?" He smirked.

Emma sighed "Sorry I'm just a little stressed with homework and all" She said looking with at him with a stare she couldn't resist. "Well why don't you come down to the Ravine and meet me there tonight or some other time" Jay said acknowledging her stare with his "I know you want it bad boy look"

Emma felt her body go numb and the familiar wetness in her core "No .. Not tonight I'm busy" She said trying to resist the urge to say yes to that night. She knew she wasn't going to go that night or in the next few nights but she knew she couldn't resist the lust any longer.

Jay smirked "Well see you around then.." and he drove off giving her a lusting look, Emma sighed and went to bed.