Finding True Love, No, True Loves
Author's Note: First and foremost, yippee!!! I got most of you with the teaser!!! Now that I know what teaser does, more like I learned the power of teaser, I am going to use it wisely. (XD) he he
Ok! The surprise is not in this chapter!!!! It is in the next one for sure! (Xp)
Now, just to show that I really did study… well, more of a mild research on pregnancy…I…wait, nah, I will say it in the end…(XD)
On the other hand, I am going to use the lyric of Hirai Ken's song, "Elegy" in the next chapter with the surprise. The translation was done by me through the Chinese version….um…I mean I translated the lyric from the Chinese translation of the lyric that I found online since no one seem to have the song lyric translated into English…confused yet? I am!
Well to those who knew the song or research about it, if you think my translation is off or something like that I apologize. I am no pro! And it is midnight right now!!!! Plus you are right, my translation does suck ass. No need to rub it in (XO)
Also, I try to shorten the lyric up into short simple words to emphasize feelings or intensions. Furthermore, English suck (my first language is Chinese) there is very limited words, horrible pronunciations, they don't sound appealing, and the grammar is so freaking confusing! (Xp) blah (still, my translation does suck…I am sorry but please bear with me)
Again! Annoying, I know.
NOTE: there is be rape (again) and Mpreg (male pregnancy). If any of the things above are not to your taste, please be nice and go away. I am sorry that this is taking longer then I expected. Damn you English grammar!!! Why are you so hard!!!
In case: This is an ItaNaru and KyuNaru fic that is rated M for mature.
I know I repeat myself, but I just want to make sure everyone knows.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of its characters. I barely watch the anime. I just go for the YAOI that the nice people made for it XD yippy for them and me!!! Also this story might seem a bit like another Naruto fanfict, Angels. That is because that story is the inspiration for this one!!! //// And it was also the first one to ever get me interest in Naruto (yaoi) There may be some similarities, but I did not copy, plagiarism is not right!
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Recap: After an unfortunate visit from the S-class Nuke-nin, Naruto was growing weaker by the second, to add to that, Kyuubi is finally out of his cage and instead of getting his revenge on the village, he decided to…
"Kyuubi's thoughts/words"
Thoughts
Lyric (My Translation)
Finding True Love, No, True Loves
Chapter 6
The morning sickness or rather the all-time sickness was getting worse with each moment. Naruto had skipped a many meeting using sick leave. Kyuubi had urge Naruto to eat. However, the boy find the process almost impossible, he threw up everything he inhales within an hour after he eats.
Within three days, Naruto dropped fifteen pound from the day he found out about his pregnancy due to his fast metabolism. Kyuubi was not worried; he was scared shit beyond reason as the Kit started to cough blood along with the undigested food.
Finally after much persuasion, Naruto agreed to see the Hokage.
Early in the morning, the sky only started to lift a piece of its noir cloth from the corner of East, Naruto entered Tsunade's office unnoticed by the ANBU guards. It was hard for Naruto to conceal his chakra to nonexistence due to his current condition, but he managed.
Tsunade was buried deep in paperwork as always. There was even a loud snoring coming from under all the documents. Not wanting to get smacked by the powerful inhuman fist that rivals demons, Naruto decided to cast Silent Jutsu first.
With a flash of moving hands, Naruto's chakra leaked from his body in stealth and covered the room; nothing spoken here can leak out now. Setting himself a good five feet from the front of the desk, Naruto sent his clone next to the Hokage and whisper something into her ear. The fist came out of nowhere, hard and fast, whiles the clone just poof into thin air.
Tsunade was still panting harshly while she put on a death glare enough to put Sasuke in shame.
The deep brown eyes which were burning in anger soon soften when it locked upon the blonde Chunin smiling weakly before her. The eyes, ladled with maternal tenderness, changed from happy to worry in milliseconds.
The blonde hair Sannin rushed out of her chair just in time to catch the fallen Chunin.
Naruto was thin, though his face was still plump as if healthy; his wrist was just skin covering bone. Worried, Tsunade pulses large amount of green chakra acting like thousands of spider-like thread which then submerge into Naruto's body despite his small rejections. When the chakra check up was done, Tsunade's eyes were as big as her fist, which was quite something.
"How…" Tsunade was beyond the realm of words, she was speechless with no knowledge of how to begin her wonders.
A long sigh escaped the blonde Chunin. Naruto decided to tell her everything.
"I merged with Kyuubi." In four simple words Naruto started his story. "While the village was all happy and giddy with Teme, Kyuubi offer me some comfort. I almost decided to give up being a Ninja thanks to the incident."
Naruto paused
"However, I decided to stay because I still have some precious people here that I cherished." Looking up into Tsunade's earthy brown eyes, Naruto continued, "For some reason, everything became so much harder... I could barely keep on smiling, like how I used to do…."
Words trailed off into the silence as Naruto's gaze fade into the unseen distance. Tsunade was overcome with guilt. Then, after what felt like hours, Naruto continued on, "I think, I think it happened a month after I brought back Sasuke… yeah, it happen then. I was really fed up with life," an empty chuckle escaped the trembling boy. "I just couldn't believe how life can get any worse really you know? And then, he came."
Tsunade was unable to speak, she could only silently urge on the trembling boy in front of her who could be crying any moment now. Images race through her mind on possible potentials that could have done the unimaginable to Naruto. Naruto is just a boy, a son in Tsunade's eyes. Silent anger was building inside the Hokage.
'Who done this to Naruto was not going to get away with it, no, no way in hell,' thought the current Hokage of Konoha, 'He is going to be cut up, slice up and I am going to personally make him squeal like a pig that he is and then…'
As Tsunade's face darken with the shadow of her bangs, Naruto found the courage to speak again, "It was dark, and well, I guess I had it coming," Naruto's dim sapphire pair of eyes met Tsunade's questionable earthy brown pair, "Kyuubi warned me, he warned me that something was off, something was wrong, but I thought nothing off it, you know, if anything, I thought it was just some random villager. I didn't think."
Naruto paused for breath, the shame and the unseen guilt that he had been holding was hitting him hard. The nightmares that haunted the sleepless nights were putting on a slideshow for him. The Chunin found it impossible to breath, he was trying to explain it to Oba-chan, but the excuses just kept on appearing. Naruto felt his lungs tighten. His hands surround both his stomach and his heart, he wanted to breathe, and he needs to breath. The air would not come.
Two powerful hands place themselves on the gasping boy who was no longer seeing reality.
In the abyss of darkness, Naruto saw a light, the light was soft. The light came from two pair of gems, they were brown, lighter then the color of earth, but held the glow of pearl.
Mother, it was the first thought that came to mind as Naruto reach out for the light.
"Naruto, it is alright if you do not wish to tell me. You have been through much, too much for one young as you. You need rest." There was no arguing in those words. The words, which held so much kindness brought tears to the boy.
"Itachi," mumbled the sobbing boy in the Hokage's embrace, "It was Uchiha Itachi."
Upon hearing this, Tsunade's mind draw blank. It was not comprehendible. Inside Tsunade's mindscape, there was only a few ducks quacking and flying across the sky.
The truth finally kicked in after five minutes. Fire burned ferociously in the pair of brown gems. The blonde haired Sannin wanted nothing more than to shout out and strangle the nuke-nin, but the trembling boy in front of her brought the Sannin back to her senses. Naruto needed her.
Tsunade held the boy loving to her chest in hoping for some comfort. 'Wait' thought the Sannin, what about the babies living inside of Naruto.
'Does Naruto want to keep them? Well, there is abortion law in Konoha. Damn, but I think, Naruto's character, he probably doesn't want any child to live through the hellhole he had to go through. But then, he is not the kind to kill cold heart for no reason. Since he didn't say anything…and went through hell just to tell me about it.' The Sannin concluded, Naruto wanted to keep the children.
Another long sigh escaped the Sannin. Nothing is ever simple for this boy.
"Naruto?" call Tsunade, "Naruto, you have to decide what to do now, Naruto?"
There was no answer. Worried, Tsunade started to shake the boy softly, "Naruto?"
"Naruto!" shouted Tsunade as she removed the boy from her embrace. Naruto's eyes were closed, but he was not sleeping. His breathing was irregular. Something was wrong, terribly wrong. Tsunade was about to shake the boy again when she noticed something, blood.
There smell of rusted metals was in the air and it was coming from Naruto. In haste, Tsunade hold the boy up bridal style and could think of nothing but hospital. The smell of blood thickens. Shocked, Tsunade looked down and saw blood on the sofa.
That was the place Naruto had sat.
Naruto was bleeding? How? He has no injuries, he is only pregnant…
Miscarriage?
The babies!
"Naruto!" shouted Tsunade. It was no use; Naruto was showing no sign of waking up.
Steady beeping rang throughout the room. Urges of the need to rest was binding Naruto, but he wanted to know what the beeping was. It sounded nothing like his alarm clock, yet he heard it somewhere before, not too long ago.
Slowly, the Egyptian blue pair of eyes revealed themselves to the world. 'The white ceiling look familiar,' thought Naruto.
White ceiling? Steady beeping?
Hospital!
Why am I here?
Was I drugged? Or did I go unconscious by force?
'The children!'
Naruto forced his weaken body to sat up. Kyuubi woke up along with the movement.
"Kit, go back to sleep," Kyuubi's voice was weary.
'My children did?' Naruto paused, 'What happen to my children!'
The powerful angry voice demanded answers. They were the answer no parent should have to go through.
"What happened!" anger was building up and Kyuubi found himself speechless for the first time.
As if on cue, Tsunade walked in. "Ask her." Was all that Kyuubi left.
Big Denim eyes which were holding back so much tears look up and lock on the dim earthy brown pair of eyes.
Naruto open his mouth as if to speak, but no word came out. It was then Naruto felt how dry his throat was.
Tsunade moved to the bed stand on the right side of Naruto's patient bed. She poured a glass of water and hand it to Naruto. With some difficulty, Naruto accepted the glass of water, but instead of drinking, he held it to his stomach.
"My children?" was all he could spoke.
"The temperature of the room dropped at least ten degrees. Even though it was clear sky outside, the feeling of bright sunny morning did not reach in to the room. The room was separated from the rest of the world. The warmth of the Sun outside could not reach in. No sound of the singing bird came in. Even the rustling sound of leaves in the breeze was shunned from the room.
"You had Progesterone Deficiency." Tsunade spoke, not once meeting the pair of blue gems. "We tried, Naruto, we really did, but… your body was too weak, it was either them or you."
Tsunade was silenced from the look on Naruto's face. The babies inside him were all the hope he had to live on. Even though they were the seed of that bastard Uchiha, they provide hope for him.
"My children," repeated Naruto. "They are no longer here, are they? Not one?"
Silently, Tsunade nodded.
The tears could not be held back any longer, they dropped one after one. Naruto buried his face in his hands, soft sobs escapes through the hands. Tsunade sat on the bed next to the broken boy. Her hand reaches out and held Naruto to her chest. The sobbing continues as Naruto curled into a ball.
Eventually, he cried himself to sleep.
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Well, now that you finish this chapter….please don't kill me.
Also, I think I promised one of my reviewers that I would post this chapter up last weekend…. I am really sorry!? No, really, I was going to finish it, but I was still lagging from the different time zone…and thus fell asleep with the computer next to me… (DX) If you want more excuses, there is plenty more where that came from!
Now… I want to kill myself first with deciding to actually write about pregnancy, there is too damn much!!! So I decided to skip it! (XD)
Also, I kill myself to see Naru-chan this sad too, but I had to do the miscarriage in order for what I want to appear….sorry! (Curse you my obsession) it is not one of my excuses! I think….
Well, there is one thing or pregnant stuff, that I am really interest in, since one of my teacher brought up the subject….I will give you a huge hint…. in next chapter (Xp)
Alright, alright, don't kill…jeez, I will put it up in the beginning of the next chapter; just don't kill me with "Is that all? That's the reason poor Naru-chan went through all those pain!" because I am evil, and I like being sadist!
Also, for the nice people who critics this chapter or any other chapter before this, it would help a lot if you could please tell me where the spelling mistakes are, or just the general area, grammar too. Thanks!
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Teaser: Chapter 7
Truth: Kyuubi: Father, brother, or lover?
Healing broken soul
Encounter
"Naruto! Rookie nine is here to see you."
"I would hold you till the end of time."
"I promised on my name as Kyuubi No Youko"
"No, impossible, what are you doing here?"
"I have come for you, Koi."