Hey! Im going to write a poem for each chapter, and it will have somthing to do with the character that had to most point of view in the chapter. This one is Bella, about Edward. Let it be known that I have nothing against Edward, or Him and
Bella being together. (although I think it was a horible thing to have Edward leave her cold and alone in the woods and then have her take him back like nothing happened) Nor do I think that Paul and Bella should have been together in the book. I think Bella belongs with Jacob. But in fanfiction, Bella belongs with Paul, the way they work together is amazing. Anyway, Beta... I had a beta offer from a friend of mine but after the offer no talk of it so I assume the offer is still on! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BETA ME OR KNOW HOW I CAN GET A GOOD BETA REVIEW AND TELL ME!
You said I was your own personal heroin
Said you loved me, wanted me to be your wife
That love was nothing but sin
You wanted the life
That pullsed through my veins
I was nothing but your pet
You wanted to drink me like the sweetest champagne
I was nothing but your greatest regret
All I was to you was heroin
BPOV
I have come to the conclusion, Edward was a jerk, a prick, a bloodsucking parasite. how I ever loved him is beond me. Come to think of it, I dont think I ever loved the Leach, I think Edward had a unnatural obsession with my blood,and the fact that the allureing creature wanted somthing of me blinded me to the fact that he could have killled me in a second. The second he left, It was like I couldnt breathe, like my heart wouldnt circulate the nessisarly blood throughout my body. He was like a drug. He gave me more and more of him until I was dependent on him, then he left me and I couldnt function, withdrawl. Edward left me because I wasnt a good play thing, fine by me. But then Jake left me? Oh hell no. Promise after promise broken, Ill never leave you Bella , Ill always be here for you Bella, Ill always love you Bella. Like hell. I leap out of my truck, stopming over to the Black's front door, I knock vigurisly. The squeeking of Billy's chair alerts me to his arivel before he opens the door.
"Sorry, Bells, Jake isnt in right now" Billy says with a smile.
"Dont feed me this shit Billy." Billy's smile fades into complete shock, I rarely ever curse, espesialy with Billy.
"Im sorry Bella, but Jacob truly isn't in" Bily sighs. Then as if to prove him wrong, a loud snore erupts from inside the house. I shake my head at the old man I used to consider a second father. Storming past Billy, I turn the corner to the small room known as Jacob's room.
I slam the door open, my fury evendent in my stance. My eyes scan the room landing on Jacob's sleeping figure. He's gotten bigger, I notice. Sighing I turn around. If he didnt wake up from my display back there, I was going to need a marching band to wake him up. Exiting the front door, I didnt excape Billy's pleading expression.
" I have nothing to say to you." I whisper sadly. I slowly walk to my old truck, as I open the door, Four hulking figures emerge from the forest. At first im confused, then recodnazion dawns, Sam and his creepy cult. I slam my door for the second time and slowly prowl thier way.
"You" I growl. "He didnt want this! But you made him! You took him from me" Ive never been a very angery person but right now, my vision is clouded red with rage.
Sam steps foward "Bella, I understand our upset. But-" I cut him off.
"SHUT UP" I screech. " He didnt want this, he was afriad of you, and now hes one of you!" I shake my head, it wasnt right.
"Damn Leach-Lover, turn it down a few octaves." I snap my gaze to one of the others who up until this point have been silent.
"Paul" Sam scolds.
"Oh shut it Sam, the Leach-Fucker was whineing at a frequency dangerus to us."
I take a step closer to Paul, while keeping my eyes on Sam, he wasnt getting away from me without paying for this. "Im warning you, say that again and you'll regret it" I say softly.
"Sorry Leach-Leaftovers, you dont scare me" Finaly my eyes snap up to his, his eyes grow wide as I take three quick bounds to stand infront of him. As quick as I can, I ball my fist as I raise my arm and conect it to the side of Paul's face. His brown eyes widen further in shock as I hold in the cry of pain. I gave Edward the power to break me by leting him dazzle me, I gave it to Jacob by trusting him with my alreddy fraggle heart, I wont alow this Paul to hurt me further by showing him weakness.
Jake comes running out of his house, "Bella! Back up, Hes not safe"
"Not safe" I scoff, "Come on Jacob, I may have pissed him off but he's not gunna hurt me." by that time, Jake had reached me and was protectively standing in front of me.
Paul steps forward, glaring at Jacob. "Mine" he snarls.
"Paul you need to calm down before you hurt someone" Jacob insrtucts. Paul looks at me then takes a step closer. A growl emits from Jacob's chest and one to match comes from Paul.
"Mine" Paul says more intently.
"Im gunna take Bella home now, okay Paul?" Jacob coaches. Paul falls into a crouch, snarls wrippleing from him as he stalks closer to me, but Jacob wont allow that, a tense dance of Paul circling Jacob and me, looking for a way to get to me.
"Paul?" Sam asks, causeing Paul's gaze snaps up to him, Sam's eyes bulge and he walks over to Jacob.
"Jake, back away. Paul wont hurt her. He sees you as a threat. in order to keep him from phasing, you need to let him go to Bella" Sam demands.
"Sam?" Jacob questions.
"Ill explain it later, Just back up" Sam orders, at the end his voice gains a eirie comand to its tone.
"Mine" Paul insists again, steping closer to me. This time Jacob allows him to slowly come closer. A few steps away, Paul stops. He stands up straight and begins to tremble.
"Sam stop hi-" Jacob begins but is cut of by Pauls growl as he trembles quicker, begining to blur.
"Let him phase Jake. He needs to make sure shes okay."
"But why would he need to do tha-"
"Shut up Jake" Sam sighs.
Watching the deep brown eyes, that have been watching me, he slides his shorts off. I keep my eyes conected to his. Paul hunches forward. Fur begins to sprout from different spots on him, his back, his sholders.
Paul lurches, his body erupting into a large silver wolf. I gasp, the creatures in the medow with Laurent, the legends. They cant be true, werewolfs are mythical creautes. But so are vampires. The bear sightings! There what the people from Newton's have been seeing! Real descreate...
The wolf- or Paul, I remind myslef- hesidenly treds closer to me, gaugeing my reaction. I step closer, raising my hand to touch his fur. He meets me half way and leans into my nahs as I sue my other one to runn my fingers softly through his fur. Its nothing like I expected, I expected it to be rouch and course, but it was actualy quite soft. Paul gently takes his head out of my hand and presses his nose to it, then to my arm, then the other hand then the other arm. while he dose it to my legs and stomach I try to figure out what hes doing. As his cold wet nose lifts my shirt slightly, I realize hes taking inventory. Checking to see if im missing any body parts, or have any marks on me.
"Im fine" I whisper. He looks up to meet my gaze, then his eyes dart to Jacob. "He didnt hurt me"
Jacob growls, and so does Paul. Paul steps infron of mehis head moving closer to the floor while his back stays elevated in the air, a posistion ready to atack.
"Paul, hush" I scold. "He's only being Jake. Even though I am still insanly mad at him" I shot a glare at Jake. "hes my best friend and hes a bit protective"
Paul noded his huge head, then took a step back. He begain to shrink, befor the fur receded. He stood up a human, a naked human. He looked at me and smiled, I smiled back. Someone coughed, handing him a pair of shorts.
PPOV
Bella blushes as Embry hands me my shorts, reminding us that im in the buff. I take them, giving Embry a nod as thanks.
"I think we have things to talk about, so Jake, take Bella to your house." Sam insrtucts. I growl and step inbetween My Bella and Jacob. The same Jacob that has been in love My Bella for years. He better get it through his head that she is mine now. My imprint. My Bella. Me, Paul LaHote, imprinted. I looked into thoes big brown eyes and my whole world vanished, the need to protect this one single girl from the world's evils over powering every other feeling I have ever had of ever will. This imprint feels different than Sam's or Jared's. I feel the need to pretect her, but not the over whelming need to bend over backwards for her. Well, I dont feel much of anything besides the need to beat the crap out of Jacob for all of thoes sexual fantisies hes had staring My Bella, and the need to bend her over and make love to her all night.
"She goes no where" I demand.
"Paul, she's scared, she needs time to prosses this" Jared explains, trying to reason with me.
"With Bella you cant spring things on her, you have to do it slowly, give her small bits of information. Only tell her what she needs to know, It will keep her from freeking out" That little tid-bit came from Jake. I hear Bella huff, sounding displeased with Jake's way of dealing with things. Bella dosent need little bits of information, she needs to know weverything so she can have a true opinion.
"No, she dosent" I growl "She needs to know everything. She deserves to know everything Jake"
Sam sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Im dealing with infants" He looks at my Bella, at hearing my growl when he does, he sighs. "She can come to the meating. But befor that, Paul, you and Jacob are going to explain things to her. "
"Why him?" I yell, begining to shake. Bella notices and places a soothing hand on my arm, stoping the tremmours instantly. "Why him?" I ask, my voice tense with anger, but calmer that before.
"He is the most likely to protect Bella if the situation requiers it. He cares deeply for her" I grwol at that. Sam wants to put Jacob with My Bella? Like hell he's getting anywhere near her.
"I wont hurt her" I snarl.
"Come on Bells, we gadda explain some shit to yah" Jake says, lifting Bella's hand in his own. I growl.
"Don't. Touch. Her." I calmly say, takeing Bella's hand into my own. She looks up at me with thoes big brown eyes of hers, and I can help but smile, whitch she returns. By now the rest of the pack is alreddy at Sam's so were as alone as were going to get. "Bella..." I begin.
"Your werewolfs" She says, as if its the most obvious thing in the world.
"I knew it wouldnt take you long Bells" Jake says with a laugh. Jake then goes into the details about being a wolf. "Thats why I couldnt talk to you Bells! I wanted to but Sam put that gag order on me!"
"Oh" Bella says, lost in thought. "So your so hot because your a wolf?"
"You noticed?" Jake wiggles his eyebrows.
Bella rolls her eyes, slapping Jacob on his arm. "What else do I need to know?"
"Alfa, Heat, Speed, Strength, uhm... Not sure. Paul?" Jake looks to me, trying to remember anything else.
"We exist to kill vampires" I state, looking at Bella. That statement isnt true anymore, the reason I exist if for Bella. My Bella.
"V-Vamprires?" Bella whispers. I tighten my hold on her hand. She looks up at me.
"Your safe with us. With me" My voice unintentionly becomes husky.
"Okay, we need to get back to Sam's. Bella knows all that she needs to know" Jake quickly grumbles.
I laugh, Bella's hand still in mine. Jake looks at me shocked. I see where his surpise comes from, I never laugh.
What is this girl doing to me?
Okay so... Beta search still on... anything else... Hmmm. Oh! I know this story is rated M, but I dont know if im going to put lemons in it yet. Please make your opinion known! One more thing; I was thinking of makeing this a story that uses the readers to help it work. I know, horible explaination. Im thinking of putting a option at the end of the chapter, each of the two options will change how the outcome of the story is effected. like if I put:
1) Bella will let Brady kiss her
2) Bella will not let Brady kiss her
You would either review 1 or 2 (NOTE: Thoes are not actual events of this story, they are simply the first two things that came to mind!)
So like if you were pro Brady/Bella you could review one, or if you arnt, you could review two... You guys like the idea? Review for the following;
1)Beta search still on; if you want to be my Beta, review and let me know!
2)To lemon or not to Lemon, that is the question.
3)Option Outcome, yeah or nah? (like the name for it? :D )
So review!