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Before they knew it their kiss had turned into a full on make out session. Quinn had her back to the kitchen island with Rachel conveniently placed between her legs. Both pair of hands moved frantically around each other's bodies, it was if they were experiencing each other's touch for the very first time. Neither of them wanted to stop. The moment Quinn's hand slowly made its way to Rachel's inner thigh; Rachel couldn't help and let out a moan, which was then followed by a release of Quinn's name.

" Mhmm Quinn… don't stop!". Quinn wanted to continue what she was doing, but hearing her name just made her freeze up. What was she doing? How did she even manage to let things get this out of hand? She quickly pulled away and tried to apologize.

"I um I'm sorry I- I shouldn't have" but before she could finish her sentence she was silenced by Rachel's hand to her lips.

"Shhh! Don't you dare take that back! Don't you dare say that you didn't mean for this to happen, when you know it felt right! You kissed me, and I kissed you back! No harm was done, because WE BOTH wanted it! So don't you dare say that it was a mistake Quinn! It wasn't!" As a she finished speaking she began to cry.

"I love you Quinn, and I know that I hurt you really bad, but I also know that you still love me, and that's all that matters, and all I needed to know! Now you need to know one thing, and that's that II will not give you up without a fight!" She paused to make eye contact with Quinn before she continued.

"Or at least until you can look me straight in the eyes, and tell me that you no longer love me!" Quinn stood still for a moment before she got the energy to speak.

"What if I don't want you to fight for me?" She couldn't believe the words that came out of her mind. Had she actually said that aloud? The look on Rachel's face said it all. Rachel placed her hand on Quinn's cheek brushing a few strands of her out of the way.

"Well if that's what you really want, then that's what I'll do. It won't be easy, but that's what I'll do." As she finished what she was saying she couldn't help but notice the missing ring on Quinn's left hand. She reached for it, but Quinn quickly pulled away. Rachel just nodded at the rejection.

"That is what you want isn't it? You took off your wedding ring, because you no longer want to be mine? God why does this have to hurt so bad!"

Quinn didn't say anything, not because she didn't want to, but because she honestly didn't know what to say. A huge part of her wanted to run up to her and held her in her arms once more until all crying ceased, and she whispered into her ear that everything was going to be okay, until it ended with both of them wrapped around each other's arms in bed the way many of their previous arguments had been resolved, but she knew that this time that wasn't an option.

"Did San know you had taken off your ring?" Quinn just kept her head down. "Great she knew and she still allowed me to get my hopes up!" It nerved Quinn to hear Rachel bring Santana into their argument. If she only knew how much Santana had been pulling for them to get back together.

"This has nothing to do with her, so why do you even bring her up? And just so you know she has done everything in her hands to get us back together. She says she doesn't want us to experience what she and Britt did." Rachel just looked down. She knew that Santana wasn't at fault if anything it was because of her, and Brittany's help that she and Quinn ended up together. That thought on its own brought a whole other set of tears.

"Yea I know San isn't at fault, it's just easier to find someone else to blame you know?" Quinn just nodded.

"Yea I get you" she said as her phone vibrated. She pulled out her phone to check who it was, and when she saw the name on the message a smile appeared on her face, and it certainly didn't go unnoticed by Rachel. It had been awhile since she saw her wife's gorgeous smile, so to know that someone else was the reason for it made her jealous.

"Who's that?" she hesitated to ask.

"Oh it's just Sugar from work; she's been updating me with the kids, and the gossip." Rachel just gave her a nod. She hated Sugar. There was just something about her she didn't trust. The first time she met her was at a luncheon for the teachers and staff at the school Quinn worked it, and she just didn't rub her the right way. Quinn insisted that Sugar was straight, but the looks that she gave Quinn when she wasn't looking said otherwise.

"I still don't trust her!" She all but whispered.

"Oh no you don't! You have no right to come at with trust issues." Quinn couldn't believe that Rachel was even brining up Sugar as someone she couldn't trust. Quinn had never gave her any reason to suspect anything of that sort.

"I didn't mean for that to come out Quinn, and I know it's not in my place to say right now, but since it came out I stand by it! I don't trust her, and I think she's taking advantage of our separation to get close to you, don't you see it?" Quinn let out a sarcastic laugh.

"Unbelievable! Are you even serious right now Rachel? Clearly this visit has been pointless!" She said as she searched for her coat.

"Where are you going?" She knew brining up her insecurities with Sugar was a mistake, but she couldn't help what she felt and unwillingly it came out. She didn't want that to be the reason for Quinn's departure.

"I'm going home! This conversation isn't going anywhere, and it's getting late." Before she could continue Rachel reached for her hand.

"Please don't go, at least not like this. I'm sorry for bringing her up like that, and I know it was a bit out of line, but I don't want you to leave like this, please!" Quinn let out a loud sigh and placed her coat down. Even under the circumstances Rachel still got her to do what she wanted. She never could ignore Rachel's pleading face. She always curled her bottom lip and it always reeled Quinn in.

"Fine, but I can't stay that much longer, because it is getting late, and I have to get some things ready before I go back to work." Rachel couldn't help but sport her 100 watt smile.

"Thank you, I won't keep you too long, but at the very least I would like it if you had one of those cup cakes that I blissfully made for you." She said as she walked back to the kitchen and Quinn followed. Once Quinn had taken a seat you placed a plate with a cupcake in front of her, and pulled out the carton of milk.

"Since I spilled all the coffee, and destroyed the coffee maker will you settle for a cold glass of milk?"

Quinn was still uncertain as to why she had decided to stay, but just nodded at mention of milk.

"Yea sure that's fine thanks." Rachel handed her the glass of milk, as Quinn's phone went off.

"Hey Sugar, no yea I received your text, but I'm kind of in the middle of something. Let me give you a call once I get home, Okay? Perfect I'll talk to you soon then."

It enraged Rachel to not only know that Sugar had called her wife, but also that Quinn didn't mention that she was with her. All she said was that she was in the middle of something. What the hell did that even mean? Quinn noticed Rachel's body language change up, and she knew why but didn't bring it up.

"Thanks for the cupcake, it's delicious!" Rachel got up to put the rest away.

"Yea" was all she could say. She wanted to tell Quinn off, but she knew that it was pointless, and in a sense even hypocritical so she just bit her bottom lip and tried to calm down.

"Would you like another one?" She asked casually.

"No thanks, this one hit the spot." Rachel had literally been biting her lip to keep herself from saying anything stupid. She hadn't realized that how much pressure she had applied with the bite that it actually drew some blood until Quinn leaned in to wipe off a drop.

"You're bleeding!" Rachel pushed her hand away, and got up to get some tissue.

"Yea I'm fine; I must have accidentally bitten myself." Quinn finished up the rest of her cupcake and took her plate and glass to the sink.

"Don't worry about that, I'll wash it later." She got up to stop Quinn from doing the dishes.

"Are you sure?" Quinn asked.

"Yea it's getting late, and you have a phone call to make anyway." She spat out not caring about how it sounded. She knew she had no right to feel hurt, or jealous, but she hated Sugar, and she was fully aware of what she was doing.

"Rachel! Seriously, I thought we discussed this already?" Rachel was livid and she didn't care about how irrational she was acting.

"No! There is nothing to discuss Quinn Fabray! You like the sound of that? Well don't worry, because soon you'll be able to drop the Berry, and go back to that!" She yelled as she walked towards the door.

"What the hell is you problem Rachel? You ask me to stay, so I stay and then you act like this?" Rachel kept walking away from her until Quinn grabbed her by the arm.

"Let me go Quinn!" That command only made Quinn grip on harder.

"No! I will not! Throughout this whole conversation divorce didn't even come up once, but Sugar gives me a call and that's the first thing that pops into your head! Really Rachel? Well this isn't a joke so if divorce is the way you want to go about it, don't try taking it back!" Quinn loosened the grip on Rachel's arm and she quickly pulled away.

"Oh Whatever Quinn! You're the one who decided to come into OUR house without your wedding band to begin with. Plus you said it yourself! You don't want me fighting for you." She sort of whispered the last part out, and paused before she continued.

"Now I know why! You moved on didn't you? I'm such an idiot!" Quinn only nodded in agreement.

"Don't you just have everything figured out Rachel? Do you honestly think that if I had something going on with Sugar that I would have bothered to come over, when it would have been a lot easier and a lot less time consuming to send you the divorce papers? If I don't want you fighting for me it's not because I have something going on with Sugar, or anyone else! It's- because I don't trust you Rachel! And after tonight I'm beginning to think that meetings between us are going to be pointless." Rachel just stood quite staring at the ground.

"Thanks for the cupcake; I'll have my lawyer give you a call when the divorce papers are ready." Quinn said as she walked out the door. The moment the door shut behind Rachel threw herself on the ground and began to cry. She didn't envision their first night together ending like this.

Quinn was so pissed off with the way their meeting had gone that she didn't bother getting into her car; instead she just began to walk until her phone went off. She picked it up to see that she had a text from Santana.

*Hey Q I don't mean to get in the way of you and Berry, but I was just wondering if we were still on for tonight? Give me a call when you get the chance.* Instead of texting her back she just gave her a call.

"Hey, that was fast, so are we still on, and if so my place or your place?" there was some silence before Quinn gave her an answer.

"Do you have Vodka at your place?"

"Uh yea you know it, but what does that have to do with anything?"

"Nothing it just means I'll be there in twenty, so get the shot glasses ready!"

Before Santana could even give her a response Quinn had hung up. Due to her anger Quinn wasn't aware of the length she had actually walked. She was about a 45 minute distance from where her car was parked, so she sent Santana a text letting her know that is was going to be more than 20 minutes until she got to her place. As she walked back she passed by a sports bar and through the corner of her eye she caught a glimpse of a very familiar figure. Without even thinking she made her way inside, pushing a couple of drunken men out of her way. When she finally reached her destination she tapped the familiar figure on the shoulder, and when it turned around it was met with a right hook to the eye.

"This is your entire fault! You couldn't accept that she chose me! That she married me! You're a pathetic piece of shit you know that?" Right as he was about to talk she kneed him in the groin.

"Agh What the fuck Quinn!" Was all that he could utter as he fell to the ground.

"What the fuck is right Finn, maybe that'll teach you to keep it on your unwanted member in your pants!" Even through all of his pain and discomfort he was still able to give her a smirk.

"Unwanted? Ha I wouldn't say that it was unwanted, because she clearly wanted it that night, and she asked for it." Just as Quinn was about to give him another one she felt a couple of strong arms grab her from behind.

"What the fuck let me go!" She tried to fight the person off, but their grip was too tight for her to break out of.

"Baby mama, what are you doing here?"

"Puck what the fuck! Let me go! I need to teach this pathetic piece of shit to stay away from my wife!" While Puck had Quinn in his arms Finn got to his feet.

"You make it seem like I forced her to do something she didn't want to do, when she was the one that came up to my hotel room, after you left. You can say whatever you want, but I would never force anyone to be with me, and deep down you know that!" Quinn let out a bitter laugh.

"Right like you weren't aware of how intoxicated she was, and that she and I had just gotten into a fight. You took advantage of the fact that she needed comfort!" She was forced to stop speaking due to the uncontrollable sobs that came out of her mouth.

"Now because of you we are ruined! I lost her and she lost me!" Witnessing the damage that his one night stand had caused he made an attempt to apologize.

"Q, I-" but before he could say anything more Quinn cut him off.

"Fuck you! You don't get to say anything to make yourself feel better! You're worthless, and mean nothing to me! I can't believe I ever dated you."

With all the commotion they were causing the bar's manager asked them to leave. First Puck asked Finn to leave, and once he was out of reach he let Quinn go as he walked her outside.

"Q, let me see your hand."

"What for, I'm fine!" When she didn't give it to him willingly he reached out for it.

"Dang baby mama it looks like you might have lost a knuckle there. I would sure as hell hate to be Finn right now." Quinn winced in pain at the pressure he applied when he revised her hand.

"Yea, well I just hate him! How could he do this to me Puck? I mean I know I screwed things up with him in high school, but this isn't high school, and Rachel isn't just some girl I'm dating! She's my wife! I planned to spend the rest of my life with her, and now- now I don't know if that's even an option." Puck just took her in his arms and tried the best he could to comfort her.

"Hey Q, look at me, what Finn did is a whole new set of low, and even though he's my boy I don't stand behind him, but I have no doubt in my mind that my little Jew princess regrets it all! That girl loves you with everything she has! We all make mistakes when we are at are weakest points, and I think you and I know that better than anyone else. I'm not saying that what she did isn't wrong and all, but maybe you guys can work things out. If you love her, don't let her go that easy." Right as he finished what he was saying Quinn's phone went off.

"Q what the hell it's been more than half hour since you said you would be on your way! Did you and Berry make up and decide to ditch me, because I've been trying to call her, but it goes straight to voice mail, and that's not cool."

"No I'm not with her, I um actually I'm glad you called because I may or may not have gotten myself into a tiny predicament, and might need a ride." Without any hesitation Santana made her way out.

"I'm on my way now, but you better be ready to spill all the detail once I get there. Text me the exact address, and I'll be there ASAP." When she hung up Quinn quickly sent her the address.

"San is on her way, so you don't have to wait here with me. I know you probably want to check up on Finn." Puck just shook his head.

"Na, Finn is a grown man he can take care of himself, and besides I haven't seen Santana in ages, so I wouldn't mind seeing here for a quick second." He finished with his usual Puck wink, which just caused Quinn to break out in laughter.

"You'll never change Puck!"

"What can I say once the Puckasaurous, always the Puckasaurous! I can't be tamed." Once more Quinn broke into laughter, only this time she was caught off guard when her phone went off once more.

"Well aren't we all popular tonight?" Quinn just flipped him off as she answered her phone.

"Hi Quinn, I know you said you would call me back once you got to your place, but it was getting kind of late and I wanted to make sure you were okay, since you sounded kind of tense earlier."

"No, yea I'm fine. Thanks for your concern, I just got kind of caught up in some issues with Rachel, and it became more time consuming than expected."

"Oh, oh I'm sorry for intruding then, but are you sure you're okay? I know that it can all be pretty intense. If you want I can go to your place with a bottle of wine so we could, you know talk?" Even though Sugar clearly couldn't see her Quinn shook her head.

"Thanks Sugar that's very sweet, but Santana is actually on her way now. If you want maybe we can have lunch or something tomorrow?" Without any hesitation Sugar agreed.

"Yes that sounds great! I'll see you tomorrow then, but before that I'll give you a call in the morning just to see how you're feeling. Take care honey!"

When she hung up her phone Puck was already waiting for her with a smirk on his face.

"Who's Sugga, and why are you having lunch with her tomorrow?"

"Don't give me that look! She's just a co worker who happens to know what it's like to deal with an unfaithful partner, so she shows her support in any way she can." Puck just gave her a puzzled look.

"Wait, so she's gay, and single too?"

"No she's not gay, but yes she is single, and before you get any ideas, I'm not setting you up with her. I will not be responsible for you breaking another girl's heart." Puck shot her a pleading look.

"Oh come on Q, that didn't even cross my mind until YOU mentioned it, so now you have to help an old friend out," Right as Quinn was about to give him an explanation Santana pulled up in her Range rover.

"Puckerman! What brings you around?" Puck made his way to the truck's window and embraced Santana in a tight hug!

"Well you know how we sailors like to drink, so I decided to come here with a couple of buds, but blondie here had some other plans." He said as he pointed at Quinn's swollen hand.

"Jesus Q! What the hell happened to you?"

"San you know how clumsy I am, I was walking and somehow hit my hand against a poll and-"

"And what it clearly won if it shattered your right hand. Now quit lying and tell me what really happened unless you plan on walking it to the ER." Quinn just stood quiet and stared at the ground.

"Mujer habla de una vez! Don't act like the cat got your tongue and tell me what happened!" Quinn knew she had to tell Santana what happened, especially since she used Spanish on her which only happened when she meant business.

"Finn happened alright! I was making my way back to my car when I passed by this bar and I saw his dumb ass inside, and before I knew it my fist was making contact with his face! Then I kicked him in his mid section and would have given him more, but Puck came from behind and stopped me. So now that you're all caught up can please take me to my car, or something?"

"Okay first off I'm impresses because he had it coming, but what the hell are you doing all the way over here without your car?" Quinn just shook her head in response as she got into the passenger's seat.

"It's a long story okay, and I don't want to talk about it unless I have the liquor inside me, or I am heavily medicated, so please just drive somewhere already!"

"Okay relax, just because Finn was dumb enough to let you swing at him doesn't mean I will let you do the same to me Lion Quinn." She said with laughter which only irritated Quinn more.

"Santana don't mess with me! I'm clearly not in the mood." Quinn uttered, and Santana just gave her a sympathetic look in return.

"I'm kidding Q, let's go have that hand taken care of." Before she put the truck in drive she turned to look at Puck.

"Puckerman you need a lift?"

"Na Finn and I came in separate cars; he met me here after work. So I'm all good, but just make sure you give me a call or text me when you get her home safe and sound." Santana smiled at the concern he expressed for Quinn.

"Will do, but don't be a stranger anymore okay?"

"Now that I got a visual reminder at how hot you both are I don't think I could ever stay away." He said with a wink.

"Yea, and just like that you managed to kill a sweet moment!"

"Hey it's like I told Q, you can't keep the Puckasaurous down!" With that they said their goodbyes and Santana drove off.

The whole ride to the hospital was silent, and that was enough for Santana to know that the things between her two friends had not gone well. While Quinn was filling out her paperwork, and waiting to be checked Santana decided to walk outside and give Rachel another call, but just like the first time it went straight to voicemail. She tried not to make much out of it, because Rachel did like to go to bed early, especially if she had early rehearsals, but something about the whole situation just didn't feel right to Santana, so she decided to take a quick drive to her apartment since it was about 15 minutes away from the hospital. She thought about going back inside to tell Quinn but when she had left Quinn was still waiting to be seen so she figured she would have time to go and come back before Quinn even noticed she was gone.

On her drive there she attempted to call Rachel once more, but yet again there was no answer, and to make things worst it felt like she was missing all the green lights and the red lights seemed to be lasting hours. When she finally made it to her apartment she hit the buzzer, but when there was no answer she just used the spare key that Rachel had given her when Quinn moved out. As soon as she opened the door she searched for Rachel in desperation.

"Rach! Rachel! Are you in here?" When she got no response she immediately ran towards her friend's bedroom, and nearly lost it when she found Rachel lying across the floor in lifelessly matter.


I think this has been my lengthiest chapter yet so I hope I didn't over do it. Let me know what you guys think. Was it too much shall I keep them shorter? I look forward to hearing from you guys and truly appreciate your feedback Also I hope using sugar in this fanfic wasn't too weird for you guys. I debated on using her simply because she is the Brittana baby lol but she's hot so I couldn't resist.