Author Chapter:
The Super Long and Needed (but probably unnecessary) Apology!
WARNING: May contain TMI but I feel so comfortable with you guys it's kind of scary.
Date: Tuesday, June 05, 2012, approximately 2:45 p.m. in a super-small Texas town.
OH MY GOD! I AM SO SORRY! I told myself when I started writing this, "I, Sarah, will NOT slack on this story…" oh, but did life smack me in the face after that…. I wrote the first chapter around Saint Patrick's day… I remember this because I kept checking to see how many reviews I was getting while waiting in Dallas traffic to get my aunt and cousin to do some major family horse-playing… and I'm just NOW, in June, getting back to it.
I'm just gonna give you guys a quick splurge on what has happened since March….
I got a job working with ice cream, (if you live in within a 300 mil radius of Oklahoma, then you can probably guess the 1/3 Fresh Market & Dairy, 1/3 Fast Food [awesome burgers I might add] and 1/3 Ice Cream joint I'm talking about and it's NOT Baskin Robins!) I made Brass Captain in marching band officer auditions, friends and family and an amazing boyfriend who I really do not want to let down by not getting to see very often.
So basically STRESS is the obstacle…. My job takes away from my people because it IS summer and what summer treat does everyone have in mind…. Ice cream incase you didn't know. I come home covered, literally all over my arms and apron and even on my face, in ice cream too tired to even get dressed into pajamas but somehow I manage to do so, talk to my parents for what little time I can stand and call my boyfriend in hopes that he'll talk me to sleep…. Man do I love his voice :D sorry for the mush. My job has me working more on the weekends so I don't get to go with my family to the lake as they plan at the very last minute and my friends get upset because I rarely see them… but I think I got one friend out of the way by missing work for three days and going to A-Kon with her… and to be honest, all my free time I would love to just watch TV with my boyfriend holding my hand. Sounds lazy, but to me it is complete sanctuary and I could care less if it is rotting my brain.
So with that and other financial problems to which I am not going to bore ya'll with, are just some things that have gotten in my way, but like today possibly the other days I go into work at 5, I have spent my mornings and early afternoons to writing, (if my f**king ADHD permits me) and doing my chores and hating the menstruation cycle for hurting my back.
I am determined to stay on top of this and try my best not to be led astray.
Thank you for the time taken in having read this, I just thought I owed ya'll some sort of an apology. And really, please do not hesitate to ride my ass about writing more for the story. I appreciate every nag I obtain to keep me focused.
These next chapters, I have big plans for them so stay tuned and oh please do not lose hope.
-Sarah
P.S.
FanFiciton is being totally straight (I don't like saying gay in that way) and won't save my changes. My story is supposed to be in the incomplete category and every time I try and fix it, it says "saved changes" but it really did nothing. (insert rage comic here) also I am really scared of my story being taken down since a lot of the M rated fanfics are being taken down including VoldemortHugger's posting of My Immortal (yes, I read that shit and am going to be making A LOT of references to it.) so be on the look out and I hope some of my favorite stories haven't been deleted! Mature fans unite and cross our fingers… hopefully it's just the really pervy fanfics and not the legit romance fanfics.
^How ironic (this goes to Bay) seeing how I AM a closet pervert^