Unhappy Memories

Chapter 12 of Teenage Mutants

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Mikey emerged from a deep fog of sleep. She could see a fuzzy figure moving above her but she couldn't clear her vision enough to see who it was. She tried to rub at her eyes and blink away the sleep, but something was preventing her. She couldn't seem to form the thoughts to see what it was. When the figure finally came into focus she closed her eyes and wished she could get rid of it. She opened her eyes again to see Shredder hovering over her with a big lopsided grin on his face. She looked down at her naked body and felt her wrists and ankles bound to the bed she was laying on.

Mikey shut her eyes and swallowed against the lump in her throat trying to think of what to do next. Shredder pressed the length of his naked body against her and whispered in her ear, "It's been a long time since we've seen each other, darlin', and I've missed you so much. I'm glad to see you still look good after having my son. You can't imagine all the nights I've stayed awake in bed just thinking of the next time I could take you."

She glared deep into his eyes, "You're filth, Shredder. Do what you want to me. It's nothing I haven't lived through in the past. Leo will find you. He'll make you pay."

He had a twinkle in his eyes as he smiled down at her. "Oh, darlin', you're in for the ride of your life." He laughed at his joke and stood up to pour himself a drink. "Want anything?"

"Not from you," she spat at him.

"Have it your way," he shrugged. "How about this, though. From here on out remember that you are the one tied up, and I'm the one that put you there. I think it would serve you well not to be so rude to me."

"Well you can't tie me up and expect me to be all sugar and sunshine, Shredder."

"Fair enough," he sighed as he returned to his place kneeling over her. "We'll do it my way then."

Mikey swallowed at the idea of doing anything his way when both of them were naked and she was bound to a bed.

Shredder leaned down to suck on Mikey's earlobe. She stiffened trying to figure out what he was doing. Last time he had raped her there had been no pleasure for either of them. It was almost businesslike. Last time his goal had been to degrade her, to humiliate her, and above all to give her pain. There was definitely no earlobe sucking involved.

He moved his mouth down over the sensitive areas on her neck where he began to suck gently. Her eyes shot open as she tried to make sense of his actions. Last time, there had been nothing gentle about it. This time, it was almost as if he was trying to please her.

He moved his mouth down to her breast and teased each of her nipples until they stood erect, begging for his attention. In spite of her efforts to remain calm, Mikey's heart was beating furiously in her chest. It was a dizzying mix of emotions to enjoy what he was doing to her and so badly wish it wasn't so. She wished he would beat her into a living pulp, she wished he would give her pain. She wished it would be like the last time. This time, though, was terrifyingly different. She let out a soft moan as his hand snaked its way between her legs to caress her most intimate places.

Before she knew what he was doing, he was inside of her and moving in and out of her with a gentle rhythm. His left hand continued caressing between her legs as he sucked at her neck and earlobes. Mikey felt overwhelmed with pleasure and shame. Her breath came in short gasps even as she fought furiously to slow it.

Tears stung Mikey's eyes as she looked up into Shredder's eyes. He looked down at her and smiled. "Puh-" she swallowed back a moan, "Please, Shredder. I'm begging you. Please stop. Hurt me. Hit me. But please don't make me like it." With her concentration broken she let out a long moan.

"I wouldn't trade this for anything," he grinned and quickened his pace, "I love having power over you, Mikey." Mikey could feel her body approaching climax no matter how hard she fought it.

In a mix of orgasm and tears and shame all she could bring herself to do was quietly whisper, "Shedder, I will hate you ever day of my entire life."

Leaning down to whisper in her ear he said, "I can only hope so. And I hope that every time he looks at you he hates me too. And I hope he can't get it out of his mind no matter how hard he tries. I hope every time he looks at you he sees me."

Shredder got up and walked across the room to open a door, leaving Mikey to close her eyes against what had happened and let the tears fall down her face.

The door opened and one of Shredder's thugs whispered something in his ear. Shredder responded by whispering back, "Keep her company." He added a wink to be sure the man understood his point.

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Shredder walked out into the living room and smiled, "Leo! We've been expecting you."

Leo walked to Shredder threateningly, "You tell me what the hell you've done with her. Now!"

"With who?" A broad smile spread across Shredder's face when he noticed Leo clench his jaw and tighten his fist. "Oh, you mean Mikey. She's in my bed," he flipped his hand casually toward the bedroom.

"If you so much as touch her, I swear to god I will fucking kill you, Shredder! I mean it! I don't care if I go down with you, you're done."

"Don't be dramatic, Leo. You would never get me and besides, you've got my kid to raise."

Leo took a step back, contemplating stepping down at the thought of Devon. Then, he pictured Mikey alone with Shredder and took two steps forward. "I want to see her."

"Oh, why didn't you say so?"

Leo clenched his fist again and followed Shredder down a hallway to his bedroom. Leo swallowed hard against the lump in his throat and threw open the door. On the other side, he saw Mikey, her eyes clenched tightly shut, tied to a bed with one of Shredder's lapdogs moving on top of her. He looked over and smiled at Leo without even pausing. "Hey man, come back in 10 minutes. It's not your turn yet."

Leo bolted to the bed and pulled the man away and to the ground. He had his arm cocked, ready to hit him when another one Shredder's men jumped on him. Mikey finally opened her eyes to see Leo fighting two huge men, one being the one who only moments ago had been on top of her.

"Leo!" Mikey screamed, trying to reach for him.

"It's okay, Mikey, I promise I'll make them pay!" Mikey started crying harder at seeing Leo.

Leo spotted a knife on the bedside table and punched the guy nearest to him twice as hard as he could and went for it. With the knife in his hand, Leo felt at home. It was just him and the worn metal handle. All of the years of fighting and protecting the people he loved came back in a blink of the eye. In that instant, he knew it was foolish of him to think he could step away from this lifestyle and just be normal. He was born to be at the other end of sharp steel. It was what defined him.

In two fluid movements he stabbed both men through the chest, dropping both of them to the ground in a heavy heap.

He stood up breathing heavy, blood on his hands and tears in his eyes at seeing Mikey on the bed. He went to her and kissed her forehead, a tear dripping onto her face. Then he kissed her lips so tenderly, it made her heart ache. "I am so sorry, baby. I'm so sorry I didn't protect you," he whispered against her lips. He stood up quickly and cut the ropes binding her to the bed.

As soon as she was free she jumped into Leo's arms and buried her face into his neck and cried. The memories of being with Shredder still in her mind, she couldn't bring herself to face Leo. She felt ashamed and used. Her body shook with sobs and Leo stretched his strong arms around her as tightly as he could. "Leo, I love you. I'm so sorry" was all she could mutter.

"What? Sorry? What for?" he kissed her forehead and tried to comfort her shaking body.

"I hate to interrupt this beautiful reunion," Shredder spoke firmly from the doorway.

Looking up at the interruption, Leo gently set Mikey onto the bed and walked to Shredder. He stood tall in the face of his enemy, hiding his fear and letting his anger course through his veins. He clenched his jaw and said in a voice that made Mikey's breath stop, "Let's take this into the other room, Shredder." He was only inches from shredder's face, but Shredder stood just as erect and proud as Leo did.

A grin spread across Shredder's face, "Let's. I would love to."

"Leo," Mikey screamed as he left the room but through his rage he hardly heard it. Mikey put her face into the pillow and cried.

"Shredder, I swear to god you're done. finished."

"Calm down, man, I just want you to see something."

Shredder led Leo into a living room with a huge TV on the wall. Before Leo saw the picture he heard the moans of two people in the heat of passion and he wanted to vomit. He refused to let the image take his attention and turned his back to it. "What do you want, Shredder?"

The man gestured to the TV and reluctantly, Leo turned. As soon as he saw what was happening on the screen, he took a step back as if Shredder had punched him. Leo wanted to vomit at the sight of Shredder and Mikey in bed together, Mikey in the middle of an orgasm, moaning loudly and breathing heavy. Leo walked into the room where he left Mikey, grabbed her tightly by the arm and dragged her into the room with the TV.

"Leo, what's going on?" she cried. "Leo, you're hurting me," she tried to pull her arm away from his iron grip, but he wasn't about to let go.

Once in the living room, Leo held his arm out, "What the fuck is this Mikey?"

Mikey couldn't bring herself to look at the screen, recognizing the sounds of herself with Shredder from earlier that day. She wanted to be sick, she wanted to cry and put her arms around Leo and say she was so sorry, she wanted to just die. Instead, she hung her head and did nothing.

"Answer me, damn you!" He screamed and tightened his grip.

Mikey yelped and tried to pull away again. Leo threw Mikey to the ground and yelled down at her, "Don't ever come near me again."

Calmly, Leo turned and walked out of the house, leaving Mikey on the floor crying.

Shredder smiled. "C'mere darlin'," he picked her up off the floor. "You stay with me. Forget about him. I will take care of you."