Summer of Bliss. Best Friend for years. Bella is finally stepping up her game and letting Edward know how she feels about him.
Will Edward feel the same way or crush Bella's hopes and lose her forever?

Disclaimer : I own nothing Twilight Related. All credits to Stephenie Meyer.

"Bella?" someone knocks on my door.

"Go away, Jasper. I don't want to talk to you." I throw the pillow beside me at the door.

"Throwing pillows at the old man now!" my dad laughs, picking up the pillow.

"Sorry Daddy." I say, watching him carefully.

He comes over and sits down beside me, "This is all because of Edward, huh?"

I nod, hugging my stuffed bear, Edward won for me years ago.

"He'll come around. I'm sure of it. Just give it time." he pats my shoulder, as he hugs me.

"Hey Dad, you ready to go?" Jasper asks, standing in my door away.

I look at them, "Where you going?"

"Jasper taking me for a ride in that nice car of his. Shouldn't be more then two hours, you want to come?"

"No, you guys can go," I mumble laying on my side.

"Okay, I Love you Bella." Dad says, kissing my head before he leaves.

"Bye Bella. I love you." Jasper says, quietly, closing the door.

I wait for the front door to close, before getting up. My mind is racing. I can't believe I'm doing this again.

An Hour Later:

The phone rings, it's Sue. Something bad as happened.

I need to get to the hospital now.

Everything has become a blur, I run out the door. Just don't think of the worst and it will be okay.

I run into the emergency room.

"Excuse me? Excuse me?" I demand at the nurse, who was just standing around talking to another.

"It was a awful accident. Semi verse Convertible Mustang. The boy and man both DOA. So sad." the nurse says.

I stare at her, "Oh my god!" I scream, not caring that I was in a hospital. "Oh my god!" my mind flashes to pictures of my dad, mother and brother.

My knees give out from under me.

My bare thighs feel wet, I look down, noticing red on my legs. Is that their blood or mine?

"Miss? You're bleeding." she touches my shoulder.

I look down at my arms, "I did that."

"Someone get a doctor and a gurney! Now!" she shouts.

I fall back and everything goes black.

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