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The List of Uchiha

Narrator P.O.V

Sasuke was in his bed staring at the wall across the room he sighed he wasn't really thinking of anything he just felt so empty. It was as if it was just below the surface, but he couldn't feel it, so numb and then he felt it course his body it burned like a black fire. Engulfing him he crunched his body into a ball it hurt, so bad he felt so sick it was building inside him. He felt it beginning to overflow. Then it happened a tear fell down his face and he felt a small amount of relief spread. The warm drops fell for a couple seconds then Sasuke's lip began to quiver and he started to make small noises he never knew he could make. More tears fell this time in streams he suddenly felt very alone so vulnerable, he knew he shouldn't be feeling this way, but he couldn't stop it now. He started to feel more tears he had held it for so long it felt alien to his body that he felt his skin tingle and turn red almost seconds after he started. It was the worst pain he could feel and he didn't know what it was making these emotions show, but he knew if he held it in any longer he would fade and disappear completely go insane with all this emotional distress.

After a couple minutes, Sasuke thought of his family, and he was silent as the tears fell now except for the occasional hiccup. He then thought of all the things he had done wrong he thought he was going to die. Why did he have to hold it in when it felt inhuman to do so? He got up, walked to the hallway, and looked at a picture of his father he felt, so bad he felt a little angry with the man showing no emotion giving that accusing look. Sasuke felt enraged he smashed his hand into the picture the glass shattered into his hand causing a pain to go through, Sasuke didn't notice though.

"WHY? WHAT COULD IT ACCOMPLISH! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" Sasuke threw a vase this time and continued as the portrait fell to the ground, "YOU MADE ME THIS WAY! YOU DID THIS TO ME; TO HIM YOU MADE HIM CRAZY! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT, it's all your fault," Sasuke sunk to the ground, "It's all my fault,"

Shikamaru P.O.V

How troublesome my team and I ran into seven sound and sand ninja on the way back. I was so exhausted and not to mention it was raining. I was soaked I had already reported to Tsunade and was on my way home when I bumped into a man with a large coat running home. I looked at direction he was coming from and saw Naruto standing under the tree grinning like always. I decided to keep walking before he spotted me I knew he would jump me and start a lonnnnnnnngg conversation, and I was already tried.

"Hey Shikamaru, over here!" Damn.

"Hello Naruto, look can we talk tomorrow I really like to get home," he looked at me and then at the ground.

"Right I'm sorry, I just needed some help," Naruto pouted sadly, aw come on how was anyone supposed ignore that how troublesome.

"Alright, what do you want," he looked up excitedly.

"Well," he said thinking of how to ask we stood there for about a minute I looked at him. If he was going to take this, long it could wait until tomorrow. I was going to announce my departure when he finally started talking, "Sasuke wants to start dating and can't think of anyone he likes," I stared in shock Sasuke and dating were not synonymous. I guess it had to happen eventually it started to make more sense as I thought about it, then another thought came to me,

"How do you feel about that Naruto?" he turned his head in confusion, looked down again, and furrowed his brow in concentration as if the answer was written on his shoe and he couldn't read it.

"What do you mean?" I knew I should go about this carefully since it was only a hunch, and I could have been wrong.

"Does it bother you that he's going start dating?"

"Yeah….I think we might not be friends anymore,"

"Have you told him that?" he nodded softly frowning, "and what did he say?"

"Sasuke said not to worry about it," I knew what to say I wanted to help him, but he needed to do this on his own (and I wanted to get home and warm up).

"Naruto, you need to go home and think of what's best for you," he was about to object, but I was already walking away. I heard him sigh and turn home. This is going to be so troublesome.

Naruto P.O.V

I went home and kept thinking about what Shikamaru said I didn't get it. Gosh why couldn't someone just give me the answer I needed it, but what was even worse I didn't know the question! Man this stunk and I couldn't go to Sasuke and I knew Shika wouldn't help me anymore. I thought about, Iruka he could help me right? What do I say though? This isn't fair I looked up at the sky and glared what was going on!

Sadly, it was morning and I hadn't slept much, but I had to suck it up and get ready for training maybe talking to Sasuke could help. I walked to Sasuke's house and saw a window broken. I jumped inside the door then thought in error now they would know I was here, now because of the noise, damn. I looked around and crept to the corner I saw blood on the floor near the hall to Sasuke's room! I ran to his room the door was open and the sheets where on the floor. Where was Sasuke, I thought about all the possibilities and the one that kept coming back was Itachi. I kept thinking what if Itachi had gotten Sasuke I ran quickly room to room. No sign of him anywhere.

Then I came to the bathroom it had bandages on the floor and shampoo and all kinds of things on the floor and the mirror was broken. I hadn't been in here lately, so who would have done this then I saw a hand coming out over the top of the tub. Blood and something shiny was sticking out of the hand. I ran to tub and pulled the curtain, so hard it came down.

Sasuke lay in the tub sleeping I stared at the strange sight. Okay, so why was Sasuke in the tub/sweat drop/ I kneeled closer to him. I saw his eyes were red. Had Sasuke been crying? Sasuke never showed emotion, I smacked my head he never showed emotion that doesn't mean he didn't have any. I felt guilty I didn't know Sasuke was suffering this bad.

I picked him up and started carrying him to his bed. He started to stir I looked down into his eyes. They widen and he jumped.

"Naruto? What the?!"

"Sasuke, what was wrong? I came in and found you in the tub with the house looking like…like...well like I came through," I said smiling sheepishly. We had made it to his bed he practically jumped on to the bed.

Sasuke P.O.V

"I was…It's nothing to worry…" I looked at Naruto as he rolled his eyes, "What was that look for, dobe"

"It's nothing to worry about Naruto. It's nothing to worry about Naruto, I don't care about excluding you from my life I'd rather spend my time in my tub then talk to you," he said mockingly, I was about to kill him. "I don't care if you care about me or not I'm a cold bastard that always has to do everything alone, because it's too difficult just-,"

"Alright already! Don't you think I feel bad about that give me a break I'm not used to emotions I can't adapt to it that quickly Naruto!"

Everything was silently I hugged me knees I felt so weak I probably looked ridiculous. I hid my face. Naruto put his arms around me. I knew that he probably needed the hug more than I needed it, because friend wise Naruto was emotionally starved. Then again, maybe I was too.

"I'm sorry, Naruto about everything I just have to start over completely and I don't know how to live like normal people,"

"Neither do I," he smiled sadly and I realized he was right neither of had been handed an environment that we could have a proper emotional setting with friends or family. We had no we could relate except each other and I had ignored Naruto's needs. "Sasuke your hand!" he jumped up and in a flash was back with bandages and medicine. He immediately started pulling out glass I squinted in pain, as he pick them out one be one.

Eventually we had treated the wound I had inflicted upon myself. When Naruto asked what I had hit it on, I told him my father's picture. He asked why and I twitched, "It looked at me funny," /sweat drop/

Naruto P.O.V

Okay only Sasuke would hit a picture that gave him attitude. I just stared. Then Kakashi popped in.

"Hello! So you were here," He stepped into Sasuke's room. Sasuke throw a kunai.

"Get out!" I stared at Sasuke he was sure edgy.

"Calm down, I just came to tell that the meeting we bugged gave us information to ambush the sound village. Most of the Jonin will be leaving for the attack. We'll be gone for three or more weeks," we nodded and we took in the fact we wouldn't have any missions for awhile, I frowned, "Naruto I saw the mess you made in the house you can keep yourself busy by cleaning it up,"

"Ah I didn't make the mess!" no way was I cleaning up Sasuke's mess.

"Yeah, Naruto clean up your mess," Sasuke smirked.

"You did it!" I'm not cleaning up his mess why was Sasuke agreeing stupid teme!

"Why would I make a mess in my own house dobe?" Sasuke was being so mean!

"Naruto, stop arguing and start cleaning, or I'll let your pictures of you in your lovely pink top out to the world," he said smiling evilly. I looked back Sasuke who was smirking madly.

"I'll get you back just you wait!" he just smirked even more.

Tbc

Yay! I'm on my sixth chapter! Tadah