This is my first FanFic so if it's really bad please tell me in a nice way. This is how I think Amanda would cry, alone with soft tears. This FanFic goes out to my mom. Love you mom, even though i know you'll never read this. Please review, thank you for reading
Amanda's POV
It was my birthday. My least favorite day of the year. It's just a day when I realize I'm one year older and still have no parents. I made Jess promise not to tell anyone it was my birthday. I liked to spend this day alone. This year I found myself walking around Down Town Disney listening to the music. Right now a very sad song was playing, at least it was sad for someone in my shoes. The song 'You'll be in my Heart,' from Tarzan started playing.
My foster care mom sung this to me right before I got taken to the Fairlies.
"Come stop your crying it will be alright. Just take my hand, hold it tight."
I remember my old foster care mom. Her name was Rebecca but she told everyone too call her aunt Becky
"I will protect you from all around you. I will be here don't you cry."
I sat down on a bench, and just took a deep breath.
"For one so small, you seam so strong. My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm."
I had a flash back, Rebecca singing that part to me. I refused to cry no matter how sad I was.
"This bond between us can't be broken, I will be here don't you cry."
I sat down on a near by bench.
"Cause you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart. From this day on now forever more. You'll be in my heart, no matter what they say. You'll be here in my heart, always.
I let myself closely listen to the next part of the song.
"Why can't they understand the way we feel? They just don't trust what they can't explain. I know we're different, but deep inside us, we're not that different at all."
I felt a tear running down my face. I clenched by teeth, like it would stop me from crying.
"And you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart. From this day on now and forever more."
I fought back more tears, as I did so my dried the tears that were already in my eyes.
"Don't listen to them. Cause what do they know? You got to be strong. We need each other to have to hold. They'll see in time, I know. When destiny calls you must be strong. You got to be strong. I may not be with you, but you got to hold on. They'll see in time I know. We'll show them together cause . . ."
I let go, and let myself cry during this part.
"You'll be in my heart. Believe me you'll be in my heart. I'll be there from this day on now and forever more. Ooo you'll be in my heart. You'll be here in my heart, no matter what they say. I'll be with you. You'll be here in my heart. I'll be there always.
I dried my tears and got up.
"Always, I'll be with you. I'll be there for you always, always, and always. Just look over your shoulder. Just look over shoulder. Just look over your shoulder, I'll be there always."
I went back to walking. I stayed there too all the stores closed, and then I went home and cried myself to sleep.