Beck Pov

I woke up with rambling thoughts it seemed like every thump shook the world as I flew. Flew through the air reaching as if I were trying to catch the sun, But I couldn't quit do it. I felt terrified but yet at peace because I knew were ever I was the pain was gone. I breathed in the light like a child laying in the grass on a summer's day. They called me the heavens called me and I tried to fly faster because I thought if I could reach them everything would be ok. Cat and I could go back to laughing on my bed room floor. "Cat" I called, hadn't she been with me in the car. Where was the car, where am I? Suddenly this dream was more like a nightmare. The sun seamed to get hotter and my breath shorter. As my chest tightened I felt a horrific pain as what felt like a needle stick into my all ready throbbing leg. With that my eyes shot open though I could barely see a dark figure stood in my face. It was the man that stood at my window. I thought I saw him run off but he had obviously come back to finish the job. Fear shot through me as he put his hand on my naked chest. He called my name and shivers went down my spine. "Beck….Beck….Beck." I tried to get away but he just slammed me back down and he spoke again.

"Beck listen to me your safe now. My name is Dr. Stevens you're in the hospital."

"What happed?" My voiced cracked as I struggled with two words.

"Don't worry about anything were going to get you all fixed up." He continued. His voice reassured me as he shined a bright light in my eyes. Before I knew it they rolled me through two silver doors and into a room with bright lights and people in surgical masks and long draping shirts. They transferred me on to the table and gathered around. Bring trays of tools and folded white towels. "Where's Cat?" I said I don't know where it came from. I just need something to say something to show me this was really happening. But none of them answered. They all just went along with what they were doing. I don't know why they were rushing; I didn't feel any more pain. Come to think of I didn't feel anything from the waist down was numb. Once again I asked were Cat was but they didn't answer.

At this point the word was moving in and out and I couldn't focus on anything.

I felt sick to my stomach and I knew if I didn't get to a bathroom soon I would have a problem. One of the surgeons must have read my mind because she brought over a small white trash can. I squeezed the trash can against my chest began to through up not even seconds after. But I didn't seem right when I threw up the can filled with red liquid. Every time my stomach lunched my head ache got stronger. Out of nowhere I started calling for help. Maybe it was because I realized that the numbness in my body wasn't normal. Maybe it was because that red liquid in the can was my blood. Maybe because I realized I was dying right her on the surgeons table. But if fait itself had planned it I experienced true fear.

Cat Pov

I sat in the all white waiting room with a small blanket around me. Tori and Andre stood on either side. None of us spoke we all waited and watched ever Dr. that walked past. Beck had been rushed in the hospital so fast they didn't give me a chance to follow. They told me he would need an emergency surgery to remove the bullet and repair the blood vessels. I didn't really know what that meant but I hoped it was for the best. Then Tori looked up at me her eyes big and her voice shrill." cat what happed when you called I could barley understand you, you were so shaken." She wasn't exaggerating I was historical my breath was heavy and my watering eyes blurred my vision. They lady in the front desk told me I had a panic attack, she gave me the blanket and some juice."I don't want to talk about it" I said.

"Cat what happened to Beck" this voice had come out of nowhere it had almost frightened me. Andre's words and the first ones he'd spoken all night. He and Tori had gotten there ten minutes after the ambulance so they had no idea what was going on. All I told them was that Beck had been hurt it was all I could bare to say. "Cat" Andre said again his voice a little louder. It almost seemed like he was more angry than scared. I don't blame him He'd none Beck the longest. They'd been good friends since middle school. Even though I knew they just wanted to help I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Luckily I didn't have to, as it seemed Andre was about to once again demand an answer a dr. approached.

"Hello my name is Dr. Stevens" His voice was strong as he looked down at us.

"How is he" I say though I wasn't really sure I wanted to know.

"The surgery was a success; it was a close call though if the bullet had gone any deeper he would have been in worse shape." When I heard those words relief shot throw me. But when I released my breath Tori and Andre took it all in. Their eyes swollen and their faces blank.

"Can we see him' I say almost pleading.

"He needs his rest but I suppose you can see him until I get a hold on his parents." He wrote the room number down and was gone before I could say thank you. I wanted to run and jump into Becks arms.

"Cat wait" My fantasy was quickly pushed away by Tori's voice.

"Tell us what happened. The whole story" her voice was calm but strict. I didn't want to talk about it. I didn't even want to think about it. But she deserved to know, they both did. We sat back down in the waiting room and I told them everything. Even how after Beck had been shot I stumbled to a convenience store up the street. I begged the girl at to register to call the police, that my friend had been hurt. After they called I sat in the store until I heard the sirens. Tori and Andre didn't speak. They didn't judge me like I thought they would and I felt slight relief. After I finished telling them the story I knew I wasn't alone and I didn't have to face this by myself. But I didn't want to see Beck, I wanted to go home and curl up in my bed. I didn't deserve to see him after all I practically left him for dead.