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Okay, so here is part 4! This will be the last update for at least 2 weeks, because I will be gone on a trip with family. Please leave revies, and if you have anything you would like me to write let me know!

I write for any Glee ships, so feel free to leave suggestions! I hope you enjoy. Also I will write when I'm gone so hopefyllu I'll have something up when I get back :)


When Nick started to wake up he felt uncomfortably warm, he realized it was because he had fallen asleep in his Dalton uniform. Shifting slightly he felt and insane amount of pain from his ass. Tears of pain and fear silently flowed down his cheeks. When he felt strong arms pull him closer he reacted instinctively and pushed the chest of the other guy in his bed as hard as he could. With a thump the other person fell off the bed. Nick curled up in a ball making himself as small as possible, he hid under the blankets trying to go unnoticed. He could only think of one thing Adrian. Someone who he had started to trust , had turned out to be a terrible person, he painfully though about the previous night's events. I can't believe he raped m, what did I do to deserve it? Nick heard the person he has shoved away groan out in pain. Cautiously he crept over and looked at the person lying on the floor. He took notice of the blonde hair and felt himself relax, it was only Jeff.

"Ouch. The floor is really hard. Why do we not have a carpet? Can we get a carpet? Wait, why am I on the floor?" Jeff slowly pushed himself up with his elbows. His blonde hair was ruffled from sleep and the fall off the bed. Rubbing his side he looked around disoriented until his eyes fixed on to Nick, his eyes cleared all the sleep was gone from them. "Nick, are you okay? Are you in pain? Do you need me to get you something? What should I do?" Jeff's voice was worried, he spoke fast clearly unsure of how he could help his friend.

"Jeff breath. Sorry I shoved you on to the floor I just kind of panicked. Maybe some ice and pain killers. What day is it? I'm really disoriented." Nick tried to sit up, wincing in pain she slowly stood up and awkwardly limped over to Jeff, wincing every now and then. Jeff quickly moved over to Nick supporting his friend.

"Maybe we should get you to a doctor? By the way it's Friday. You're allowed to get out of class today. Blaine, Kurt and Trent are going to get you any work you miss. Don't even bother complaining I've seen to it that I'm staying here with you all day to make sure you're okay." Jeff looked over at Nick his eyes full of warmth and concern.

"Jeff..." That was all Nick whispered before tears started to fall from his eyes again. He has such an amazing friend.

"Nick, why are you crying? Please don't cry! You are way to gorgeous to cry." Jeff was talking quietly, he turned so he had eye contact with Nick. Carefully he kissed Nick's forehead and gently wiped the brunets tears away with his thumb.

Nick shivered when Jeff's lips made contact with his skin. Looking at Jeff he saw a strange look in the boys eyes.

"Jeff?" Nick asked, "Are you okay? You seem a bit, I don't know... off?"

"Nick there is something I really want to do... Please don't freak out." Before Nick could respond Jeff gently pressed his lips against his. This kiss was light, not intruding or forceful in any way. It held so much emotion yet it was so simple. The kiss lasted for only a few seconds but to Nick it felt like forever, all to soon Jeff pulled away. When he saw Nick's shocked face he panicked.

"Oh my god I'm sorry I didn't think sorr-" Jeff was cut off when Nick pressed his lips against his. Jeff was startled, once he got over the shock that Nick was kissing him he cupped the other boys face. Slowly the kiss deepened but it never became forced. After what felt like forever the two boys broke apart. For the net five minutes they only looked at each other, the love for the other mirrored in the other's eyes.

"I love you." Jeff whispered against Nick's lips, "I should have told you sooner, but I only just realized. Nick you are perfect."

"How can I be perfect Jeff?" Nick spoke his voice cracking, "Someone stole something from me I was saving for that special person. I'm violated and disgusting. I don't deserve your love."

Jeff only looked at him. "No Nick, you're wrong. That bastard who raped you is the disgusting one. He stole something that shouldn't be stolen. For that I will hunt him down. You deserve the best Nick. You deserve love. You deserve everything. You are way too precious to me. I guess I'm selfish but I need you in my life. My whole life. We've been best friends forever, and I want to take another step. I want to be your boyfriend Nick. Who knows maybe one day I will have the honour to call you my husband. It's what I want Nick and it's what you deserve. Maybe I won't be the one for you but I will make sure you find that person. I will make sure that you find happiness. It's my promise to you. All I know right now is that I love you, and I need to be with you."

Nick looked at Jeff his eyes wide, tears started to flow from his eyes again. "How- how can you be sure Jeff?"

Looking seriously at Nick. "You are a sweet loving person who helps anyone when they need it. You deserve love Nick." Jeff wanted Nick to realize how much he truly deserved love, but he felt like his heart was going to break at the sight of him so broken. "Nick you are broken right now. That will take time to fix. We will fix it, slowly but surely. So Nick would you do me the honour letting me help you through this as not only a friend but also a boyfriend?"

"Yes Jeff. Please help me through it... As my boyfriend." Nick was speaking so quietly Jeff had to strain to hear it. But those words were all he needed to hear. "Because I love you too. There's one thing I don't get... If you love me why did you convince me to date Adrian?"

Jeff's eyes darken with hatred at the mention of the other boy's name, but his gave immediately softened when he looked Nick in the eyes. "I only realized that I loved you after. Kurt made me talk to him and I guess I just said I thought I was in love with you. I just want you to be happy. I don't care if you pick someone else over me just as long as you're happy. That's all that really matters."

Nick could only stare at Jeff, this beautiful guy had confessed his love for him. Hell he always thought that Jeff was straight, therefore eliminating any chances of being together. Nick had gotten over that fact, but he never stopped liking Jeff.

"You make me happy Jeff. But I can't give you what you'll need in a relationship... I'm a wreck." Nick spoke with a shudder in his voice. No matter how much he wanted this, he wouldn't be able to do anything... sexual... for a long time.

"Nick I will wait forever for you." Jeff embraced the other boy gently watching for any parts of him that may be sore from the abuse he had faced. Police sirens broke their moment. Looking at each other, they headed to their room door where they met Kurt and Blaine.

"Hey guys," Kurt began.

"You might want to," Blaine continued.

"Come and see this." Kurt finished, leading the way to Dalton's front entrance. When the four boys got there they weaved through the crowed of students and saw what the sirens had been for.

Adrian was being handcuffed by two extremely strong looking male police officers. When Adrian looked over in their direction Jeff stepped protectively in front of Nick, who looked like he was about to pass out. Before Adrian could do anything he was being roughly forced into the car. Soon after the police car drove down the long drive of Dalton Academy, once it was out of sight Jeff relaxed slightly and turned toward Nick.

"He's gone now and he won't come back." Noticing how faint Nick was looking, he offered his hand. "No shall we go so you can get some more rest?" Nick only nodded wearily an Jeff led him off.